Jasper POV
I was on my way to Bella when I got her message
Dad said ok but only when he gets to meet you first. How about Thursday? B
Meet her father? Well I'm a vampire he's not that scary. I quickly texted back and ran again.
Normally I spend my nights lying in bed. I couldn't sleep but I liked to pretend. I liked to lie in bed and listen to my surrounding. I loved to read in bed. But now that Bella was in my life I could definitely find something else to occupy me.
When I reached her house I climbed up the tree to her window and what I saw surprised me. Bella was dancing around in her room. Crazy dancing.
She wore white short pants and a white top. The top was not long enough to cover her stomach and it showed little of her skin. I would love to run my hand across that skin. Her legs looked so smooth and she had a light tan. Not crazy tanned like a chicken. Just a light tan that looked natural.
She wore blue socks with white bows. She looked so cute. Her face looked relaxed and happy.
When I
hold you in my arms
I know that I can't do no wrong
and when I
hold you in my arms
My love won't do you no harm
and I feel
nice, like sugar and spice
I feel nice, like sugar and spice
So
nice, so nice, I got you
When the song ended she put her iPod away and lay on her bed. I listened to her heartbeat and her breathing. Soon she was asleep. But the blanket didn't cover her and I could see that she was closed. I slipped to into her room and covered her.
"Jasper" she whispered and for a second I thought she was awake. But she was dreaming. About me
"Jasper I love you" she loved me. "I love you too" I whispered and ran a finger along her cheek.
I sat down on the floor next to her and watched her face. Yes I could definitely get used to spending my nights here.
When it was around 6 I went back to the house where Alice and Emmett already waited for me. I told them about Bella and Alice jumped up and down. Emmett had a huge grin on his face.
Edward didn't really like the idea about me being with a human. But I could handle it. I wouldn't hurt her.
Esme and Carlisle were happy for me. They always thought I spend too much time alone. I hoped this would change now.
On my way up to my room I ran past Edward. "I can smell her all over you. It's disgusting. Jasper this isn't good. Don't you understand? You will kill her. She's just a human girl. What do you think will happen when you tell her you're a vampire? She won't stay."
"You don't know anything Edward. She won't run. I will make sure she knows I will keep her safe."
He stormed always being angrier than ever. I know that Alice and he had a few problems but I just didn't understand why I should feel bad about my feelings for Bella.
I quickly got dressed and ran outside. At least I tried. Esme stood at the door and grinned at me. "Jasper I heard about your plans for Friday. And I just wanted you to know that I'm happy for you. And hopefully I'll meet her soon" she gave me a hug.
"Of course mum. You will meet her. Maybe Saturday if everything goes right. Thursday I'm going to meet her Dad. I'm a little nervous. But don't tell the others."
I went to the Jeep and we dove off to school.
I saw Bella's car standing there on the lot already and saw her sitting in it. She looked nervous.
I got out of the car and walked over to her. When I knocked on her window she jumped. She obviously was in deep thoughts. I smiled and opened her door.
"Hey" she whispered.
"Hey Bella" I threw my arms around her for a second. She felt comfortable.
"How was your night?"
"Good. I read a little. Yours?"
"I danced. Crazy dancing." She blushed. How beautiful. It looked just right.
I offered her my arms and she slipped her tiny hand in it. She wore no nail polish. I looked at her. Today she was dressed in a pair of white jeans and ballerinas. She wore a grey shirt with Mickey Mouse on it. It looked cute. Her hair was open but one side was tucked behind her ear. She wore a light make up and lip-gloss.
Oh how I would love to kiss those lips. On her left arms was a bracelet with an angel. She more a matching necklace. And no earring.
"So you're coming over on Thursday." She asked.
"Yeah I'll be over around 6. Is that ok?" She struggled with her bag which seemed to be quite heavy. I took it from her and she lay her head on my shoulder. There was something so intimate about it. I gave her a quick kiss on her head and stiffened. I just kissed her.
But I saw her smiling and only snuggling closer. We stopped in front of her first classroom and I gave her another quick kiss on her head, gave her the bag and smiled down at her.
"I'll see you for lunch. I'm going to pick you up after you're Spanish class."
"Ok." She whispered and stood on her toes and kissed my cheek lightly. Than she left.
I touched the spot she had kissed and walked away. Outside I met up with Emmett.
"You're grinning like crazy, man." He laughed. I hit his arm and laughed. I did smile a lot but it felt good.
The hours till lunch didn't seem to go fast enough. I couldn't wait to see Bella again.
I didn't like the fact that she sat next to Mike Newton during English and Spanish. She told me last night that she didn't like the way he looked at her. She described it like a dog lusting after a bone. I had to laugh about it. But now I hated it. It wasn't something to laugh about it. Bella was mine.
Stop! Did I just say mine????? Yes I did. Bella was supposed to be mine and I wanted the whole world to know it.
When the bell rang I grabbed my things and sped off to Bella. I heard her voice.
"Mike stop it. I won't go out with you and now just let go."
"Oh come on Bella. It's not like you don't like me. I saw the way you looked at me."
"Mike. I say this one last time. Let. Go. Of. Me."
"Or what. What will you? Call for Jasper to rescue you?" he laughed. I looked through the door and saw him grabbing her arms and pushing her into the table. Bella tried to struggle free. She looked scared and felt that way too. That was enough.
"She doesn't need to call for me. I'm already here. And now let go." I ran to Mike and pushed him back into the wall. "Listen to me. If you will ever touch her again I will kill you Newton. Got it?" I grabbed him a little tighter and felt his fear.
"Remember this fear Mike. It will keep you alive!" I pushed him against the wall one more time and let go of him and turned around.
Bella was rubbing her arms where Mike had grabbed her. When I got her I took her arms into my hands and lightly rubbed the spots. Her skin was red and I swear to good of this should turn into bruises I would kick his ass.
