Jasper POV

I heard Bella and Charlie discuss his job offer. I couldn't believe it. Bella had finally started trusting again and being happy. And now he started destroying all this. I could feel her pain, desperation and fear. I saw her looking at me and than she turned around. Maybe she was scared that I would leave as well.

When Esme had told me Bella would be staying over for the next week I told her she would sleep in my room. There wasn't anything or complain about since I already spend every night with Bella. And Esme knew I wouldn't do anything. Not only because the whole family could hear and smell it but also because I was raised with better manners. I wouldn't just take advantage of her... when I was with Maria all this didn't matter to me. She wasn't a proper lady. But Bella was different. I couldn't deny the fact that I had thought about making love to her. I wasn't afraid about it. But now wasn't the time. I already felt like we were moving to fast for her. I told her I loved her very fast and she returned it. It was great. But some things take a while to get used to them.

I held Bella the whole night. I couldn't do anything else. I wouldn't leave her. I would do anything just to make her see how wonderful it would be if she lived with us. I wouldn't even mind if she decorated our bedroom new. Our bedroom. I liked the sound of it.

Bella woke up around 8. She was still exhausted but happier than last night. Charlie had returned somewhat during the night and got up about an hour ago.

Bella took a quick shower and I went home to change. I would be back in 30 minutes. I promised. And 28 minutes later I stood on her font porch and rang the bell. Charlie opened the door and told me that Bella was still in her room getting dressed so we sat in the kitchen. Charlie looked pained. I felt that all this was hard for him.

"Charlie?"

"I never fought with her. She has never been this angry with me." He started to sob. And for a second I didn't know how to react. "She's my little princess and I want her to be happy."

I heard Bella coming down the stairs and when she came into the kitchen Charlie didn't even notice. "I love her Jasper. I'm afraid I'll lose her."

Bella had tears in her eyes now. She came over to Charlie and laid her arms around his shoulders. "Oh daddy… you won't lose me. I'm afraid." She laid her head against Charlie's and he pressed his hand into the side of her face. "Afraid of what?"

"Afraid of losing you. Afraid that you will forget me. I don't know. But you know what? Last night I wanted to grab you and beg you not to leave me. Dad I lost my mother and even though I want you to be happy, I'm still a child. I'm somehow still your little girl. I seek your protection, the safety only you can give me. I seek your love and support. But daddy last night I thought about it. I want you to go. Maybe I can live with the Cullen's. You could come and visit me or I can come down to LA. We can talk every day and I'll show you how to write mails and you will get tons of pictures from me every day and videos. All I need to know is that you're still going to be my daddy."

Charlie turned around and gave Bella a hug. He sobbed one last time and pressed her into him. "I love you bells. I will never leave you. But this is a great chance for me. We can talk with Dr. Cullen and his wife and we'll see. If not I will keep the house and you can live here or we'll get you an apartment." "Thank you. And now you have to excuse us but we still have to pack my things for the week. I will already move tonight so you can leave tomorrow morning."

With that said she grabbed my hand and left for her room. We soon ha everything packed and left for my house. Arriving there we were greeted by Esme and Carlisle.

They both pulled Bella into a big hug.

We spend the day lying in the living room watching movies. The other had left to go to Denali. So it was just the four of us. Esme spend the afternoon in the garden and Carlisle was working in his office.

Bella POV

We spend the day lying lazily around until Jasper said he would have to go hunting. He promised to be back as fast as possible. Esme joined him so that only left me and Carlisle. I went into the kitchen and made myself a sandwich.

When I returned into the living room I wanted to turn on the sound system and suddenly music blasted so lout I was shocked for a moment. I tried to turn the volume down but it didn't work. And turning it off didn't wok either. Until Carlisle came and pushed some putting and all was quiet.

"Thank you" I said and could feel the heat in cheeks. "I'm sorry. I tried to turn it off but…"

"It's ok Bella. I know it's a little tricky." He soothingly ran his hand up and down my arms and I couldn't help but feel safe and loved. He looked like a real father and I suddenly thought about Charlie. He would go. And I would be alone. And it happened again. Tears started to from and before I could do anything they spilled out and I was crying like a baby.

"It's ok Bella. You're not crying because of the sound system are you?"

"No" I sniffled. Carlisle sat down on the couch and put me into his lap.

"Than tell me what's wrong sweetie."

I told him about Charlie and mentioned me moving in here. "Oh Bella that would be great. Of course you can move in with us. You will probably live with Jasper I think."

I hadn't seen Jasper room yet. But I couldn't wait. "I think."

I leaned into him and sighed. Carlisle rubbed my back and soon I was asleep.

When I woke up I was lying in a bed. It felt very comfy and if I hadn't felt two strong arms around me I probably would've bounced up and down. I turned around and saw Jasper. He smiled down at me and gently kissed forehead. "Hey" he whispered.

