HEY im feeling a bit better wrote this and am working on erase this mistake i need to wait a while for cupid hit me with his car im kinda stuck :(. but just so you know im just gonna keep going on with this even if the dates on here are diffrent from real world dates. haha am i making sense to you all?? anyways enjoy!
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Feb 13 2010
Dear journal mabob thing
Tomorrows the dance and I still have no one to go with. Sigh the challenges of high school…yes I'm being that way I'm moody and depressed and its all because of a silly boy….how much more could my life get complicated???
XOXO Macy
Dear journal mabob thing
I thought my life couldn't get any worse or complicated but it did…I'm failing math X( and so my math teacher suggested I get a tutor and I had quickly agreed before hearing who he had in mind. Failing math is a no-no cus I need all passing grades to play sports so I blurted out heck yes . Barkel laughed and said he had already talked to his best student to tutor me and they had agreed. I told him that that was great and wanted to know who it was. I died when he said Nick Lucas….shoot me now. We have our first session or whatever you wanna call it today after school. Don't be surprised if I come back writing this a ghost because I died from being to close to Nick…I know over doing it but still! Okay gotta go he's here and he can't read this!
XOXO eternally screwed Macy
Dear journal mabob thing
I thought there was no way I could fall even harder for Nick but I did. We met for him to help me with math and he's so sweet about it he said he knew he had to help me when the teacher asked him. He called me his friend…that broke my heart but the thought of him wanting to help me did make me smile a bit. And he I actually started to understand what he was telling me! Wow math was so much easier with him teaching me. Which was kinda of hard to believe since I ended up staring at his face half the time *blush* luckily he never noticed! We got another study session Monday morning. Neither of could do that afternoon so we are both getting up extra early so I can pass math….see told you he was extra super sweet! Damn it I'm falling hard and fast
XOXO Macy
Feb 14 2010
Dear journal mabob thing
I am currently waiting for the guys and Stella to come pick me up for the dance. I'm seriously nervous for no reason at all it might be because I'm listening to broken by Leona Lewis god I'm like obsessed with her right now maybe cus she knows just how I feel. Owell back to the dance it will be fun and nothing will go wrong and I look AMAZING oh yeah I'm hot I sizzle! I'm wearing the pink dress Stella made me. It knees length and kinda frills out at the bottom and the cloth is all sparkly and it's a spaghetti strap. I had my mom do my hair it's all curly and bouncy and I did my makeup not to much simple and pretty is all I need. Omg their here in a LIMO wtf! Seriously it's just a cheesy school dance. But gotta go there yelling for me to hurry up.
XOXO Macy
Dear journal mabob thing
I never want to go to another dance as long as I live…thats a lie I will go but I won't want to. I watched Nick and Stacy dance the night away. I did get to dance. Stella made Joe dance with me but she didn't have to push to hard cus he obviously saw how depressingly sad I was. While we danced he asked me if there was a guy I liked I forced a smile and said no. He just stared at me with pity he knew and it hurt so bad knowing that if Nicks brother could figure it out but he couldn't and he was the genius he never would. After that I just kinda stood off to the side the rest of the night. Finally it was the last song and Stacy had left early apparently she had somewhere to be the next morning thank god I couldn't stand watching them. Then the most amazing/horrible thing happened Nick asked me to dance. And of course I said yes. Then he asked me if there was boy I liked and I told him yes but he would never notice me. Then the thing that crushed me was he told me the guy was loser if he couldn't see how amazing I was. I almost started to cry right then and there but I didn't instead I'm crying right now and Stella is trying hard as hell to get me to come out of my bathroom.
XOXO depressed Macy
seriously i feel bad for macy :( anway gotta get back to getting better and erase this mistake! i hope ou all liked it and review if you want :D