wahaha... an update while I'm depressed and laughing. I'm such a crazy person! Yay.
"They left you..."
"You don't mean anything to them..."
"They're just using you for your abilities..."
"They despise you, hate you, and think you're worthless..."
"Worthless..."
"Time for them to feel the same..."
"Feel...same..."
"Loathe them. Hate them. Despise them. KILL THEM!"
"ARGH!"
I threw a kunai on the door. Everywhere I look I saw their faces, they were staring at me. Hate filled their eyes. I noticed that I was at my room. I woke up panting.
What are those voices?
I closed my eyes then opened them. I gasped, Kakashi-sensei, Sai, Naruto, and Sasuke stood in front of me.
Suddenly, anger surged through me, claimed me. I pulled out another set of kunais and threw them at those traitors. As the kunai hit them, they disappeared.
I was panting as I held my head. What's going on?
Suddenly, the door opened and Deidara stood there looking at me.
"Sakura, leader-sama wants to talk to you." He said.
I nodded then jumped out of bed. I walked beside Deidara. He was unusually silent. He should be blabbering about anything under the sun right now or anything about art.
I entered the leader's office and Deidara left.
"You're mission with Itachi is impressive. We could use you to our advantage until they find out." He said.
I blinked a few times then the mission sunk back in my mind.
"You're strong Sakura. Itachi's mind technique almost failed. It seems like you have some sort of dual personality." He stood up then looked at me.
"Mind technique?" I asked.
"Don't you wonder why you hate so much? Why you like to torture them?"
Them. Them. THEM.
He chuckled. Then he snapped his fingers. Suddenly, Itachi pinned me to the wall and stared me at the eyes. I noticed that his eyes were in mangekyou.
I felt weak then I closed my eyes.
"Sakura..."
-
I opened my eyes and I was back at Konoha.
"What the f-"
Then I saw them coming towards me. "S-Sasuke? Naruto?"
The four of them stopped in front of me then they were smirking.
"Sakura, you're weak."
"What?" I gasped.
"You're worthless." Naruto said.
"You think we saved Sasuke for you? Ha! Why would we do that? You're just some speck in our life!" Kakashi chuckled.
"No..." I cried. "Take it back."
"We don't care about you." Sai said.
"You're just someone who held our team back!" Naruto chuckled.
"Take that back!" I cried more.
"Weakling!" Sasuke shouted.
Then as I fell to my knees, everything was gone. Then everywhere I look I saw myself.
"Hate them."
"Forget about them."
"KILL THEM!!"
"Kill them..." I heard myself say.
"MAKE THEM SUFFER AND KNEEL BEFORE YOU!"
-
I opened my eyes and I saw Itachi a few meters away from me. The leader was beside him. They were staring at me.
"Sakura, you have a mission with Itachi. You'll head to Konoha and kill someone."
"Who?" I asked. My sight went dark and I felt hatred all over me. I wanted to kill someone, to torture someone, make them beg me to kill them.
"Mr.Kira" Leader smirked. "He stole a scroll from us a year ago and we found out that he's staying at Konoha at the moment. At the Golden Scroll hotel. Kill him with whatever technique you like. As long as you kill him then it'll have no problem with me."
I smiled then took a deep breath. "With pleasure."
-
Itachi and I traveled to Konoha. It took us three days to reach the village. I felt this weird sensation I haven't felt before. I feel stronger and fierce.
We were at the gates. Iruka and Ebisu were guarding at the moment.
"We'll sneak inside. I don't wanna spoil our cover yet." Itachi said.
I nodded. We transformed into old villagers then went into the gates.
"Good morning! What can we do for you?" Iruka asked us.
"Ah yes, we were just visiting. We are from the country of tea and if you could please help us find the Golden Scroll Hotel?" I smiled at him.
"Sure! We'll just escort you there." Ebisu smiled.
Itachi and I nodded. "Well, thank you lads."
The two escorted us at the hotel then left us. We got a room, only one though because if we asked for two, then we'll be suspicious.
When we were at the room, we transformed back.
"Mr. Kira is at the top suite." I said.
"I'll be the look out. You kill him." Itachi crossed his arms while a playful smirk was plastered on his face.
"Fine." I said.
"Good."
I was gonna say something when someone knocked on the door. We transformed to our disguises then opened the door.
"Good morning, sir and madame." It was room service.
"Yes?" I smiled.
"Here is the morning paper." She handed me a newspaper then bid goodbye. I closed the door then read the headline.
"Apprentice of the Hokage dies on a mission." Itachi read. He was behind me.
"Guess, the plan still continued." I said.
"I thought you're not on this stupid mission anymore?" Itachi asked sternly.
"Yes." I suddenly felt angry again, thinking about the mission and the Hokage and my old team. "But they don't."
Itachi smirked, he seemed pleased with himself.
I really don't know why I hate them. I just... well, hate them. Someone inside me is always telling me to hate them. That they hate me and they are happy that I left.
"So you're now a real member of Akatsuki, huh?" Itachi smirked again.
I nodded. "Of course. And besides, before I left Konoha, I was thinking about betraying them. I was worthless to them anyway."
Itachi and I transformed back to our normal selves.
We didn't mask our chakra this time. We wanted a grand audience for my first murder. I felt special with the Akatsuki, they treat me like a true ninja. A strong one too.
We wore our hats that had those bells and my nails are already polished. When the night came, we headed up to the suite only to find that Mr. Kira wasn't there. We headed out, unseen.
But an alarm was raised. Someone felt out chakra.
Good.
We found Mr. Kira at a club, drinking with Jiraiya.
"Akatsuki!" Jiraiya shouted.
He launched at us and threw us outside. But what he didn't know that they were only clones.
Team seven was 'surprisingly' there.
"We knew you two would be here!" Naruto shouted, accusing a finger at us.
We stood at the roof of the store in front of the club. In front of the club was team seven and Jiraiya in front of Mr. Kira.
They haven't found out who we are yet, though I'm guessing they've already found out with our chakra.
"What do you want, Itachi?" Sasuke asked, pulling out his katana.
"We want Mr. Kira, dead." He answered, removing his hat.
Looking at them, I felt more angry. I felt the need to kill them. But I something's stopping me.
"Kill him." Itachi ordered me.
I disappeared and they gasped. I was already stabbing Mr. Kira with a kunai. I stuck it in his heart. I pulled the bloody kunai out and let him fall.
"A new member eh? That's Orochimaru's ring." Jiraiya said.
Itachi smirked at them. They attacked me but I was already beside Itachi.
"Fools. You think I'm still that weak, annoying girl?" I said as I removed my hat.
They were super shocked when they saw me; Naruto especially.
"S-Sakura-chan?" Naruto was taken back.
"Missed me?" I smiled sweetly.
"But... Tsunade-sama told us you died in the mission." Kakashi said.
"Dead? I'm more alive than I was before." I smirked.
My kunai was covered in blood. I threw it in the air then grabbed it, then I threw it at the forehead of Mr. Kira.
"See you around." And with that, we disappeared and we were at the forest outside Konoha, heading back to the base.
I felt my need be fulfilled.
"How do you feel?" Itachi asked me as we were jumping from tree to tree.
I grinned at him. "Never felt better in my life."
Sorry if the chapter is confusing and crappy.