I know it's been a while, but I just started watching Gilmore Girls again, and thought I'd do a reply. It's very Logan-esque, but I thought as its a letter he might be able to a little different. I'm not sure If I'm going to continue, it depends if I get inspired or not, but I hope you like it and hit the big review button at the bottom.
Thanks x
Dear Rory,
You have no idea how many times I have wanted to hear those words from you, but I can't help thinking that they've come to late. I would love to be able to say that we could see each other, pick up where we left of but I think that's impossible. The way you left, it changed me. You were the only person I've ever loved and I guess I'll always love you. I just don't know if I can put myself through all of that again.
I'm not used to being vulnerable, and you make me feel that way. Sometimes it was lovely. I loved it, you made me feel that way, and then you fixed it. You made me feel loved, and I hope I did that to you too. I'm not sure if I can say anymore, because you have no idea how long it took me to be able to write down this. To say no to you. It's a constant battle in my head, shall I say yes, or no. When you were on the campaign trail, I was so close to coming after you and saying that we could go at your pace, do things your way, but I realised that I couldn't do it. If i have you, I have to have all of you. I wanted you to be my wife, and if I'm honest with myself, I want it now, but I can't be vulnerable again. It hurt too much. I don't know if I can trust you, not to break my heart. Actually, it's not so much you it's myself that I don't trust, because if I see you I'll have to have you and I don't want to put that kind of pressure on you.
I really do love you, and I believe that you love me. I truly do, but I can't have my heart broken again, when I still haven't managed to fix it since last time. Maybe we could write for a while, and see how it goes. Again, I don't trust myself to hear your voice, it hypnotises me and I'll lose all rational perspective on the situation.
I hope this is enough for you, I truly do.
Love
Logan x
It's short I know, but if i do continue, it will be longer, and not just letters. Don't forget to review.
