Yes yes, i know its been forever, and im evil, im so sorry,

I had a dream and ive had to start writing it as a story because i couldn't get it out of my head, Its about a group of girls at an elite private school who arent quite normal etc etc if you want to know about it ask and ill fill you in.

And im sorry to the people who reviewed and i didn't give you a preview but it was either update now or send previews and update next week... i thought you would prefer this = )

Also this chapter is dedicated too edwardsminetwilightluva

Without her kicking my butt i probably wouldn't of updated. Thanks love! this is for you! = )

Yes again im sorry everyone and you can threaten me, curse me or spank me lol but atleast im here now right?

Alright no more holding it up,

Chapter Five:

Another Side of the Circle

Having her hand encased in Edward's was nice, Bella hadn't had such human contact with anyone except her family in such a long time and had forgotten how calming and warming it was although the sludge trailing down her hair, face and clothes sort of dampened the moment.

"Where are you taking me?" The question was left lingering between them. The only reply Bella received was a sideways glance from Edward, his signature smirk lingering in his features long after making its appearance.

Bella started imagining him helping her escape from this school on the back of his motorcycle, her long brown hair blowing in the wind behind them as they speed down the freeway, her arms wrapped around his waist, the ability to feel his distinct abs through his black shirt that was clinging nicely to his chest. He truly was unique and beautiful at the same time. The realisation of how much she liked this stranger now only truly dawning on her scared her out of her wits, For Christ sake she didn't even know his last name! He could have killed someone for all she knew! Drowned kittens or some equally horrible thing, she didn't know him, yet she couldn't help the blush that made appearances when he was around or the nervous giggly mess she became.

She couldn't help wonder if she had any effect on him at all, she knew it couldn't be as significant as his, this wasn't normal this feeling. It took her years to love Jacob that much, wait love? She didn't love him, couldn't love him it was too soon for that, but there was something there and that thought scared her.

Walking down the hall hand in hand with him was nice; it was comfortable. She sort of wished her peers were here to see it, the idea of sticking her tongue out at them, specifically a red head, sounded very appealing and as equally childish. Yet as soon as she become comfortable she was suddenly yanked to the side, away from the others, down a hallway she had all but ignored, stuck in her thoughts, yet now it was all too familiar.

"Yes I know, I don't qualify to enter this great sanctuary, but I think we can keep it a secret can't we?"

"The Girl's toilets? Are you serious?" Definitely not as appealing as the idea of having her arms wrapped around him on a Harley.

"Well we can't have you in public looking like you got too overly involved with your lunch can we?" She knew he was right but that arrogant wink of his was starting to get on her nerves.

When he realised she was not going to argue he lead her through the cream door into the toilets. The toilets at this school some expected to be extraordinary and expensive but once you entered them they were just like any other school toilets, the sinks on the benches with the mirror placed behind them for the girls, the nasty pale green of the stalls and the gross smell. Thinking about it Bella realises it make sense the school doesn't throw money into here it's not like there's going to be pictures of the school toilets in the advertisements.

"You know I can clean myself up right?"

"Yes. I do. You know I thought when I saw my first girl food fight it would be so much hotter, possibly involving bikinis."

Bella quickly pulls her hand out of its warm sanctuary, wanting to break all unnecessary contact with this boy. He was beautiful and she could admit she liked him but the idea started to dim, he seemed just as much of an egotistical pig as the others. She didn't reply to his comment, instead walking away from him towards the vanity. The silence she created though was disrupted after a minute or two.

"Are you angry at me Bella?" She could see his confused expression in the mirror, the way his forehead creased, a frown coming onto those full lips, she didn't like it but she couldn't help holding her grudge against him.

"No." The mixture had seem to mostly dry on her skin although her hair was still matted with the substance. She could see Edward trapping her in through the mirror but she paid him no mind focusing on trying to get clean using paper towel and soap, lots and lots of soap.

"I'm sorry if offended you. Please forgive me. It was just a joke love."

Bella started scrubbing her hair harder once he mentioned his apparent nickname for her, he doesn't even know her? Does he think she'll give in that easy to his charm?

"Bella?" The feeling of his soft hand on her back brought her out of her revere. Seeing their reflections in the mirror was outstanding. The contrasting skin, hair everything about them contrasted. But one thing she knew for certain was that he was sorry for his comment, the look on his face, the sincerity was hard to process. The different personalities he seemed to have. One side of him was sweet and loving, the man before her, who she could very easily learn to love but the other side, the egotistical boy who appeared the most, she could not stand him, he was just like all the rest.

"I'm sorry but I've got to go." She admits stepping away from his touch, heading towards the door but he would have none of that.

"Wait, please don't leave me." He whimpers grabbing onto her wrist holding her in place he slowly wipes her fringe away from her eyes, this way he could see into them.

"I'm sorry, I need to go home, have a shower, clean up this mess. Besides you don't belong here, go back to the others." It hurt her to say this but she knew it was true; he deserved to be happy, not stuck isolated with her.

He quickly drops her wrist like she had actually inflicted pain on him.

"What if I want to be here?"

"Trust me you don't. It's a lonely life. You belong with the others, with Victoria. Get to know them, you might actually like them" He actually deserved better than them, than Victoria, but she wouldn't admit that out loud. He hastily places his hands on her cheeks forcing her head up to look at him.

"No I don't want to get to know them. I want to get know you Bella! Damn it! Why won't you accept that?"

With that said he lets her go, pacing until he stops on the other side of the toilets, arm crossed leaning against the door, looking at her with an unreadable expression upon his face. What she said next hurt to say, but it had to be done.

"Well I don't want to know you okay? Trust me it will be better for both of us. You don't want to be a social outcast, I promise you."

Bella quickly makes a break for the door, not turning around to see his face after her cruel words; she escapes to the dark shadows of the hall which kids now filled, located at lockers getting ready for next period.

"I'll decide where I belong Bella, no one else but me" She only heard the words faintly on the whispering wind before the door to the Girls toilets closed behind her. Yet those words held such promise, such conviction she knew the next day at school would be interesting.

And after only been at school for an hour Bella heads home, in a mess she can't digest how to clean.

Alright there we go, sorry it was late guys and so short but its pre written from about a month ago.

Ill try my best to update soon. promise.

Please review! it truely does inspire me to keep going.

Love love

Jazz xo.