Name:Greasie little Secert
Chapter: Part 4-What!!?
Warnings: Alot of truth!!! D:
Author:xWizardx
Couple:Alittle of PonyXSoda,but it mostly consistes of SodapopXSteve
Book: The Outsiders
~xXx~
Saturday, November 22,2008
Ponyboy's Prov:
I moved the warm red blanket, off my lap as I jumped up to look at the freshly fallen blanket of snow outside. It was extremly white out. It reminded me of Sodapop's face last night, when Darry and I went to pick up his passed out body. I sigh and turn around to face Darry.
He was sitting, in his normal brown beat-up arm chair. His cold blue eyes didn't even fit mine, they were scanning threw the news paper."Darry?"Once I called, his blue eyes hit me and made my legs freeze up again."I thought I heard Soda get up, should I check on him?"
Darry put his newspaper down for a second, and sighed."You sure are checking on him alot?Are you really that worried for him?"There was slience."Well whatever go if you want."He picked up his newspaper and started to read it again.
Darry, if only you new...if only
I walked outta the living room and into Mine and Sodapop's room. As soon as my feet hitted aganist the brown wood, it made a sort-of sqeauking noise. Sodapop rolled his head over so he looked at me."Pony...is that you."
He remembers me !!.
"Yeah," I kicked a small little piece of dirt on the floor."It's me alright."
The brown smiled."Can you close the blinds it bright in here."I did as he ordered and walked over to the window and closed our blinds. I took a look at him. He was streched out. His red shirt was unbuttoned, also his pants must still be too.
No! He wasn't doing what you all are probaly thinking. It was me. Last night I really wanted him. He dosen't know. Well I mean if he passed out, then how would he know. So I did it. No not sex. I just sucked him off, that was it. I really wanted him, but he dosen't need to probaly just thinks he had another wet dream.
I walked over to his half-died half alive body. I layed in bed with him. He put his cold arm around my shoulder and brought me closer, just like he normally dose. I felt my face getting warm. I carefully put my head on his muscleur chest. He ruffled my hair up alittle.
My heart started beating fast. I looked up at his face. No matter if Sodapop had a hangover, he still had the big blue eyes full of recklessness and joy. He noticed I was stairing at him and he looked down at me.
Now I have to tell him.
"So-Soda," I muttered," I-I Lo-" at this point i was shaking up a storm was so hard from here on end."Lo-ove Y-you."
He opened his mouth, he was going to say somthing, like "Ponyboy I don't like you in that way," I just know it. So I followed my heart.
~xXx~
Sodapop's Prov:
I couldn't belive what Ponyboy said. I was about to tell him, that it was nice and all, and that I was already taken. I blinked.
I had a werid feeling, I felt soft lips on mine.I had a feeling they were Pony's. I wanted to take them off, it made me feel bad. Two reasons. 1 I'm dating already two people, I don't need another. 2. He is my freak'n brother...what would Darry say.
But somthing in my body was saying, don't stop. It was probaly the hangover. We stayed like that till Ponyboy noticed that I was enjoying all that much.
He backed away alittle, his face was redder then it was earliy. It was as red as a sun burnt fat kid.
"Ponyboy" I said low. I tried to find the nicest thing to say.
He jumped off the bed and ran at the end of the bed thinking I was going to say somthing like "I hate you Ponyboy," or that I'd hit him.
I tryed to get up, but it felt like the world just landed on the top of my head. It forcused my head to do respond to my comands, and drop to the pillow.
Ponyboy porbaly thought I was going to try and hit him and he ran outta the room. I really wanted to get up and talk to him, but I couldn't find the strength.
Damn...Hangover, I'm never drinking again...well for a while.