"Hey" I said and noticed she had tears in her eyes. "It's ok. I'm hear. Nothing will happen."
She threw herself at me and sobbed. She was scared. But above all this I could feel her happiness. She was happy I was here. I rubbed her back and whispered comforting words into her ears. She slowly started to relax and looked up at me. I brushed her tears away and took a deep look into her eyes.
This was my chance. I slowly leaned down giving her enough time to step back. But she didn't. And suddenly I felt her lips on my. I had to groan. It felt perfect. Her warm lips against mine. The way her hands were buried in my hair. And she pressed herself deeper into me. I slowly let my tongue brush against her bottom lip and she opened her mouth letting me play with her tongue. She moaned lightly. This was my sign to break the kiss before this got out of hand. When looked down at her she still had her eyes closed and I slipped my thumbs over her cheeks and she opened her eyes. They were a little darker than usual. But more beautiful than ever. I couldn't wait to see her when she was lying underneath me, waiting for release. Stop this!
"Wow" she whispered and I gave her another quick kiss.
"Yeah. Wow"
We giggled and left for lunch. We reached the table were Alice, Emmett and Rosalie sat. Edward stayed home today.
"Guys this is Bella. Bella this is Alice, Emmett and Rosalie"
"Hi" she said and we sat down. Suddenly I noticed that she didn't have anything to eat. I excused myself and went to get something.
When I came back Rosalie, Alice and Bella were laughing like crazy. She told them what happened with Mike. And Emmett grinned at me.
"So Bella" Alice said. "When are we going to shopping?"
"We could go tomorrow after school. If you would like. Are you coming with us Rosalie?"
"Sure why not." This was good.
We talked a little while longer until Bella and I had to go to French. On our way we held hands and I wondered if she noticed how cold my hand was. I would have to explain this to her. This whole vampire thing. I hope Edward was wrong and that she wouldn't run away. Now that I had her in my life I couldn't be without her again.
During class Bella and I wrote notes and I took that chance.
Bella I have to tell you something. Can I drive home with you today?
Sure.
The bell rang and I grabbed our things. Due to a teachers conference our last classes were cancelled. I put our stuff into her ca and went to tell the other that I would drive with Bella.
"She will be alright Jasper. Don't worry." Alice said and gave me a quick hug.
I went back to Bella and smiled at her when I got into the car.
"Mine or your house?" she asked.
"Well I would say yours. If you don't mind."
"No that's fine with me. So what did you want to talk about?"
"Bella…. I have to tell you something. I don't know how to tell you this."
"It's ok. Take your time" she took my hand in hers and ran her thumb over my hand. I picked up her hand and pressed my lips to her palm.
"Bella I like you. I really do. And if I tell you this now I want you to be honest with me."
"Sure"
"Bella I'm not human. I'm… well I'm a vampire."
She suddenly hit the break. "What?" she whispered.
"Bella I'm a vampire."
"Vampires don't exist."
"Haven't you noticed that I never eat anything and that my skin is ice cold?"
"A real vampire?" she asked.
"Yes. I'm a real vampire." Now we were driving again.
2Will you hurt me?"
"NO! Bella. Like I said. I really like you. It's just the second day I know you but I feel like I knew you almost my whole life. I feel so comfortable being around you. You have to believe me when I tell you I won't hurt you. I will always make sure you're safe."
"Ok. Than… well… I'm ok with it."
"You're ok with it? Really?"
"Yes. I mean its weird but somehow it's kind of sexy." She blushed and I laughed. We arrived at her house and went upstairs to her room. It looked so much like Bella. So much better than last night.
"What?" she said. "Last night?"
"Did I just say that out loud?"
"Yes. Were you here last night?"
"I was here. I watched you dance and sleep."
"Did I speak?"
"Uhm…yes"
"What did I say?"
"You said my name and you said you loved me"
"Oh no. I'm sorry Jasper."
"There's nothing to be sorry for. It was beautiful hearing you say that."
"I love you"
"Oh Bella. I love you too."
We kissed. Not a sweet kiss. A passionate kiss. I pushed her back until her legs hit her bed and we fell down. I hovered over her, keeping my weight off of her by leaning on my arms. I looked down at her and she looked so beautiful. We kissed a few minutes before I started kissing down her throat. I gently sucked in her pulse point and she moan. Oh what a wonderful sound. "Jasper" she whispered and I looked at her. Her eyes were closed and her lips were all puffy from kissing.
I went back to kissing her. I ran my hand down her sides and when I reached the hem of her shirt I slipped my hand underneath. She moaned into my mouth and I couldn't get enough of her. But this wasn't right. We have to stop.
I broke the kiss and looked down at Bella. She was smiling. As hard as it was to stop it was the right thing to do. Our first time was supposed to be perfect. Not like this. And if we didn't stop now it would end badly. I have been with many women before and it wasn't always romantic. It wasn't love but for Bella it was supposed to be right, gentle and romantic. Not shortly after school. After I just told her what I was. I lay next to her and gently caressed her cheek. She looked up at me and smiled. After a while we starting talking about all kind of stuff until it was time for me to go.
2Will you come back? Tonight?" she asked.
"Of course darlin'. I will be here around 9."
"Ok. I love you."
"I love you too" I gave her one last kiss and jumped out of her window. I heard her giggle and couldn't help but feel proud. For once in my life I felt good. I wasn't ashamed of what I was. I felt strong. I've never been a show off but Bella seemed to like it and if it made her giggle I would do it more often.
So that's chapter 3. I hope you liked it and can't wait to read your reviews. As you already know the more you write the sooner I update. I'm already working on chapter 4. and I have a little surprise for the date. So reviews and you will get it very soon! ;)
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