• "I kissed a full-fledged dog demon, and I liked it..." -Kagome xDD
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Chapter III
REALIZATION
Honestly, I didn't want to arrive to the village. Being there means to enface InuYasha. No, I have always tried to be strong but this was too much; I'm positive I don't love him anymore, but still is painful. In some way, he have never loved me the way I did. A complete jerk, that is what he is. I shook my head at this annoying thoughts and sighed. In the other hand, I wanted to see my friends and dear ones. There was an emotion of fear in my heart. I don't know what to say to him; I really don't want to see him because I'm affraid of his reaction. Hey Sesshomaru, guess what I'm bearing a half-breed of yours, sweet isn't it?, yeah and then he'll rip my head off first than recognize a hybrid as his son. I shivered. Dammit! why he have to be so scary?
I took the little purple crecent of my bracelet with my fingers, stroking it gently. This really calmed me down, I was freak out. I closed my eyes,and the image of his perfect face appeared in my mind. Sesshomaru. Somehow, I gritted my teeth. It's totally useles, in someway I hate him because he's such a coward. Why didn't he take me with him? No, he just took me to the Forest of No Return and then threw me inside the well. The only thing I remember after that night is the blurry image of Sesshomaru kissing my forehead saying "Forgive me". I really tried to awake and yell at him "Don't go, I love you!!" but it was worthless. My eyelids were heavy, my muscles lumb and I had no voice. Sesshomaru left something metallic in my hands, and then...GAH!! hello modern Japan. I don't want to even think about, but I believe that Sesshomaru just used me...how sad...
I stopped walking when I was almost in the village, suddenly, I heard some familiar voices near in the forest. "Sango, can we take this?" That was Shippo, I gasped. "Of course Shippo, but take Kirara with you" Sango... a tear ran over my cheek, I walked faster."Sango my love, I'm hungry". No doubt that's Miroku. My respiration went uneven and my eyes wept with tears; I threw my packs and my steps moved faster. My friends were in the other side of the forest, I just wanted to hug them, to told them about my poblems, to hear their advices. InuYasha. I paused, pain and suffering come with that name. My mind broke my happy thoughts with him. Screw it!, in that moment, I didn't care, and started to run to reach them. I exit from the forest to the village. Sango turned to my direction, her eyes went widen.
"Kagome!!" her voice broke and ran to hug me.
"Sango!, Oh God" I cried on her shoulder, I really needed to see her, my best friend.
"Are you okay?!" She cried too, it seems that they were very worried for me, and she hugged me again.
"Where have you been? " Shippo sobbed in my shoulder.
I managed to talk but I couldn't, I was criying so hard. Sango hugged me tightly to her chest. Puppy complained, he doesn't like when I have this paranoia attacks. My son. That's why I'm here.
"Miroku!! Kagome is here!!!" Sango cried to Miroku, who ran to our direction.
"Lady Kagome, for all the heavens are you okay?!" I nodded, and Miroku sighed in relief placing a hand on Sango's shoulder. They exchanged worried gazes.
What is happening here? Why they are hiding something from me? I asked to myself, I felt the demonic aura all over the place. My weak hands went to my belly as if I could protect my baby.
"My Lady" Miroku said in a worried tone. "Are you positive you're okay?"
"Of course" I told him. I wasn't paying attention, my head was full of other things. "Miroku, where's Lady Kaede?" I asked looking at all directions, I ready needed to talk to her about my problem.
"She's not here right now" Miroku said seriously and then continued "Lady Kaede left in search of specific herbs." He said pensative, and I remained silent.
"InuYasha isn't here. He's with Totosai Lady Kagome, just in case you asked yourself."
"Awesome." It was the only thing I could think to say about InuYasha. I really didn't care.
"But Lady Kaede will come in no time." Sango added at my frown, trying to change the subject. "Is there something you wanted to talk about?" She tried to catch my gaze, but I skipped hers.
Oh yes Sango!, you know? please use condom when you think you and your mate are ready to show your love. Or you'll be in a deadly situation just as me, cool isn't it?. My sarcastic thoughts interfered . "No, don't worry" I told her, but she didn't believe me (I'm sure of that). I looked at my friends' faces, they were worried and gloomy. Sango was examinating me delicately. I gasped at her glance, maybe I'm a very obvious pregnant teenager. Sango was totally freaking me out.
