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Bella POV

I had to focus, I was already running late and thanks to that gorgeous hunk of man that came to my rescue, one crisis was averted and that left me able to concentrate on the rest of my day.

My thoughts wandered to the crooked smile that greeted me earlier and my heart melted. Edward.....I realized that I did not know his last name. Oh well, I would have to ask him when he showed up tonight or should I say, if he showed up tonight.

I really hoped he would. I wanted to get to know him, who was I kidding, I wanted way more than that. I had to get to work. Focus Bella, Focus. I grabbed by purse and hurried out to my car.

I pulled in my spot and hurried inside. The smell of salmon invaded my nose.

Jake? I called hurrying to my office to grab my jacket so that I could get started. I pulled my arms through the crisp white sleeves and fastened the buttons.

"Hey Bells" Jake said poking his head in my office.

I pulled back my hair into a quick bun and took a deep breath. "Where are we?"

"Well Bells, we got the salmon cleaned and prepped for tonight as well as most of the veg." "Good", I said breathing a sigh of relief. "I can always count on you Jake." I smiled brightly and slapped his arm. "Now lets get out there".

Focus, Focus, Focus Bella. Stop thinking about tonight.

Stop imagining Edward sitting in my restaurant.

Stop imagining his beautiful lips tasting your food.

Stop imagining his beautiful lips tasting your lips.

Oh, that is NOT helping any. I could practically imagine his lips on mine.

I'll bet he would taste good.

My mind wandered again.

Focus! Freakin' Focus Bella!!! I had to get through this service. Thankfully Jake was there. He seemed to know that I was......off tonight and took over to compensate for me.

I looked up at the clock, 8:30. Another hour and a half and I could see him. My mind wandered again. I could see him pressed up against the freezer. My hands moving wildly through his hair, his lips on mine.

I groaned inwardly.

Why was I having such a hard time keeping my mind on my work? This was my place. The place I belonged. Cooking and food was my life, my forte. Come on Bella, get it together. I took a deep breath and stilled my mind. Ok, I can do this, just another hour of service.

"Man, Bells. You sucked tonight." Jake said laughing at me.

I normally would have hit him but even I could admit that he was totally correct.

"Sorry, Jake, it's a good thing I have a great sous like you or I was be completely screwed." I playfully swatted at his arm.

I glanced up at the clock behind him, 10:05. My nerves bundled in my chest. Soon I would see if Edward was going to show up or not.

"Hello?"

"Earth to Bella"....Jake's voice caught my attention.

"Are you ok?" he asked in a concerned voice.

"Oh yes, Jake. I'm fine. I've just got a lot on my mind and I'm expecting a visitor tonight on top of all of that".

"Thanks for all your help tonight". I added. "You have been a lifesaver."

He smiled and took off his jacket.

"Are you out of here?"

"Yea, Bells. I'm out. Kitchens clean and I'm going to make the last rounds. I"ll make sure everyone gets out."

"I'll see you tomorrow morning then." I smiled warmly and turned back to my office.

I took off my jacket and slumped down in my chair. It had been a long night, my thoughts wandered again, would he show up?

"Hey Bells, your visitor is here." Jake yelled as he headed out the door.

Oh my goodness, I can't believe he actually showed up. I was practically giddy. I turned the corner into the dining room. There he stood holding a small bouquet of orange gerber daisies. He was still just as gorgeous as this morning, my eyes raked over him again. Drinking in his brilliant green eyes. He had beautiful shoulders, I wanted to throw my arms around them and press my lips to his soft pink lips.

He smiled his crooked, heart melting smile and held out the bouquet to me.

"I brought these for you" He said.

I smiled, surely he wouldn't bring flowers for just anyone.

"Thank you", I breathed.

"They are lovely".

"Want a tour of the place"? I asked, my nerves barely hidden in my shaking voice.

He chuckled.

"Yes, I believe I would." he answered and I breathed a deep sigh of relief.

Get it under control Bella, he is here that should say something. Yea it means he is hungry the cynic in me replied. I pushed my waring thoughts down in my mind and grabbed his hand.

"Lets go then, I'll start with the kitchen first".

Edward Point of View

She is holding my hand.

I looked down the the small pale white hand grasping my own. I longed to lace my fingers through hers and claim her as my own.

Honestly I didn't know what was wrong with me. Thoughts of this woman had filled my mind since the moment I left. I barely got through my afternoon job because I couldn't concentrate. I had never felt this before, a complete and utter attraction. This was unfamiliar territory.

"This is the kitchen" she said interrupting my thoughts.

She took me to each station explaining what it was and what they did there but I really wasn't paying attention, I was trying but it was failing miserably. Instead I focused totally on her. The light in her face as she spoke of something she obviously loved. The hint of smile that touched her lips. Her lips, oh they were beautiful, soft and full with a slight tint of natural red.

Beautiful did not seem like a strong enough word to describe her. I longed to brush the fallen tendrils of wavy brown curls from around her face.

I felt my hand rising to her face.

She stopped talking abruptly when I took a curl and curved in around her ear. So beautiful. She turned to me, her dark chocolate eyes wide with surprise.

I grazed my fingers along the side of her cheek. I felt her jaw swell as she took a quick breath. My eyes dropped to her trembling lips. I knew I should stop.

