LOVESICK MELODY!!
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-A\N: Yay, last chapter. Sadly, I won't do a sequel because it isn't really my forte. Although I love to read sequels to an interesting story, I'm not really good at it. Anyway, enjoy this last chapter of Lovesick Melody... I'll hit you guys up if I have another story up and running!! Hazah! Which I'm working on at the moment! The story that I'm working on is 'Louder Than Thunder' cause... I can! The next would probably Limited Lovers. Just thought I should let you guys know!
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This would be my last time saying this for this story.... I DO NOW OWN NARUTO. :)
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As soon as the words left my mouth I was scared of the outcome. Wow. I said it. My eyes never drifted back to his, but I could feel the feelings he felt. Confusion. Love. Sasuke was everything I have ever wanted and at the moment I was going to make the biggest request of my life. My heart ached at the thought that this would be the final time we would see each other. Just by that fact alone I had to take matters into my own hands, "And right now.. I'm going to make the biggest request in my entire life.... Will you make love to me, Sasuke?"
Sasuke froze then he placed on his cool facade and smirked, "What are you talking about??"
"I'm serious," I pressed, "If I don't meet another person that I could love. I plan to stay single for the rest of my life. Kind of sad isn't? I mean, I was born a women. Just once... I would like to know how it'll feel to be loved by the man I love.." It was so strange how I said such bold and daring things while I remained calm. These feelings I've kept bottled up within me for so long is finally coming out and I feel so free.
I glanced at Sasuke's posture. He brought his knee up and placed his elbow on his knee while he rubbed the back of his neck uncomfortably, "I have a confession to make."
My curious gazed turned into surprise as he continued on, "I remember that time when you asked me to kiss you. I was wide awake. And on the sofa, I was awake as well. So I already knew that. And your feelings, the reason why I continued to ignore them was that I thought your feelings of love were just an illusion, and eventually, you'll find true love with another person. And I realized by that time when you do find someone else you can love we'll go our separate ways." He paused waiting for me to take it all in then Sasuke continued, "The reason why I sent you off to your grandparents' house was not only because he wanted it, it was also for myself."
"For your art right?" I asked, "That doesn't bother me. You followed your dreams."
"Not even close," he retorted, "I used my art as an excuse. Remember your graduation trip?" I nodded as I played with the hem of my dress, "I was actually a huge mess during those days. I lost your mother in an accident so I was very worried of your safety. I didn't want your life to end in the same fate as your mother's. Every single time I sat in front of an empty canvas, I couldn't work. I couldn't eat, and I had nightmares. Honestly, I wasn't in the normal state of mind. If being near you meant feeling that agony... I thought separating myself from you will be better for both of us. Getting rid of that connection we had might cease my worrying and I could be at ease."
That was the moment when I burst, "What the hell?! Do you have any idea how I felt?! Are you stupid, Sasuke? Every body fears the lives of their loved ones. Whether it is your family or your lover the parting is pretty much guaranteed! People can't live worrying about that... Just... People are together because they love each other! And what was that? My feelings were an illusion?! Who are you to make that judgement?! I'm not a child anymore! Why in the world are you thinking these unnecessary things!!? Do not ignore my feelings and tell me what you truthfully think! Quit thinking yourself as my guardian already!!!!! See me for who I am!!" My lungs hurt, from all the yelling I was doing but I was cut short when Sasuke pulled me into his arms.
The feeling of protection came back and I felt a warm bubbly feeling within me, "Sorry... I am so very sorry, Sakura. I was so scared.. Was I going to loose you and suffer all over again?" His embrace got tighter as I leaned onto him. My own arms wounded themselves around his neck pressing him closer to me. Giving as much comfort as I can, "I couldn't help being worried and afraid. So I ran away, from both you and me."
Was this man in front of me... really Sasuke? He's so weak, and stressed. So afraid. Sasuke was the man who had a sharp tongue and a really big attitude. At times I think a bit to big. Egocentric carefree, sauntering at his own pace. I always thought he was an adult, walking so far ahead of me. Now, he was so close. I gripped him tighter.
After a moment he slipped back and fell back against the couch, "S-Sorry. Did I hurt you..?"
"Oh.. no." I said to preoccupied with the thoughts running through my head. Sasuke glanced at me then gave out a sigh.
"I revealed my true feelings. To think I would to that! That was so uncool, dammit! But I'm glad.." I smiled at him. And gave out a little giggle at his face. I was so very glad that I got to see him today. I was able to hear Sasuke's true feelings and I was able to confess my own, "Thank you Sasuke. Thank you so much.." From now on. Maybe I could move on.
As long as Sasuke is healthy and working hard. And he's happy. That's enough for me. There was about three minutes of silence and I was about ready to take my leave. But he stopped me, "Oh. And one more thing. I loved you too."
My head turned to look at him swiftly, "Ha... you're kidding."
"Of course not.. do you think I'll lie about something so serious? On top of that... I still do.."
A moment of confusion swept through me, "Hold on. I'm slightly confused. You still do what??" He just said he loved me... But loved is past tense. That means all his feelings were in the past.. Which means that he doesn't love me now. My heart ached at the thought. But that was what I expected. For all I know he could have a girlfriend in Ohio or something.
"You're as clueless as always. Some things never change I supposed.." he sighed and then looked me straight in the eye. And said the words that made my heart flutter with so much joy that if the world ended at that moment I wouldn't care, "I still love you!"
A loose strand of my pink hair was in my face, tickling my cheek and I reached it to tuck it behind my ear, "You're joking.." I said kind of lost.
"Nope."
"I'm dreaming?" I pressed glancing around hoping this was really just a dream.
"No!" he said a slight annoyance in his tone.