"What's happening here?" I dared to say, their silence and preocupation were killing me. Sango's face went pale, Miroku made a worried frown. "Why don't you talk about?." Okay, this was very intimidating.
"My Lady." Miroku's voice was like a weak wind, it was hard to listen I paid more attention. "It was an error of you to come here in a time like this." My heart stopped beating. Miroku said this looking directly at my eyes, Sango took my hand at my gloomy face.
"Miroku is right Kagome, you need to leave this place before is too late." I shook my head at their killing words.
"WHY?!" I yelled and stupid, hot tears wept my cheeks. "I need to be here, I really need to live here!!" I sobbed, I was very irritated at their silence, I swept the tears on my face.
"Kagome..." Shippo whispered with tears in his cute eyes. "You must go."
"NOO!" I growled at them. They didn't understand!! I have to bear my child in this place. The place he belongs...I cried at my thoughts. Miroku took me by the shoulders.
"Your life is in danger." Miroku said exasperated.
"In danger of what?!" I snarled in the same tone. I was going to continue the argument but I stopped. I stopped when I saw one of my biggest fears. Kikyo's soul collectors were all around the place, flying around me. A dreadful moan came from one of the houses. Kikyo. Kikyo was there, my body froze.
"Is th-that..?" I said shocked, my voice was trembling. Miroku nodded and my heart ached. What in hell was so powerful to put Kikyo "the great priesstes of all times" in that estate? God, what I'm supposed to do now? I lost the ground for a moment, my world moved. And I was positive this wasn't for the maternity.
"Please." I managed to say."Explain to me. What's is happening?!, for the third time!" I was really pissed, I looked at the black sky. Even though it was midday, the sky was dark and dismal thanks for the demonic aura. My heart grew with anxiety. Sango and Miroku looked each other.
"If you want to." Miroku started, he cleared his throat."Lady Kagome, when we destroyed Naraku and his reincarnations many demons around the place freed themselves. Without a demon-sucking creature just as Naraku they started to feel liberated, attacking villages and many many awful things more" Miroku said in a serious tone, always looking at my eyes. My respiration was accelerated and Sango tried to comfort me. Miroku continued, "Three, let's call them major demons freed from a seal made by Lady Midoriko 200 years ago. 'The Gods of Hell' as they call themselves, are horrorific demons who look for the path of supremacy, absorbing the two ways they can be destroyed: the good and evil." Miroku paused, and I wait silent. "In what way I'm involved?!?" I asked bemused, I really didn't wanted to hear the response. Miroku sighed and Sango stroked my hand.
"Lady Kagome, these three demons are looking for the representants of good and evil."
"Good and evil?"
"In other words, the most powerful priestess and the supreme demon." Miroku finished his speech waiting for my response. Sango took his hand. "You see kagome you must go." She said. My throat felt dry. No,no, no. I must protect my son.
"But Kikyo is the major priestess..." I said trembling, Miroku answered me." They attacked her thinking that she was the major priestess, which is not. InuYasha left because of that, he wanted to know who are they, even though he's a half demon so he's not the representant of evil. But you are the major priestess now Lady Kagome. You know she is not the real Kikyo."
"So-" I said with my dull voice. "The representant of evil?, the demon who is?" I asked, I felt my heart stabbed. My eyes weep. Now everything was so clear...
"It's InuYasha's elder brother, Sesshomaru." Miroku cleared with a sad tone.
No. No. No. My head felt dizzy. These demons were the reason Sesshomaru left me. That night, he said a sad good bye. That's why he get rid of me that night, and the entire life. No. So he's supposed to die? He have no salvation? Sesshomaru, my only one, my true love...The night we were together was his farewell...He threw me inside the well in order to protect me...so he can die in peace...No, not Sesshomaru please. Now my only love could die. NO!
My vision went blurry. I wanted to empty my stomach and cry until my eyes dried. "Kagome?!", "Kagome?!","Kagome?!" faint voices called my name and hit my ears. The world turned black, I felt my heart stopping. Sesshomaru. No! please not him! I had no senses. Sesshomaru, my heart sobbed. I fainted...
Why? Why him? Why me? Why now?...