I leaned up on my elbows and looked around. This was Jaspers room. It was beautiful. On one side of the wall hung a huge confederation flag. Underneath it was a small shelf with lots of books and from what I could see they were mostly about the civil war.

Opposite if the wall was a flat screen and a few DVD's. Next to it was a bigger shelf with CD's. Than I noticed the bed. It was one I once saw in a catalogue. It was a 19th century French Provence bed (on my profile).

On the table next to the bed was a photo. It was one of me. It was taken for a promo I had done for a show. I wondered how he got it.

"I took the picture the day we sorted out your closet. It was in a box and I thought it was too beautiful to be hidden. I'm sorry." He said.

"You don't have to be sorry. It somehow fits in here. And if you like it so much…"

"What would you like to do today?"

"I don't know. What can we do?"

"Jasper can I ask you something?"

"Of course you can ask me anything."

"Well I wondered if it was ok for you if I lived here. I mean I don't want to if you don't…." he silenced me with a kiss.

I was shocked at first but when I felt him tongue lick over my bottom lip I opened my mouth and let him play with my tongue. The kiss got hotter and somehow Jasper landed on top of me.

When I ran out of breath he started trailing kisses down my neck, gently sucking on my pulse point and I couldn't help but moan. This only seemed to encourage him even more, so he started kissing further down until he reached the collar of my shirt. His hands found their way underneath my shirt and he started stoking my skin. The cold of his hand only got me more excited.

"Jasper2 I whispered and suddenly he stopped.

"I'm sorry Bella."

I was stunned for a second and reached for his face.

"Why are you sorry?"

"I shouldn't have done this. I know you're not ready for this…."

"It doesn't matter if I'm ready for this. But isn't it natural for us to…you know… explore. I mean how will I know if I'm ready…. How will I learn to trust you even more… if all we ever do is holding hands? I liked that Jasper and I didn't mind at all."

"Really?"

"Yes, silly."

"Well than we should start… exploring a little more?" He said with a grin. I gently hit his arm and laughed.

"Don't make fun of me."

"Never."

With that said we fell back into the pillows and started exploring.

Jasper POV

When we came down the stairs Emmett had a huge grin on his face. I silenced him with just one look. We really got a little bit carried away.

"What are you doing?" Bella asked and plopped down on the couch. Before she even had a chance to get really comfortable I picked her up again and sat her o my lap. Her back was now against my chest. My arms were around her waist and I lazily stroked her stomach. Her legs were spread out on each of my sides.

"We're watching Dirty Dancing. Again." Emmett grumbled.

"I take it you don't like that movie" Bella laughed.

"It's not that. It's just that we have seen this movie at least one million times."

"Well you can never watch it too much"

After a while I noticed that Bella hadn't eaten much these last hours.

"Are you hungry, darlin'?"

"A little." She blushed.

"There's no need to be embarrassed. What would you like? Should I order something?"

"Chinese."

"I'll do it" Emmett offered and sped of into the kitchen. He ordered Bella her favourite.

When the food arrived Bella and I sat down in the back yard. Today was warm day so we could spend a little time outside.

When she was finished Bella noticed the swing and sat down on it.

"Come on cowboy. Push me!" she giggled and for just a second I wondered what it would be like of we had children. How we would be in the backyard playing with them, pushing them on the swing, watching funny movies and seeing them laugh.

I had never thought about it before Bella.

I went behind her and pushed her as high as possible. After a while I threw my arms around her and stopped the swing. I just needed to feel her near me.

She gently brushed my arms and leaned into me.

And than I pushed her again. She felt happy and I liked that. "I wanna jump" she screamed.

I pushed a little faster and when she was very high up I ran around and Bella let go.

I catched her easily and she laughed. I would do this the whole day if I had to.

I swirled her around for a second before setting her down on her feet.

I kissed her gently and she sighed.

"Can we spend forever like this Jasper?"

"Do you want to?"

"Yes. I want to be forever like this. I want us to always be happy."

"Than we always will be happy. I will do anything to make sure of that."

"Can we travel? I wanna see the whole world Jasper. I want to see Rome and Spain and France. I want to drink vodka in Russia and I want to eat something crazy in India and China. I want to surf in Australia and I want…"

"We will do everything you want to. I will make sure of that!"

She laughed and we decided that it was time to go inside. We went up into our room and she looked through my CD's. She found a CD with a few slow songs. I held out my hand for her and she took it. We started dancing and ended up lying on bed again.

If we could spend forever like this I would be the happiest man alive. Or vampire.

But I still couldn't come over the image of Bella and me having kids. Was that possible? Maybe. I had to ask Carlisle.

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