STOP EDWARD, STOP. TOO SOON, the voice inside of my head screamed. I pushed it aside and leaned down to brush my lips against her. So, soft and sweet. I could get lost in them forever. I fought the urge to deepen the kiss and pulled back. She didn't look upset, she looked....happy. I breathed a sigh of relief.

"I've been wanting to do that since I met you this morning" I said softly.

She smiled and nodded "So have I" she replied.

My insides were churning, my body felt alive and full of desire for this amazing woman. I took her face in my hands and looked deep in her eyes. I could see desire hiding in their depths. I leaned down and pressed my lips to hers once more. Her mouth molded around mine and the sweet kiss from before was forgotten.

Her body pressed against mine as she wrapped her arms around my neck pulling her face closer to mine.

Her mouth opened slightly as she traced my lips with her tongue. I groaned in her mouth. Desire for her raged through my body. I pulled her close to me and held her body at my hips. I knew that she could feel my swelling desire for her but I did not care.

Her hands wrapped in my hair and pulled roughly. I growled loudly and pulled back. Her eyes were dark with desire, I grasped her body and wrapped her legs around my waist pushing her against the wall next to us.

I tugged at the bottom of her shirt and jerked it over her head.

Her hands were frantically pulled at the buttons of my shirt, in frustration she yanked it open sending buttons flying around the kitchen.

I groaned again pressing my mouth to hers, our tongues fought for dominance. I had to have her, there was no going back now.

I forced myself to pull back from her.

"Are you sure?" I asked breathlessly.

She responded by ripping off my belt and throwing it to the floor. She snapped the button of my pants and pushed them roughly towards the ground.

"I'm sure" she replied pulled my boxers down letting my hard erection spring out.

She stepped back struggling to pull down her pants. I hooked my finger around the side of her white lace panties and pulled hard. The sound of tearing fabric filled the air.

"Oh my gosh" she gasped as I grabbed her wrapping her legs around my waist and pushing her roughly onto the wall.

I slammed into her and everything went black, my body was on fire.

"Bella!" I grunted.

"You are so tight."

Desire flashed through me as her hands roamed my back leaving a trail of electric current. The sounds of her moans and screams invaded my ears, willing me to take her more, harder and deeper.

"More, Edward!" she screamed.

"Harder".

I slammed her against the wall pushing into her hot wetness with all of my strength.

Her nails scratched down my chest.

Her body clenched around mine and I felt her orgasm rage through her body. I slammed into her, pushed her roughly onto the wall.

I didn't stop.

I couldn't stop.

I was so close.

She was so tight, so warm, so.....so everything.

I pushed into her with reckless abandonment.

"Cum Bella, I want you to cum again" I groaned at her.

"Cum on my cock."

I gripped her waist against mine and pulled one arm free. I leaned her back against the wall and reached down to stroke her. My hand hit it's destination, I flicked her swollen clit with my thumb.

"Cum for me" I groaned again slamming into her.

"I'm so close!" I screamed flicking her clit again.

I felt her body tighten around me and I lost control filling her body with my release.

I held her close to me until my heart stopped pounded and our breathing became regular. I leaned down to her and brushed my lips against hers. Suddenly my stomach growled loudly.

She pulled on her clothes and looked around "I promised to feed you" she said in a tight awkward voice.

I fastened my belt and pulled on my shirt.

"You killed my shirt." I said letting it hang open since most of the buttons were scattered around the floor.

"Oh, sorry about that" she said with a tight smile.

What was wrong, I wondered.

"I'm going to go wash up and whip us up something to eat. You can use the bathroom over there if you want to wash up."

She pointed towards a door in the dining room.

I turned to look and when I turned back she was gone.

Bella Point of View

What have I done?

I was mortified.

I just slept with someone I don't even know.

Who was I kidding, that wasn't sleeping together, that wasn't making love, that was fucking.

I just fucked someone I barely knew.

Pretty damn good fucking if you ask me, I groaned and splashed my face with water.

I didn't even know his last name.

He was virtually a stranger.

A hot sexy stranger.

Stop it Bella, I said to myself. You just fucked a man you don't know and one you will probably never see again.

It was a mistake, you know better, you aren't that type of girl.

No!, my body screamed.

My rational prudish mind took over.

I could hear the condemnation of my past screaming in my head.

I was ashamed.

He was there too, my body tried to tell me but I didn't listen.

You told him to keep going like a whore, my conscious screamed.

I can't believe I did that.

I just became the kind of woman I hate.

I heard the door open.
There he was, a few feet away from me.

He came over to me and took my face in his hands.

"Bella?" he asked softly.

"Are you ok?"

Tears sprang to my eyes flooding them with tears.

WHORE! My mind screamed.

Tears flowed down my face.

"I've never done anything like that before". I choked out.

He rubbed his thumbs around my cheeks pushing the tears away.

"I think you need to leave." I said whimpering.

"What?" he asked. "I don't want to leave".

I took a deep breath and pulled away from him.

"Edward, you need to go, get out now."

His eyes met mine, eyes filled with confusion and my vision blurred from an onslaught of tears.

"Get out" I said more forcefully, pushing him towards the door.

I turned and ran to my office, slamming the door behind me leaving him standing there. I slumped to the floor and buried my face in my hands.

He was right, James was right. I am a fucking whore and no matter how hard I tried I could never escape his words.