Late Update :C But I've been super busy o.O being lazy

Disclaimer: I of course don't own shit haha :P

Couldn't save you from the start
Love you so it hurts my soul
Can you forgive me for trying again
your silence makes me hold my breath
All time has passed you by

"If you never agreed to becoming kazakage then our child would be safe and I wouldn't have to die!" Kaura yelled at her husband who was sitting behind his desk "Why did you do this to us and our unborn child?" she exclaimed. "It has to be done if there was anyway out of this I would do anything I could to get us out of this but there isn't so stop yelling at me!" The kazakage was not going to sit there and take this.

"Why can't you try to get someone else to do it, why does it have to be us I'm sure there is a lot of whores out there who are tired of living their pathetic lives!" Kaura's hand unconsciously went to her stomach that had a small bump forming. The kazakage just put his head in his hands and sighed "There is a 50% chance that you will live Kaura, please have a little hope"

Kaura went towards him and put her arms around him making him look up at her beautiful face "I guess I couldn't save you from this damned village from the start" Kaura whispered to him, her love. Kaura stood still as he remained silent just staring at her face, you could almost see all his misery in his eyes for putting his wife through this for the village and a demon.

for so long I've tried to shield you from the world
you couldn't face the freedom on your own
Here I am
left in silence

Since the day they got married the Kage has tried to shield h34 from the evils of the world, the ones she knew too well anyway, that she had to grow up around. Kaura and Yashamaru were orphans, their parents died when Kaura was 8 and Yashamaru 5, she, being the oldest had to get money for both of them to live on for the first three years it was hard for them both but shortly after Kaura turned 11 she forced into prostitution, it got them money and put Yashamaru in school but soon Kaura got very depressed and started self-harming which made her get less customers and therefore less money for the both of them.

When Kaura was 18 she met him, the love of her life, he was the first guy to actually like her for her personality not her body, soon after they met they started dating, he got her out of prostitution and they have been together ever since, 12 years to be exact. But she knew it wouldn't last. Nothing good in her life lasted forever. Kaura has never thought of self-harming since she met him but at that moment she felt like she needed a razor blade.

They had nothing to talk about anymore they knew she was going to die and their child as going to be a monster, a weapon to kill people and all of their children would grow up without a mothers love. Kaura always wanted a big family but she would only get to see her baby's face once and then die as a sacrifice for a village shes hated all her life. They can tell her that she might live but she knows that they are just saying that so she doesn't do something to ruin their plans.

You gave up the fight
you left me behind
all that stands forgiven
You'll always be mine I know deep inside
all that stands forgiven

Kaura enjoyed sitting on the porch at night, it gave her time to think about her remaining days. "Hes not going to fight for me anymore..I thought he loved me, I thought I was the love of his life."
He came back early in the morning, drunk. He walked past her without even acknowledging her presence. She didn't say anything as he walked by. She just sat there with her hand on her growing stomach. "He said we were going to be together forever..." Kaura whispered to no one.

Watch the cloud drifting away
Still the sun can't warm my face
I know it was destined to go wrong
You were looking for the great escape
to chase your demons away

Kaura was in her last term of pregnancy so she was bedridden. "All I can think of the is the little life in me, will it have a chance at a normal life? Will it be loved? I feel dead inside, I'm very weak. The demon has been inside of my baby for two weeks and it's already eating me alive they told me this wouldn't happen. Sometimes I wish I could have just stayed a prostitute, they don't have demons put into them." She poured out her heart to no one. She had no one. No one could come see her, not even her children. She was alone.

I've been so lost since you've gone
why not me before you
why did fate deceive me

It's been a year since Kaura died and the demon baby was born. Kaura named the baby boy Gaara he would be looked after by his uncle Yashamaru. The kazakage did not hate his new son for taking the love of his life away, he hated the village for tearing apart his family and taking his one true love, the kazakage has been so lost without her and her love. It was supposed to be him that died first either from old age or battle, she was going to live to an old age and see their kids grow up and be happy not die young. She was supposed to be there with him.

Everything turned out so wrong
Why did you leave me in silence

"She wasn't supposed to die they told me she would survive" The kazakage whispered to himself "She always said I was the one that would leave but it was her, she broke me." The Kage picked up his sake and took a big drink then let out a laugh.

You gave up the fight
you left me behind
all that stands forgiven
You'll always be mine I know deep inside
all that stands forgiven

''I killed her. My wife, the mother of my children, the love of my life. What am I going to do now? I ruined everything I had, I have nothing but a child with a demon in him, kids that hate me and a old friend that hates me for killing his sister. I am a worthless person." The Kage slumped back into the chair he was sitting in with a cup of sake in his hand. ''I hope she will forgive me for doing this to her and our children, no, I know she will and she will always be mine we were made for each other and we will see each other again someday'' The kage smiled at that.

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