I still remember how we first met.
At that time you were sitting in this room and meditated.
One could not bring you out of rest.
When I entered, you have honoured me with no look, not even gave a sign,
that you have seen me.
Silently, I've been there and you looked at.
It happened.
At this moment. In this second.
Your appearance has bewitched me.
Your charisma has drawn me into the spell.
One can hardly believe that such a beautiful creature like you is so cold.
Os istu meditabitur sapietiam,
Et lingua eius loquetur indicium.
I did not know what to say.
How should I address you?
Everyone told me I should stay away from you, but I just could not.
It was because of your charisma.
Stop it to hold me like that!
To caught me like that!
To take all my life values!
Do you know how it feels to have everything and lose it?
No, probably not.
How could you?
You radiate a huge temptation.
For everyone here.
I see it, as they look at you.
With hate-filled, but also lustful eyes.
You recognize it and you use it perfectly.
But I ...
I will resist you ...
Beatus vir qui Suffert tentationem,
Quoniam cum a proven Frti accipient coronam vitae.
I am writing here, and really do not know what I really want to say.
I want to say that it hurts.
Want to say that it burns.
I mean, it's like a healing ointment.
Want to say that you are important to me.
But how shall I say it?
How am I supposed to say to such an inhuman creature this?
We are like fire and ice.
We can not live with each other.
But not without each other.
You are sacred to me.
O quam sancta.,
You are the sublimate for me.
Quam serena.
You're like a blessing to me.
Quam Benigma,
You are the most valuable thing for me!
Quam amoena.
And while I see you as an ugly thing, you're so pure and innocent as a lily.
O castitatis Lilium
A lily, which one may not touch or love.