Yeah so I have two reviews (yay) i am so excited… well I kind of feel stupid because people are usually excited when they have like 50 or something but yay im happy with two. (or more obviously…) lol
Bella's PERSPECTIVE
After Edward Cullen approached me in the hallway and picked up my books before I realized they had fallen, I couldn't think straight. My mouth hung open like an absolute dork, my face all red, and me just standing there…. I couldn't believe that, first he had moved that quickly, second that he knew my name, and third that he talked to me.
Now I understood why Amy liked him. Because he was gorgeous, but I saw something more. It's not like I had the ability to look into his eyes but, even so. I liked the way he carried him self with confidence, like he could do anything.
But the moment had passed as soon as he rudely walked away. Why hadn't he stayed longer and talked?
I let it go and walked to my next class. As I opened the door to Biology I saw him. He was looking out the window so gracefully. The only seat that wasn't taken was next to him. When I walked towards my seat, I felt all the boys' eyes on me. It was then that I wished I hadn't worn such a cute outfit to school. I didn't care for them. I only wanted Edward to look at me. But he wasn't and that was not a good sign.
I sat down quickly and opened my note book. I noticed Edward had passed me a note.
Yay he is going to talk to me! I thought to myself with a huge smile on my face. But that smile faded away when I opened the paper and saw what it said.
Why do you have to sit next to me? There is another seat in the back of the class room. I would appreciate it if you would move now. Thank you.
-Edward
I wrote with anger through out my body,
What? Why? No. I'm not moving. It's the middle of class. Sorry I didn't see the seat before.
-Bella
I carefully slid the paper towards him and watched from the corner of my eyes as he read what I had said. He quickly crumbled it up. A while later the bell rang and he ran so fast out of class I hardly saw him.
The rest of my afternoon I was thinking about what he said. And I soon realized that Edward had been sitting as far away from me as possible. How could he not want me? Every boy wants me. I mean my cloths are adorable and my body is almost perfect. I thought to my self with my selfish Bella kicking in and a frown on my face. I couldn't believe how he treated me.
On the way to my truck at the end of the day, Amy passed by me and said in a whisper that was obviously meant for my ears only
"Oh, you better not be trying to get Edward Cullen!" and then she walked away.
I looked over my shoulder and noticed Edward starring at me. But before I could look at his face he turned and got into his Volvo.
Hey that was the car I had ordered… no there are way more important things to be worrying about Bella. This is not Arizona anymore. Get over the fact that no one here has style! I murmured harshly to my self and got into my Chevy.
My ride home was dull I put the radio on but then shut it off because I wasn't feeling it. When I finally got into the drive way, I got out of my car carefully. I shut the door and went inside.
Aunt Rose was in the kitchen waiting for me. As soon as I got in she started questioning about my school day and everything. I gave one word answers and went upstairs. I did my homework and picked out a less funky outfit for the next day. It was fashionable yet not as much…
I couldn't seem to get away from my old selfish self. Everything I did in the back of my mind I had thoughts about what I was wearing and me me me.
I knew Forks wasn't the same as Arizona and I had to get used to it. So when I went to sleep I tried to clear my mind of everything of my past Bella, and tried to create a new one.
Edward's PERSPECTIVE *********
I couldn't believe what I did to Bella. Bella, this girl I didn't even know. I must have seemed bipolar with one second I picked up her books and the next I was passing obnoxious notes to her. I just couldn't let our "fate" come true.
So I decided for her best that I would keep leading her away. With as much anger I had inside of me, I couldn't be selfish. If I let her look at me, we would fall in love with no turning back. Her life would then become in great danger.
Bella's PERSPECTIVE***********
The next two weeks were absolutely horrible. It was like all of the sudden Edward was the class bully aimed specifically towards me. I couldn't walk past him with out a "G-d Bella can u leave me alone?" or a "I can't stand you".
With all the boys in school bugging me and Amy glaring at me all the time, it seems as if I had no real friends. I mean, I thought I had real friends in Phoenix but that's hard to tell since there, everything was about fashion and looking the best.
None of the girls here ever introduced them selves to me. So I had no one to talk to about my problems. The one good thing was since I wasn't at any parties or anyone's house I had been getting great grades. So Uncle Charlie was not a bit concerned.
Everything was screwed up and I was actually considering leaving and going back to live with my Mom. All of this stuff was making me kind of depressed. It all reminded me of the time when my dad died and totally shut down, closed off to people. But every time I thought about leaving, I felt like something big was going to happen and it wouldn't happen unless I was in Forks.
I was slowly changing. Since no one wanted to be my friend, then why should I try so hard to fit in? I soon found myself in the library studying for hours just for one test. And surly, I passed with a wonderful A. grades were becoming my life because no one else was in it.
But the Edward situation was still not finished. I had not talked to him for three or four weeks and he was still bugging me. I wanted to tell him to stop but it was the only way I could hear his gorgeous voice. I also found my self dreaming about Edward too. Tossing and turning through out the night and waking up in the morning with the weirdest dreams about me and him.
Finally a month of this madness was all I could take. I decided I had to get out of the stupid library and live a little. I went to the mall with Sasha and made her over. I got her the perfect outfit and told her how to get boys like I did- or had- but still.
When I got home Aunt Rose literally screamed in my face that finally a boy called for me. She quickly went into the laundry room to get his information and then handed it to me. I noticed it had a whole description of what he sounded like and every word he said. Then I looked at the name and my mouth hung open. Edward Cullen. I read it out loud to make sure I wasn't dreaming.
It had his cell phone number, his house number, it even said his address.
As I stared blankly at the piece of paper, I was beyond confused.
What is up with this boy? How can he be so mean to me for a month and then all of the sudden call me? And leave his address and so many numbers? This is obviously not some kind of homework question…I thought to myself.
But before I could think to call him or not, the phone started ringing, I stood there in shock. Then I heard Aunt Rosie call my name once, twice, three times, at the forth call I ran to her room and took the phone.
Nervously I said, "Um.. Hello?" I quickly ran to my room, tripping twice on the way. I sat down at my bed and listened to his amazing voice reply, "Yes, hello is this Bella Swan?" he asked completely polite.
And then I stepped out of my trance and remembered what he had dun to me for the past month.
"yeah." I replied coldly. I heard him move a bit and then speak again.
"Oh, you're probably wondering why, of all people, I am calling. I just-"he got cut off by one of his siblings in the room who said "Yay are you talking to her finally?" but then he shushed her and what sounded like he pushed her somewhere. I was assuming out of his room.
"Can we meat? I would like to talk to you, no being impolite or anything, I promise." He sounded so sure. How could I stand down his offer?
"Um…yeah sure. Where do you want to go?" I asked sweetly.
"You have my address right?" he said so in to the conversation.
"Yeah do you want me to come? I mean, I'm not pushing anything I promise…" I was droning on and on when finally he chuckled and said "Bella, I said I'm not going to be impolite. But yes please come as soon as you can."
"Now?" I asked finally getting excited.
"Yes thank you very much." And then the line went dead.
Slowly a wide smile was spreading across my face. I slipped into a black mini skirt with a blue short sleeve shirt. I put bangles on my left risk and ran to put make up on. I was so ecstatic because I hadn't been anywhere in a month.
Heyy thanks for reading this!! I don't really think this is such a good chapter. But I got back to school and I couldn't really finish it for a long time. But anyway ENJOY
