Name:Greasie
little Secert
Chapter: Part 4-What!!?
Warnings:
Alot of truth!!! D:
Author:xWizardx
Couple:Alittle
of PonyXSoda,but it mostly consistes of SodapopXSteve
Book:
The Outsiders
~xXx~
Saturday, November
22,2008
Ponyboy's Prov:
I moved the warm red
blanket, off my lap as I jumped up to look at the freshly fallen
blanket of snow outside. It was extremly white out. It reminded me of
Sodapop's face last night, when Darry and I went to pick up his
passed out body. I sigh and turn around to face Darry.
He was
sitting, in his normal brown beat-up arm chair. His cold blue eyes
didn't even fit mine, they were scanning threw the news
paper."Darry?"Once I called, his blue eyes hit me and made
my legs freeze up again."I thought I heard Soda get up, should I
check on him?"
Darry put his newspaper down for a second, and
sighed."You sure are checking on him alot?Are you really that
worried for him?"There was slience."Well whatever go if you
want."He picked up his newspaper and started to read it
again.
Darry, if only you new...if only
I walked outta
the living room and into Mine and Sodapop's room. As soon as my feet
hitted aganist the brown wood, it made a sort-of sqeauking noise.
Sodapop rolled his head over so he looked at me."Pony...is that
you."
He remembers me !!.
"Yeah," I
kicked a small little piece of dirt on the floor."It's me
alright."
The brown smiled."Can you close the blinds it
bright in here."I did as he ordered and walked over to the
window and closed our blinds. I took a look at him. He was streched
out. His red shirt was unbuttoned, also his pants must still be
too.
No! He wasn't doing what you all are probaly thinking. It
was me. Last night I really wanted him. He dosen't know. Well I mean
if he passed out, then how would he know. So I did it. No not sex. I
just sucked him off, that was it. I really wanted him, but he dosen't
need to probaly just thinks he had another wet dream.
I
walked over to his half-died half alive body. I layed in bed with
him. He put his cold arm around my shoulder and brought me closer,
just like he normally dose. I felt my face getting warm. I carefully
put my head on his muscleur chest. He ruffled my hair up alittle.
My
heart started beating fast. I looked up at his face. No matter if
Sodapop had a hangover, he still had the big blue eyes full of
recklessness and joy. He noticed I was stairing at him and he looked
down at me.
Now I have to tell him.
"So-Soda,"
I muttered," I-I Lo-" at this point i was shaking up a
storm was so hard from here on end."Lo-ove Y-you."
He
opened his mouth, he was going to say somthing, like "Ponyboy I
don't like you in that way," I just know it. So I followed my
heart.
~xXx~
Sodapop's Prov:
I couldn't belive
what Ponyboy said. I was about to tell him, that it was nice and all,
and that I was already taken. I blinked.
I had a werid feeling, I
felt soft lips on mine.I had a feeling they were Pony's. I wanted to
take them off, it made me feel bad. Two reasons. 1 I'm dating already
two people, I don't need another. 2. He is my freak'n brother...what
would Darry say.
But somthing in my body was saying, don't stop.
It was probaly the hangover. We stayed like that till Ponyboy noticed
that I was enjoying all that much.
He backed away alittle, his
face was redder then it was earliy. It was as red as a sun burnt fat
kid.
"Ponyboy" I said low. I tried to find the nicest
thing to say.
He jumped off the bed and ran at the end of the bed
thinking I was going to say somthing like "I hate you Ponyboy,"
or that I'd hit him.
I tryed to get up, but it felt like the world
just landed on the top of my head. It forcused my head to do respond
to my comands, and drop to the pillow.
Ponyboy porbaly thought I
was going to try and hit him and he ran outta the room. I really
wanted to get up and talk to him, but I couldn't find the
strength.
Damn...Hangover, I'm never drinking again...well for
a while.
