OMG im so sorry you guys but this weekend i could really do anything ive been soo sick! soo im giving you this all now cus im still pretty sick and i already had this done. as soon as i feel better im gonna work on the other stuff. again IM SO SORRY if i could get this horrible cold and ear infection to just SNAP be gone a i would...i hope you enjoy and please just hold on a bit longer and when i feel better ill write up a storm!

Disclaimer: i own nooooooooooooooooooooooothing!

Feb 10 2010

Dear journal mabob thing

So the valentines dance is four days away and I have no date or dress. Well I have a dress Stella's making it for me. But still I have no date I'm getting desperate here. Id ask Nick but you know the whole Stacy thing. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! I'm almost ready to ask Jack just to have someone to go with. Oh no Stella's peeking over my shoulder time for you to go away!

XOXO a frustrated Macy

Dear journal mabob thing

So I'm currently at home listening to happy by Leona Lewis trying to make myself happy. After I hid you away from Stella today she pestered me to know what I was writing in you. I told her it was private but she's so nosey. When she finally gave up she told me if was official that Nick and Stacy where a couple and I don't know if you remember when I said I didn't think my heart could go any lower well it did. It went lower then rock bottom. I think it fell all the way to the other side of the earth to China where they are going oh poor broken girls heart fell through. Gaahh asking Jack to that dance is looking better and better every second that my heart plummets to china. Well I have to go over Stella's she needs to fit my dress on me. I actually can't wait to see it!

XOXO broken hearted Macy

Feb 11 2010

Dear journal mabob thing

WOAH Stella has out done herself! I love my dress for the dance it's pink and frilly and makes me feel very girly! Seriously I can't wait to wear it! Gonna work up the courage to ask Jack to the dance today!

XOXO ADVENTUROUS MACY!

Dear journal mabob thing

I must have the worse luck because when I asked Jack to the dance he looked at me weird then told me he was GAY!!!!!! Stupid Stella! I'm never listening to her about guys again! So guess I'm going to the dance by myself…well more like a 7th wheel with the guys and Stella since Stella and Joe are going together. And you know Nick with Stacy and Kevin was going with one of the cheerleaders Annie I think is her name. At least I'm not that worried over him saying he was gay he was just a back up plan. Oh did I mention I've been avoiding Nick which some how I've been doing really well…well except for group time I mean only if we where alone… -_- I'm making no sense... its bed time so gnight.

XOXO sleepy Macy

Feb 12 2010

Dear journal mabob thing

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You know how I used to hit the Lucas brothers with my sporting equipment and I finally calmed down enough…well I guess not and my luck is getting worse! I was trying to get my bowling ball out with my sprained hand and Nick snuck up behind me and I DROPPED IT ON HIS FOOT! The good thing is it only hurt and nothing serious happened. I bet now he thinks I've reverted back to my fan girl ways…which I haven't! He snuck up on me and I have a sprained hand! Uggh ill never get him to notice me as more then a fan now! :(

XOXO Macy

okay so i hope that holds you over while im getting better! gah if i wasnt diabetic i would be better now 4 some reason because of that it take me twice as long to get better! remember reviews are always good! and as soon as im better i will reply!