"B-but.. I just can't... believe it." My head was blank as I searched for the words to say. Sasuke gripped my upper elbow and called my name. I turned to him and before I had any time to react he kissed me on the lips. And boy, it was like heaven. My heart flew away and then he whispered, "You feel it don't you?"
"It's reality isn't it?" I asked silently. His face was mere centimeters away from mine and then he pulled back as he nodded. It was all right. I never had to hide my feelings anymore. Before I knew it, tears were streaming down my cheeks. I could finally be with him. And I can say 'I love you' as much as I wanted to. I could continue to love him. When the tears stopped I smiled at Sasuke. His following action surprised me... he leaned forward and started to attack my neck, "Sasuke! What are you doing?" I asked a small blush upon my cheeks.
"Earlier... you asked me to make love to you." I nodded and he was about to lean forward again but I stopped him.
"Wait. Isn't the situation a little bit different now? I'm just happy knowing that my feelings have gotten through to you. For the moment, I just want to revel this happiness right now. All right?"
A mischievous smirk came upon his lips as he brought me closer to him, "Then.. I'll make you happier.." I just couldn't help but giggle as he wrapped me in his protective embrace.
"This is shocking! I never thought of you as such a horny person... Sasuke..!" I exclaimed while laughing as he kissed my forehead all the way down to my neck.
"All healthy young males are like this.." he argued. I giggled.
Even if my feelings gotten through to him. It seems as if this love sickness will continue.
I smiled as I thought of out future together. I was way to preoccupied to notice that he had risen my dress so it draped across my waist. Flashing him my purple underwear that had some white stripes. His hands roamed against my legs brushing against my core once or twice. He then commented how wet I was while I moaned from his doings.
This was going to end very quickly and I knew it. It doesn't matter, though. Because we had the rest of our lives to spend together. My legs wrapped around his naked torso seconds after I tore it off his body. My hands traced his muscles.
So perfect. His lips gently touched mine and never in my life have I experience so much passion. It was at the moment when everything suddenly became more heated. The kisses became for passionate. He became more hard. I being more wet. And our touches became rougher. I unbuttoned his pants and slightly pushed it down. His boxers were easier to pull down and then his member sprang up.
He kissed my cleavage as he lifted the dress off of me. Leaving me naked except for a pair of underwear and a bra. Sasuke smirked as he backed up slowly taken in my form, "Hm. Your eyes turned a shade darker.." he made a sound of approval as he kissed me on my lips once again. He pressed himself against me and I couldn't help but grind into him. Sasuke moaned and I threw my head back in ecstasy. His hands massaged my core and I couldn't help but rubbed against him.
Sasuke was so perfect. He slightly tugged on my underwear but changed his mind and attacked my stomach instead. His hands were at my hips drawing small circles on them while his skilled lips kissed every inch of my flat stomach, "Don't waste any time Sasuke.." I grunted as he chuckled darkly.
He backed up once again and then cupped my cheek lovingly as his unoccupied hand slowly slid down the only cloth hiding my womanhood, "I love you.." he whispered softly. Sasuke positioned himself as I wrapped my arms around his neck. I was ready. This took so long, I never thought I would accomplish this. Sasuke was mine. At that moment I was never happier because I knew I did the right thing and saved myself for him. I gasped in pain as he swiftly broke my barrier.
Sasuke froze as he kissed my cheek. It was... so painful, "Go.." I managed to whisper. Maybe if he started now the pain will subside faster. He shook his head though and pecked my lips.
"It'll take a while to fade, darling." And it really did after a few minutes he started to move. In and out. Never in my life have I thought it would feel this way. I urged him to go deeper, faster, and harder. He didn't want to disappoint me for he complied. After a couple more thrusts that warm feeling pooled at the bottom of my stomach.
It was near the end and I knew it. But I had to say it to him, "Sasuke... I love you too.." I said as I reached my climax. Sasuke reached his, one thrust later and he fell back against me. His boxers were still at his ankles as he kicked them off fully and sat up. I took in his sculpted figure, he had muscles but nothing to beefy. Just perfect.
His onyx eyes clashed with mine as we tried to regain our breaths. Courage filled me up as I sat on his naked lap, my bra pressed against his chest. My hands were about to reach back and un-clip it but his soft hands stopped me and he smirked as a dirty thought entered his mind. I felt his member get hard once again, "Let me." he whispered huskily.
I laughed but pressed myself closer to him. As my breasts popped out he took a moment to take it all in. Sasuke then grabbed my left one slowly and gave it a squeeze. A moan escaped my lips. I knew there was going to be another round. But I knew that this time Sasuke was going to take it slow. I could tell by the way he kissed my lips gently, softly, lovingly.
This was heaven. And I couldn't wait for what the future might hold for our love. Because no matter what the obstacle is, I knew that we would overcome it... together. At the moment we both reached our climax for the second time I realize that it didn't matter were you lost your virginity. I lost mine on a dusty old couch for goodness sake! Anyway, the only thing it mattered was you were with the one you loved dearly.
Sharing the moment.
Four weeks passed and what I didn't expect was a silver band with three diamonds to be hugging my ring finger on my left hand. I was happy as ever. Sasuke and I are doing great, when we had our disagreements we would make up shortly after by making some love. We've been doing that a lot lately.
He wouldn't dare to leave me. And I wouldn't dare to leave him.
Yay! It is over! Let us give a round of applause. Who liked it? Loved it? Hated it? Well, if you did ... fuck you! Nah, I'm just kidding! I love you (:
I hope that you all review for the final time and I am so terribly sorry that it took so long and that this story was really short. I planned it to be long but I couldn't really think of anything because of.. well.. yeah. You catch my drift? I would like to thank everyone who read this and I hope you all have a happy life. I'll see you all soon!
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