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Hey guys I know that I haven't updated in a while and I'm sorry, I wont waste your time with excuses except to say that I've been so fucking sick that I get nausea from standing so I wasn't going to be trying to write anything.

Now as for my lack of updates, good on you guys for giving me a kick up the ass to update but while I'm on that topic whilst I appreciate a review like "good story, update soon" I don't respond well to threats, insults or general nastiness.

I don't appreciate it when people swear at me in their reviews, I mean I love it when you guys review and I love that you're reading my stories but I don't owe you anything, I write because I like to write and people sending me reviews like "fucking update, you owe it to us" just makes me want to not update just to spite people.

Yes I understand that I'm selfish in that aspect however I started writing on this website because I wanted to, I'm not going to continue writing if it feels like a chore and seriously how many of you want me to post crap because that's all that my chapters would have been without any inspiration.

To those of you who were nice enough to review I'm thrilled, you guys are awesome and seriously I didn't mind you telling me to update it's when people started to get nasty that I got pissed.

Also guys don't let my nasty ass A/N stop you from reviewing because I do love reviews, unless you're going to be unpleasant and in that case I could do without your review.

It was only a couple of people who really pissed me off so don't think that I'm having a go at all of you, that isn't the case at all, most of the feedback I got for the last chapter had me overjoyed, it was a seriously big response so THANK YOU.

APOV

I sighed contentedly in the warmth of Jasper's embrace before I realised what had been the cause of my sudden stirring.

My first thought was that the loud crash against my bedroom floor was something teetering off the edge of my desk and falling to the floor until I looked up and saw Emmett lying on my floor and Edward standing at my bedroom door, the rage in his eyes was apparent.

Uh oh.

EPOV

I barely noticed Emmett faint to the ground as my brain flashed through the many ways that I would kill Jasper Whitlock, so far castration was favourite.

I was distracted from my murderous thoughts by the sound of a small sigh coming from Alice then she sat up and stared straight at me her face full of guilt and fear.

BPOV

I smiled at Rose as the boys crept upstairs childishly; she chuckled and rolled her eyes as she sat back on the couch. I joined her and waited for the shrill screech of Alice waking, she really wasn't a morning person.

I giggled at the sound of Alice yell "What the fuck are you doing home?" what I didn't expect to hear was Edward's reply "What the fuck is he doing here?"

JPOV

My dreams were filled with Alice, her sweet smile and tinkling laugh, her vivacious nature and her passion for life.

Unfortunately my dream was interrupted by the sound of my sweet angel's voice raised in shock and horror "what the fuck are you doing home?" she screamed and momentarily I thought that she was talking to me until I heard "what the fuck is he doing here?"

I opened my eyes and saw the terrifying sight of her older brother standing at her bedroom door. Even though Edward was smaller than me the vein in his temple looked like it was about to explode and I cringed internally knowing that I was about to be on the receiving end of his anger.

And so the age old adage goes 'and then the shit hit the fan'

APOV

"What the fuck is he doing here?"

"That's none of your business" I snapped at Edward and I wouldn't have thought it possible but the vein in his temple protruded even further.

"None of my business?" he seethed "it's none of my business that my underage little sister is fucking a guy that she supposedly hates, behind all of our backs?"

"No it's not" I responded icily "and don't give me any of that underage shit because Bella is the same age as me fuckward"

And with that the last of Edward's self control finally snapped.

"I would never treat Bella the way that fucking asshole treats you and I would never lie to you Alice"

His hand came up fast and strong and he had slapped me before either of us realised it.

Jasper, who we'd both assumed had somehow stayed sleeping through this whole thing, leapt from the bed and tackled Edward to the floor.

"you piece of shit" he growled "I may do a lot of things but I would never hit a girl"

I wanted to tell Jasper that Edward hasn't really hit me, it had only been a slap and it had surprised him as much as it had me but that was when Emmett woke up.

Emmett groaned on the floor and opened his eyes to find Jasper straddling Edward while he beat the shit out of him and me standing over the hysterically. For someone who had just come back into consciousness I was surprised at how quickly Emmett acted.

Jasper didn't even have time to notice him before Emmett had thrown Jasper off of Edward and drawn his fist back to punch him. This was getting out of hand way too quickly and through my gasping panic I eventually managed to shriek "STOP"

My shrill cry seemed to bring them back to their senses and they all froze. Thank god I thought, as if this day could get any worse.

It seemed that this truly was the worst day of my life though because this was the moment that I noticed that Bella and Rosalie had come upstairs to investigate the noise and were standing at my bedroom door.

"What the fuck?" Rosalie hissed as she and Bella took in the scene before them, I can't say that I blamed her reaction because I'm sure that we all looked very strange but I certainly didn't appreciate it.

"Alice?" Bella whispered "what's happening?"

I didn't answer her; I just stepped aside so that she could see Edward crumpled up on the floor, his nose pouring out blood.

