The song used here was Anywhere but here – Safetysuit, the most awesome song ever!

The whole concert was really a blur and it felt like time stood still. I didn't take my eyes off him once. It was like a long drink after being without water for days, seeing him right in front of me. I would smile shyly, remembering the way he touched me, the way he would nuzzle my neck when he slept. The brothers did not sit still for most of the concert, their energy fuelling the crowd to just sing and scream even louder.

It looked like the end of the concert and I was about to get up to walk towards backstage, so I could surprise him, not being able to wait any longer.

The lights went low and Nick and Kevin walked off the stage, leaving Joe alone onstage…

I sat down again, wondering what was happening. He sat down a stool and one of the stagehands handed him a guitar.

His face was dripping with perspiration and he took a moment to wipe his face and take a sip from a bottle of liquid. He smiled shyly and waved to the crowd.

'This doesn't happen often,' he started, 'where I take the stage alone. I am quite happy being a part of a trio, but sometimes something happens in life that changes the status quo.'

'Six months ago, I was on a plane and wrote this song. Nick and Kevin have been asking me to play it at one of our shows. You have the privilege to hear it for the first time.' He gives his shy smile and starts to play his guitar.

His voice starts off softly and gains volume as a longing look fills his face -

Is this the end of the moment?

Or just a beautiful unfolding

Of a love that will never be?

Or maybe be

Everything that I never thought could happen

Or ever come to pass and

I wonder

If maybe

Maybe I could be

All you ever dreamed, cause you are

Beautiful…,' his voice breaks with emotion as he starts the chorus. He looks up at the roof and tries to swallow a sob, before tears start pouring down his face. Still looking up, he shakes his head. His head lowers and he looks into the crowd, smiling sadly, he shrugs while the crowd calls his name. I start tearing up when I look into his eyes, he is trying to play his crying down, but I know him better. I know how much he is hurting, because I see a mirror image of my heartache in his eyes.

Nick and Kevin walk onto the stage, his younger brother takes the guitar and starts playing…

Joe gets up and putting his arm around his brothers, tears still running down his cheeks. He starts singing from the beginning…

'Is this the end of the moment?

Or just a beautiful unfolding

Of a love that will never be?

Or maybe be

Everything that I never thought could happen

Or ever come to pass and

I wonder

If maybe

Maybe I could be

All you ever dreamed, cause you are

Beautiful inside

So lovely and I

Can't see why I'd do anything without you, you are

And when I'm not with you

I know that it's true

That I'd rather be anywhere but here without you

Is this a natural feeling?

Or is it just me bleeding

All my thoughts and dreams

In hope that you will be with me or

Is this a moment to remember?

Or just a cold day in December?

I wonder

If maybe

Maybe I could be

All you ever dreamed, cause you are…'

He walks over to the side of the stage and looks into the crowd, like he is searching for something. My seat is off to the side of where he is standing, 'Joe!' I call out. I know he cannot hear me above all the other girls that are also screaming his name. The need to get backstage becomes urgent. I want him to be the first thing he sees when he gets off the stage. I trip over girls legs, pushing through to get to the aisle, listening to his words.

'Beautiful inside

So lovely and I

Can't see why I'd do anything without you, you are

And when I'm not with you

I know that it's true

That I'd rather be anywhere but here without you

Is this the end of the moment?

Or just a beautiful unfolding

Of a love that will never be

For you and me…'

At the side stage door, I see Big Man standing. I run up to him and start saying franticly between my tears, 'you need to get me backstage, now.'

He looked ready to fight me off, but then he recognized me.

'Chantel? Girl, you are a sight for sore eyes.' Ushering me into the door and walking me to where the guys will come backstage.

'I know a certain brother who is going to be so happy to see you.' The big man continues, before he walks over to someone and talks briefly to him, pointing in my direction. He gives me a thumbs up and walks back the way we came.

Standing hugging my sides, I see the boys take their customary bow and then run off the stage toward me. Nick and Kevin run by me and Joe looks at me for a split second, I smile and gave a small wave, but he follows his brothers past to the back of the hallway. My stomach lurched and a sick feeling creeps into the place where six months of hope was stored.

I turn to walk back out to my chair to get my stuff, but I hear a soft voice say my name…

A hand grabs my shoulder and spins me around, and I am drowning in his honey brown eyes once again.

'Oh, Joe. I thought you didn't recognize me…' I let out a sob as he wraps his arms around me and I bury my face in his chest.

I smile as I take a deep breath, even after a whole concert of jumping around and sweating, I can still smell the familiar smell of sea, a hint of aftershave and … 'Marshmallows…' I whisper, looking up into his eyes.

He smiles, a happy chuckle bubbles out of his thought. 'My girl… you haven't changed.'

He takes my face into his hands and before his lips crash into mine, 'This is a moment to remember…'

I smiled up at him and nodded my head. I was home…