Name:Greasie
Little Secert
Chapter5-Why??
Warnings:Fight
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Authorxwizardx
PairingSteveXSodapop!!!
Anti-SodapopXSandy
BookThe Outsiders
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[Sunday]
[23] [November] [2008] [Nightish]
Steve didn't show up all day
yesterday. I was pretty happy, because I didn't want him to find out
about me and Ponyboy. If he'd ever find out, Pony'd probaly get his
ass kicked really hard. Or maybe not. Well if he really cared he
would do that...I think.
After Pony ran out yesterday, I laied in
bed and hoped for Steve to come and make me happy. Although he
didn't. He didn't even call or anything. I got a call from Sandy, but
she always calls when I get outta shit, or if I ever get hurt. I
really didn't want to talk to her.
I don't know anymore. I think I
love Steve better then her. I mean like for around the week that
Steve and I had been dating, we havn't been conectting anymore. It's
like the fire at the camp fire just died.
It was after supper. I
was washing the dishes. Ponyboy was up in his room. Since that little
mess up yesterday, we haven't talked much. I'll talk to him later.
Darry was sitting at the dinning room table. He was watching
me.
Great another one watching me do stuff...
I sighed
to myself lightly,"Darry, any reason why your looking at me."
He
shook his head,"there's nothing to do."
I was about to
say why don't you get Pony and go play some football or somthing, but
the phone rang. I droped my towel and ran over to the phone. I hoped
it was Steve that's all I want. I just want to hear Steve's voice.
I
wraped my fingers around the phone and picked it
up,"Hello,"
"Sodapop," I just wished taht
voice was alittle deeper, because then it would have been Steve. It
wasn;t it was Sandy.
"Sandy" I smiled even though she
couldn't see it,"whats up?"
She breathed out alittle
bit,"Soda...we need to talk, I'll be over soon
okay."
"Errr...okay, why can't you just tell me now."
I asked her.
"'Cause..."She sighed." I have to see
your face when I say it." Then she hanged up.
I put the phone
down quitely. My heart is pounding like crazy.
Dose she wanna
drop me??
I sat in the living room with my forhead glued to
the plam of my hands. I curse myself hundreads of times. Darry didn't
ask he probaly noticed by her steady tone that she was going to dump
me. "Damn it, damn it, damn it." I repet intill she walks
in the door.
She is looking confused, and shaken."So-Sodapop."She
runs into my arms and gives me a great big hug. I wrap my arms around
her. She starts crying up a strom. I look over at Darry. He is
sliently asking me, if he wants me to stay. I sliently tell him it's
okay. But he gets up anyways and walks into the kitchien.
She gets
up and whips her eyes, she sites nect to me on the
couch."Sodapop...I'm prgenet."
I nearly faint. The whole
room starts spinning. I have to grab on the side of the couch to keep
myself stable."Your what?"
She sobbs into her
hands."Sodapop! I'm freakin' Pregnet!!"There is a moment of
slience."But," She says quitely,"It's not your
child."
Suddenly everything gose sort-of normal, although now
I'm shaking."who's it then." I say without
thinking.
"St-Steve." She chokes. My eyes widen."Not
Steve Raddle."She finishes."That Soc guy that we ran into
at DX."
My heart skips a beat. All of my dizzyness turns into
hate, I just want to punch her out.
Darry walks in"Hey
Sandy...it's late shouldn't you be getting home, Soda's got work in
the mornin'"She nodds and get up and walks out the door.
Darry
I never will forget to thank you for that night...
Darry walks
over to me and put his arm around me."Hey little buddy you gonna
be okay?"
"I dunno man."I get up and pick up the
phone and dail in steve's number. I have to tell him about this.
If
only I didn't call...