"Edward" she gasped rushing to his side and attempting to wipe away the blood on his face with her sleeve. This time when she turned to face me her voice was no where near as gentle.

"Alice, what's happening?" she demanded angrily.

Wow I thought harshly you picked a great fucking time to grow some backbone Bella.

I had no idea what to say to her so I just stood there, my mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water.

Thankfully Jasper took control of the situation. "Emmett get off me" he groaned "it's obvious that you all need to talk and I don't think that me being here is helping the situation"

You son a bitch Jasper, I thought angrily, I knew what he was saying was true but to just leave me here and take off to save his own ass, what a dick.

I was so preoccupied with chewing Jasper out in my mind that I almost missed what he said next "Can you guys just give me a minute alone with Alice and then I'll leave" I glared at him and so did Emmett.

"There is no fucking way that I am leaving you alone in a room with my little sister unsupervised, keep dreaming dick" Emmett hissed.

Jasper gave him a disdainful look "it's not like we'd do anything that we haven't already done Emmett" "YOU LITTLE SHIT" Emmett roared, pinning him against the wall by his throat.

"Em stop" I cried "just go downstairs please, I'll talk to you in a minute"

Emmett glared at me before releasing Jasper, helping Edward off the ground and storming from my room without so much as a second look behind him.

"I'm sorry Pix, that was uncalled for I shouldn't have said that to your brothers" Jasper said, his face full of guilt "it's fine Jasper, its not like they didn't figure it out anyway, I'm more pissed about you taking off and saving your own ass you dick" I glared as I finished talking.

He smiled sheepishly "I'm sorry to leave you here to fend for yourself but I really think that my presence would just antagonise them more" I smiled at him in spite of myself "I know, you're right it's better that I talk to them although you might want to talk to Rose later"

He nodded and gave me a quick kiss before pulling on his jeans, I handed him the shirt that I had been wearing and dressed quickly.

"Are you alright to do this? " he asked me as we descended the stairs together, I shook my head and smiled kindly at me before bending down to give me a tender kiss and then walking briskly towards the front door.

I sighed as I watched him leave and then I made my way to the living room where everyone was waiting to judge and hate me.

"So guys...you're home early" I said meekly as everyone in the room turned to glare at me.

"Why was Jasper Whitlock in your bed Alice?" Emmett asked "please tell me he just came by to vandalise the house and you let him stay over because his car broke down and the phone weren't working?"

I laughed at Emmett's feeble excuse before I realised that he was serious. Wow this must have shocked him more than I thought, Emmett may have had a deliberate naivety when it came to a lot of things but he was in no way stupid enough to believe that.

"Sorry Em..." I murmured and he groaned "you mean to tell me that Whitlock deflowered my baby sister?"

I froze, might as well come clean about everything "actually..."

"So what you're telling us is that our little sister is a whore" Edward spat and I blanched before my temper got the best of me.

"Up yours Edward you fucking asshole, I'm not a little girl. Emmett was having sex at my age so why do I get the bullshit double standard? I'm not a whore so you can go suck your own dick you piece of shit"

For a minute I thought that Edward was going to hit me again but Bella took hold of his hand and he sank back into the couch next to her.

"A one night stand with a guy you hate isn't something a whore would do huh then Alice?" he glared.

"Screw you Edward" I screamed "I've only had sex with two people, how does that make me a whore and who says it was a one night stand?"

"What do you mean by that?" Edward hissed and I cringed, I hadn't meant for that to slip out.

"Nothing" I mumbled "what do you mean nothing, how long have you been seeing my cousin?" Rosalie demanded.

"I'm not seeing him Rose, I'm just fucking him" I glowered at her "and by the way thanks for telling me he was you cousin, I had to find out through him"

"You knew he was my cousin and you still slept with him how could you" Rosalie glared "How could I what Rose?" I sneered "it's not like you weren't fucking my brother behind my back for a week before you two told me you were dating. I had t pretend like I didn't see you making out at Jasper's party and who knows maybe if you hadn't have ditched me there I wouldn't have screwed Jasper that night"

Rosalie did the math quickly in her head and then narrowed her eys at me "three months, this has been going on since before Emmett and I started dating?"

"So what if it has?" I said petulantly "how is it any different to what you and Emmett were doing?"

"There's one huge fucking difference" Rosalie screamed "I love Emmett"

I was silent.

Bella stared at my guilty, furrowed face and gasped "you do don't you? You love Jasper?"

That's when I started to cry.

I cried at the fact that I had hidden something this big from the people who cared about me the most.

I cried at the fact that my best friends now hated me and my brothers no longer trusted me.

And I cried at the fact that what Bella had said was true, as fucked up as it was I was slowly coming to realise that I was in love with Jasper Whitlock.

"Yes" I sobbed "I love him"

Emmett, who had stayed silent through my fight with Rosalie, slumped to the floor in a dead faint.

"Not again" Edward groaned.

A/N I know this wasn't my best but people wanted an update, I gave you an update...I want reviews...pretty please