• "Love him, love him, love him. Just this night. Your last night" - Kagome's conscience xDD -Steph xDD
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Chapter V
The Unforgettable One
My respiration was uneven. I couldn't believe what my eyes were looking. I could feel how my heart revived when I met his precious, amber eyes. I wanted to hug him, bury my face in his perfect chest, to cry happily in his arms. NOOOO! My arrogant mind stopped my desires. ..He wasn't there when you most needed him...He didn't came for you...He didn't care of you...both of you... I shook my head and managed to stood up. Even though I knew I desired to kiss him, my sad and selfish thoughts were right too.
I clenched my teeth at his presence. It was so hard to be mad with a perfect being as him. My throat made a awkward sound, my muscles went numb and stupid hot tears wept my cheeks. This was the perfect moment to told him about little puppy, about our proof of love...
"What are you doing here?!" What?!?!...wow, so forget about the last thing I said...A frown descomposed his still face. His voice was an angry whisper. His disapproving golden eyes met mine; and I felt like if he could rip my head off, absolutely he would do it. A shiver ran throught my spine. The sweat in my forehead was cold, as cold as him.
"I-" My weak, coward voice whispered. "I came back."
"WHY?!" Sesshomaru growled and he approached to my side, my eyes went widen at his greatness. "You don't belong here! You shall go!" His killing words were stabbing my heart. So he did use me?? just as a hobby?? nothing real?? I swept my tears with my hand.
"I'm not here for you!" I snarled to him. "You're not that important, you know?" I told him between sobs. His face was mad still. This was pissing me off. Why my suffering didn't touch him? This is so cruel. An angry sigh came out of his perfect lips.
"Do I have to take you to your rabbit hole and throw you in again?" He asked sacasticly, and didn't look at my pathetic, spoiled face. I took deep breaths at his dark humor. When I noticed I was hyperventilating, Where are the paper bags, dammit!! . I just wanted to punch him right in the face. A little smile appeared in my gloomy face at the thought of punching "Sesshomaru's perfect face".
"I'm not a piece of junk, you idiot!" I growled, and for my stupid surprise he chuckled. His laugh was the most beautiful sound I have heard for a while. However, it angried me more. How can I hate something I love so much? Again, love is the most cruel thing in the entire world...
"Alas,I must say that I missed the way you refer to me" He chuckled again, and approached to my side, my body trembled at the touch of the air that had surrounded his scent. Sesshomaru half smiled at my reaction." So interesting..." Sesshomaru whispered to himself and then sighed. He shuted his eyes, as if he was remembering something inside his head. I did know what he was replaying in his memories, the same thing I replayed over and over again in my head too...The proof I just was expecting from him...
"Why you didn't come for me?" I dare to ask him, my voice shook and my throat burned. I just wanted to know and I really need to tell him about our son. As usual, he didn't answer, a pair of sad yellowish eyes met mine. I froze. When I looked deep inside that gaze, I just wanted to hug him, to comfort his pain. I walked to his direction, he reacted and snarled "Non of your concern." My entire self couldn't believe what I was hearing.
"Se-Sesshomaru!!!" My voice broke, and by this I caught his attention. "Since--since we were together everything , you listen dog?, everything about you is concern of mine!!" He turned his face away form mine, and again, he killed me... you bastard!!. "Before-" I managed to say between sobs and gritted teeth, "--before you say something that kill me, I have to say that I love you, and that's why I care of you." Now, and finally, he froze still and kept his breath.
"Liar..." I looked at him bewildered, Sesshomaru said looking suspiciously at me. I stare still at him. "Dare to lie, Kagome. Tell me how many months have you bearing my child." It even wasn't a question. It was a cruel fact. Sesshomaru looked at me directly to my eyes,I shocked.
"Wh-what?!?!" I snarled, my head burned. Now, dog demons can now who is pregnant?!?! Lord, this is too much, they are hormone detectors?!. I felt that moment as the perfect for the puke-o-ton time. My head felt dazziling...I shuted my eyes...and then...
I gasped.
All of a sudden, Sesshomaru materialized in front of me, his warm hand petting my belly...
A hot tear ran thought my shocked face...
"Your scent is sweeter." He whispered in my ear stroking little puppy. "The blend of my blood and yours make that sweet scent..." I shivered, and he continued, "If you love me so much how you say, why didn't you tell me about?"
"Y-you said it." I managed between trembling sobs. "My scent is sweeter, you never looked for me!!" He said nothing his face was gloomy. Silent fulled the moment. He wasn't looking at me and it angried me more.
