Dougie's POV

I quickly checked what I needed to and then went to Danny's room to return his laptop. I also had to know why he had a site about helping people who cut on his laptop.

After I had placed his laptop down on the little table, I turned towards Danny and took a deep breath.

"Dude, why the hell do you have a site about cutting on your laptop?!"

He looked up at me with wide eyes, almost like I had just caught him red-handed. He took deep breaths before becoming defensive.

"It's for a friend, Doug, and why are you messing with s*** that is none of your business anyway?!"

I was shocked at his behavior. He never acted like this until Bella left.

I left his room and quickly went downstairs. I had to talk to Tom and Harry about this.

As soon as I found them, I sat down at the kitchen counter and waited for them to finish their previous conversation about the up-coming tour.

"Hey Doug. What's up?" Tom asked as soon as he noticed me.

"Something's wrong with Danny and it can't be good. " I said to both of them and then proceeded to tell them about the web site I found on his laptop.

"We need to talk to him. We have a few months until we go on tour. If he is cutting, we need to know about it now." Harry said and we began to walk upstairs to Danny's room.

Harry opened the door without knocking and we all walked in. Danny looked up at us and his faced started to pale. We practically cornered him to get him to talk to us and tell us what's up.

"Dude, tell us the damn truth right now. Are you cutting?!" I said and everyone looked at me. They must have been a bit shocked. I'm not the most outspoken in the band. I have usually always kept quiet during interviews and other things.

Danny looked down at his hands before taking a deep breath and looking up at us again.

"I'm not cutting. I was telling you the truth when I said it was for a friend. I just can't help her if she won't even come back." Danny said, zoning out.

"Bella." Tom and Harry said and that was when Danny realized he had said something he shouldn't have.

I quickly left the room and all you'd have heard was the front door slam shut as I left and went to find Bella. I don't care how long it took me. I was going to find her and get her to listen to me.

I didn't have to go very far. She was still in England. She had been in her hotel room. The same place she was the last time I spoke to her.

I had luckily found someone who could help talk to her. Someone who knew what she was going through and had the same problems she has. He had been a cutter but hadn't done it for over 5 years.

~5 years later~

I had gotten a call from Bella today and she sounded ecstatic.

She told me that she hasn't been cutting for 2 1/2 years and that she had finished her book finally. I was so happy for her that I couldn't help but let out a laugh at her hyper personality. This the Bella that I wished I'd had a chance to get to know.

She told me that she sent her book to a publishing company and is now just waiting for a response. She then said that she had to go. Her and a couple of girls she met a week ago were going shopping and then to a movie.

"Thank you so much Dougie. I don't think I'll ever be able to say thanks enough. Okay, I really have to go now. I'm getting people impatient. Love you. Bye." Bella said before she hung up the phone.

I couldn't help but chuckle at that quick rushed goodbye.

I really do miss her but she sounds happy for the first time since I talked to her. If being away from here made her happy than I was willing to accept that and just hope for her happiness forever.