Disclaimer:

Me: Okay, I don't own Twilight or any of the characters associated with it.

Edward: You've been hanging around with Jake haven't you?

Me: Not all werewolves are called Jake, Edward, besides, It's okay for you to be protective over Bella, but I can do what I want, you ARE ridiculous.

Edward: You were just trying to spite me.

Me: No, I just realized what I'd said in a previous disclaimer, I decided to live up to it.

Edward: Well, you don't smell appetizing now.

I ran into the city. I couldn't let my doubts take over, if I didn't try I'd never be accepted by Carlisle, even if he didn't I'd still have tried. I ran and noticed the startled looks on people's faces. I remembered the sun was out, and I was glittering. I'd been so determined to see Carlisle that I had completely forgotten about the sun, I'd felt almost like a person.

I ran back outside the city, this would have to wait until night. I grew impatient, and ran off to hunt to pass the time until it was dark enough for me. I came away feeling satisfied enough, and more importantly, when it was dark. I felt the anticipation of seeing Carlisle, and his response. I was sure he'd never accept me after what I'd done, no one could be that kind or forgiving. I had been awful, and nothing would change that. The guilt raged back, and I felt so sorry that I'd missed the chance that Carlisle had offered me in the beginning.

I prepared myself, and ran into the city. It was quite a simple idea I had. Carlisle would be working late shifts, most likely, so I go to any hospitals in the city and see if I can smell a vampire. Simple enough. So I went off to find a hospital. it wasn't long before I found one. I went around it and searched for the familiar scent. Nothing. I double checked, and confirmed it, nothing. I decided to ask inside, the human smell could be covering over whatever traces were left of his scent. It just had to be this hospital, it had to be. I walked to reception, trying to keep my red eyes out of the light, enough not to alarm anyone. I took in a deep breath, though I didn't need to, and spoke very clearly.

"Excuse me, you wouldn't happen to know if a Dr. Carlisle Cullen works here, would you?"

"Let me just check, is it possible he works at the other hospital?"

"Yes, I don't know where, but I really need to see him."

"Okay, I'll just be a minute."

She went off and searched through a few files, before pausing at one and smiling before making her way over.

"Ah, yes. Dr Cullen, he's a very accomplished doctor. He works at the other hospital, that's on the other side of town. He would be there now, he's working the night shift."

I smiled to myself and left, I called back my appreciation as I exited through the door. Yes, he was there, I was right. I ran so fast I was a blur to reach the other hospital. It wasn't too hard to find, hospitals have a very distinctive smell. I entered the hospital and, with a smile on my face, walked over to the receptionist.

"Hello, I know that a Dr. Carlisle Cullen works here, is it possible for me to speak to him?" The receptionist blushed before answering.

"Who should I say wants to speak to him?"

"Say that Edward Masen wants to have a second chance."

"Okay..."

She looked puzzled at my words, but did as I asked.

I will just mention here that, though I heard people's thoughts, I stopped paying attention to them, and can't remember everything. So forgive me if you wanted to know what people were thinking.

I saw Carlisle come towards me a few minutes later. He looked mildly surprised, and happy. He walked towards me and looked forgiving. I felt so guilty that I had done so many bad things, but I was being forgiven just like that. I didn't think I deserved the kindness that I was being shown, it was funny but all he had to do was look at me, and I felt the kindness emanating off him. I think at that moment, I knew how Jasper feels sometimes.

Carlisle left work and went to his house with me. I stopped off on the way to pick up the piano I had brought with me, so that I could have it there too. We went in and talked, and I knew everything was fine.

Authors Note:
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