It's Not Over

It's Not Over

Chapter 4

Meredith sighed as she unclipped her seatbelt they had had to go get up at three thirty that morning in order to get to the airport and they hadn't got much sleep before that either, she grinned as she remembered.

"Last night?" he whispered she jumped slightly not realising that he had been watching her "yep" she nodded laying her head on his shoulder

"You know we could continue were we left off" she smirked he raised his eyebrow

"Meet me in the bathroom in two minutes" she whispered and she made her way down the aisle shaking her ass as she went

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"That was… wow" he said as they were getting changed

"I still got it" she smirked to herself

"You're amazing" he said kissing her forehead

"I've been told" she said checking herself in the mirror "okay I'm going to go back you wait two minutes" she said letting herself out of the bathroom

"You're a lucky guy" a man murmured as Derek walked out

Yep I'm a lucky guy he thought as he sat back beside Meredith

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"Mer... Mer" he said gently shaking her shoulder gently

"What" she groaned

"It's time to land" he chuckled

She groaned again and sat up "I hate this part"

"You okay?" He said taking her hand

She nodded squeezing her eyes shut. It wasn't until the plane had completely stopped that she opened her eyes and let out a breath.

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Hours later they were walking and in hand along the beach when Derek stopped and stared out at the ocean

"Are you alright?" Meredith asked her voice etched with confusion and concern

Her voice pulled him from his thoughts and he turned to face her cupping her face with his hands

"Meredith, I'm sorry" he blurted out

She stepped back from him "You…. I ….. what?" she spluttered

"I'm sorry" he repeated "I'm sorry for lying to you about Addison and then not picking you and then calling you …….."

"STOP" said firmly putting a finger on his lips "Derek it doesn't matter well okay it does matter but it doesn't really because I, well I forgave you"

"You forgave me" he breathed "after everything I put you through you forgave me"

She nodded "But how? I was such an ass Meredith"

"You were an ass and for along time I was mad at you but I was mostly just sad and I missed you. But you have to understand Derek people have been leaving me my whole life my father, my mother as good as and then you" she swallowed hard tears stinging her eyes.

"But of all the people who left me you're the only one who came back, so all that other stuff doesn't matter anymore Derek because you're here, we're here and I love you and you love me and we're trying"

"We're trying" he nodded pulling her closer to him "and I do love you Mer so much"

"I love you too" she murmured into his chest.

They stayed like that for what felt like forever in a comfortable silence until Meredith pulled back from him and started pulling her clothes off her eyes sparkling

"Mer what are you doing?"

"Going swimming" she said and before he had a chance to reply she had run and dived into the water. He watched as she swam further out and came back up above the water giggling

"Come on Derek the waters great" she said swimming further out still laughing and in seconds he had taken off all his clothes and was swimming out to her splashing her deliberately "Derek stop" she giggled wrapping her arms around her neck

"God I love you" he murmured kissing her shoulders

"I love you too" she grinned

HERE'S THE UPDATE I PROMISED THANKS FOR ALL THE GREAT REVIEWS FOR THE LAST CHAPTER. SORRY IF SOMETHING DOESN'T MAKE SENSE I KIND OF JUST WRITE AS IT COMES WITHOUT REALLY THINKING ABOUT IT LET ME KNOW IF YOU NEED ANYTHING CLARIFIED