"It was in order to protect you, you wouldn't understand" He said looking away."This was the perfect moment to talk about, isn't it?" Sesshomaru said still strocking my belly, little puppy kicked and I sobbed. This was too much.
"Of couse!!, how a poor little human wench would know?!?!" I cried "I'll take care of you, but don't wept" He said sadly.
"I don't want your pitty!!" I snarled and clenched my teeth. "My son is not your responsability. You would not hear about us never" I said crying. This was hard but he has to know that I'm strong enogh to take care of a half-demon."I'll left here with my son, and you'll be happy and no one will know that the "Great Lord of the Western Lands" has an affair with the stupidest priestess of all times in a moment of great pain in her life!!And these will be the last tears you see from me for youu!!" I cried and he sighed. Rage buried me in the ground. Sesshomaru has still his hand on my belly and told me "I, Sesshomaru, didn't force you." GEEEEEZ!!! That was it!! OMG he's so innocent for his own good!
"Sesshomaru please look at you!" I said sarcasticly, but it really seem that he didn't get it. "You came in the most important time in my life!! You're the most--" I struggled to say it "--Perfect being I have ever met!" I blushed and he arched one eyebrow. He wonder for a moment and said,
"So tell me Kagome, it's this love thing you say or it's lust?" My face went crimson red and he half smiled, dang!! "Of course is love!!! I love you sooo much!!" I cried embarrased still, For real?" He said, and met my gaze I melted at his glare. He approached his hand to touch my cheek I shutted my eyes, waiting for his touch. Nothing. Tears ran among my pale cheeks. I opened my eyes and said "Yes, for real..." and asked him "So...do you love me?? or I was a type of revenge against InuYasha or just a night??" My voice trembled at my own words. He released his hand from my tummy, and swept from there, I closed my eyes in agony.
"PLEASE ANSWER MEE!!" I cried so hard, my heart burned "I HAVE TO KNOOW!!!" I sat on the tree's foot and cried a river. So this means a Yes idiot little human I used you as my diversion!! NOOO!!
"I sat slowy underneath the Sacred Tree, waiting for him to talk, but nothing came out of his lips. Little puppy kicked my belly, and I placed a hand where he touched me. My son...It seems...that daddy doesn't...love us... My throat made a dreadful gasp, and my eyes wept.
"You will never understand..." My eyes went widen looking for him. "Stay there!!" He yelled and I followed his instructions.I turned my body to the other side of the tree and he was there. I just don't wanted him to leave again, not again...
I giggled and he remainded silent. "Alas, It have been a lot since I didn't hear your laugh..." I blushed where I was. "Since you were gone, my life have been a pain..."
"Forgive me..." His voice went dull and I gasped. "It's nothing, don't worry!!" I yelled to comfort him. "Besides you are here finally..." I could hear a little chuckle... my heart revived.
"Please, don't leave me..."I whispered.
"I don't want you to die..." He whispered too.
"No..Sessh--"
"I want you to live, I don't want to pass Tenseiga over your body...not you..." Sesshomaru whispered.
"I want to be by your side...I love you..."I whispered back.
"Don't be so selfish, now it's you and the little creature...you must protect him."
"I will. Next to you." Sesshomaru sighed,and I dared to quench one of the questions of the century "He's a half demon I thought you wouln't love him..."
"So that was your fear?" My silence anwered his question.
"Silly human..."
"Bipolar demon..."
"Excuse me?" He sighed, and a little smile appeared in my face..."He's a part of you and a part of me...is so different from the -half-breed- "
"Oh." I just said, I didn't wanted to mention anything about stayed silent for a while...until I broke the ice again...
"So why you get rid of me..that night? What do... I mean for you?" I juest really wanted to know it..to know about his feelings...
"You're a noisy mortal!" He said and I stayed still, I needed to know..just to know...
"I'm sorry but...why...??" I whispered. He said nothing...It was that bad?
"How do I put it so you will understand?...hmmm" I waited silent, I heard a sigh. "Indeed, you want me to stay here" He chuckled and I waited again.
"Always..." I whispered and he stopped laughing. The wind was the only sound around us until he said "Let me tell you a story."
"A tale?" I asked bewildered ." About what?"
"Silence, noisy human." I shused it.
"More than a tale, is the respond for all your questions, and then, you shall understand why I want you far away from me..." He seriously and I made no noisy. It seems that this "tale" what I needed to hear...
...an I DO LOVE YOU from his lips...
