Disclaimer: I don't own shugo chara!!!
Jade: One more chappy and then the last!
Rima: No one even reviewed this story…
Jade: Yah, but this is almost done anyways. and I'm ok, at least someone liked it.
Rima: Just start the boring story.
Chapter2 : I'm not sure? Maybe?
Rima laid on the bed, for her things were going for the worst, her grandpa had gotten drunk again. And she had a new cut on her leg. She thought of suicide but she couldn't, she was too scared to do it. She was tired, but she couldn't sleep. Her eyes wouldn't close for a reason.
"Rima are you still awake?" Immediately Rima removed the pillow she used to cover her face.
"Yeah, still awake Shiro" she patted the couch as if signaling him to sit beside her.
"I just wanted to tell you about something… because if I don't, I wouldn't be able to face you again." He sounded serious, she just stared.
"Remember that time I told you I liked someone?" he blushed it made him look alive somehow.
"Yeah? Why do you ask?"
"It's because I like you silly!" he screamed, whispered.
'Wh-What!"
"Don't worry I'm not jealous at all, actually I feel much better telling you how I felt." He gave her a genuine smile.
"I love you but in a brotherly way…" she answered, and tried to smile.
"Don't make me feel guilty!" he said while tickling Rima.
"Hey! stop that!" she felt glad. She knew he cared for her.
He stopped.
RIMA POV
"Hey Rima, I'm going to abroad with my grandpa." He lowered his voice.
"You're kidding right?" her bangs covered her face.
"I'm sorry"
"You told me you loved me!"
"I'm sorry"
"I thought you cared!"
"I'm sorry"
"I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'M SORRY!!! Is that all you can say?!!" I ran to the gates. My short legs being no use for me. and I think it's bleeding again! But I still ran, having seen a bench I sat for a while, I was tired, sad, drenched in my own tears.
So I rested.
And my eyelids close.
"Excuse me miss?" I heard a voice waking me up.
"What do you think happened to her?"
"Poor girl"
"Do you think she's ok?"
Again whispers were being scattered all around, rumors going around this early. I brought myself and tried to sit up, my hair tangled up in a huge mess. My bruises were still fresh. It didn't dry up from the cold air last night. I stood up.
But fell back down, someone lent a hand.
I didn't know why, but I took it, I didn't want to stay in this place any longer. The person offered me a ride on the back, maybe he realized I was limping, but no one was able to see thru my acts yet.
"Thanks" I murmured as he carried me.
NAGI POV(yup he's the one who carried her)
I couldn't believe that Rima looked this lifeless! I mean we usually have fights, but she'd look like she'd forgive me after it she'd look contented and leave. But now she looked dead, it felt like I was carrying a corpse.
I felt a tears flowing down on my shoulder.
'Rima-chan?" she hugged me tightly, I got shocked.
"Why?"
"Huh?"
"Why?"
"Why what Rima-chan?" I smiled she finally responded.
"Why are you doing this?"
"It's because your kawaii" I smiled.
"Don't joke around."
"Then it's because your kawaii ad my girlfriend."
"I'm serious."
"Ok!, it's because your kawaii, my girlfriend and different."
"Let me down!"
"No"
"I told you to let me down!"
"No"
".Down!"
"Why should I ?"
"Please just let me down." It was the first time I heard her this defenseless. I let her down, she tried to walk away. I caught her hand.
"Rima…"
"You don't have to pity me… I'm used to it."she got out of balance again. I caught her.
"I don't pity you because I need to."
"Then why?"
"Because…you interest me." I chickened out.
"I don't understand." She faced me, her red tear stained eyes.
"Ok, I won't hide it anymore! I like you! Since grade school! I tried hard not to blush.
"But I've never met you!"
"You have, but it was different back then."
"I really don't remember you, so stop fooling around."
"It was my fault!" her lifeless eyes turned to anger.
"It was because of me that those rumors started, about you being a boyfriend stealer and flirty." , "And why you lost your best friend!" good thing no one was around the park at this moment.
"So… you were the guy…" she didn't seem surprise.
"Yeah, … sorry"
"That was only half of the problem that I could have bear". Then the silence came back once again.
"Do you wanna talk about it?"
"About what?"
"Your problems"
"You really wanna know?"
"Yeah, it'll feel better if you let it all out."
"Just keep your big mouth shut!"
"Sure, sure"
"Well the problem is…"
"Is?"
"It's…"
"It's?"
"Alright! Already! My problem is my classmates hate me because of the rumors which you say you started! My homicidal grandpa kills me little by little! Which says that those were just 'accidents' and I do really wanna die right now! And Shiro my only friend's going to leave me now! H even told me he loved me! but he's going to leave!!!" she said in one breath.
"Rima?" I was astonished to hear that she really trusted me.
"Thanks"
"Huh?"
"You listened."
"But why is Shiro leaving?" I asked, I was annoyed that he got to confess before me.
"He's sick, he's going to abroad because he's grandpa's going to live there with him."
"You should be happy that he's going to leave to get cured."
"I know I should! But- - it's just not fair! The only person who cared for me is leaving me!" her bangs covered her eyes.
"He isn't the only one …" I whispered.
"My parents even left me with my homicidal grandpa! And than your telling me someone cares for me?" she said with sarcasm, that was it! I couldn't listen to what she was saying anymore! How dense can this girl be!
"You're really annoying you know! And your dense too!" she faced me, she didn't seem to care my arms were still around her.
"What are you talking about? My life's been like hell! What the heck are you implying?" she glared.
"Nothing…" I removed my arms around her.
"What did you mean?" she whined, I wanted to tell her she was kawaii but obviously she'd get mad again.
"You don't need to know." I got a bit pissed off.
"Why can't you tell me?" she pushed me, we both fell. She was on top of me, well I guess I could tell. Maybe if I got this off my chest I could forget about her and move on, I don't care on what she'd answer anyway… it'd be an insult like always.
I couldn't care less, all I wanted was to be by her side, to protect her.
"I like you!" I sat back up, she did the same. But glared at me.
"Actually I love you…"