In The End

Summary: He made her a promise and he intends on keeping it, so he sits there waiting for the day that she will wake up and realize that she loves him. At that he was the one that loved her all along. That he was the one who would always have her heart and she would always have his.

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In the end-Chapter Five

Facing fears, finding love

June 7th 2009

Present-Afternoon

Bella P.o.v

When I got to Billy's house it took all my courage to knock on that door, and when Billy answered I expected him to slam the door in my face and tell me to get off his land but instead I was welcomed in with opened arms.

"Billy, im so sorry but I thought you should know that im going to bring your son back to you no matter what it takes, it turns out that he was right all along and I and stupid for finally realizing it now. If I would have listen this probably wouldn't have happened and I know you must hate me for what's happened but that's okay because im going to bring Jake back" I said as he sat there in silence several, minutes passed by before either of us spoke.

"What made you realize that he was right" he asked and I had to think about the question before I actually answered him and that's when all the nights that i dreamt of Jake came into mind, all the times I wished he were there, whished that it was him I was kissing and then Billy cleared his throat and I snapped out of my haze.

"It was the dreams of him, and the guilt I felt when I told Edward I loved him, it was the countless time's that I cried over something that would remind me of him or of the pain I caused him, it was when I would wish that it was his lips that I was kissing and it was his warm hand that held mine instead of Edwards cold one. It was when I read the letter and saw the bracelet and thought of all the good times we had, it was my sanity that made me realize he was the one for me all along" I said as a silent tear ran down my face.

"There's only one last thing I have to say to you Bella" he said taking in a deep breath

"Find him" he said and with that I left the house and read the letter over again.

"Think back to before I became what I am and was completely there for you. The time in our lives where there was no Edward, and I was your sun"

And that's when it all clicked into place when he was my sun was before he became a wolf, before the complications, and I brought him the bikes and we rode them to the cliff that was what he was talking about.

(Listen to Secondhand serenade – A Twist In My Story)

I turn on the car and pushed it's to it's limits and I could see the clearing to the cliff ahead when my car started to run out of gas. I got out of the car and began to run and as I did the last years with Jake ran through my mind.

Flash back

So why do the Cullen's not come here? - asked with a pathetic attempt of flirting

So you heard that

Yeah what did your friend mean? - I asked curiously

Do you like scary stories?

End

I was so close just a little further

Flash back

Hey Jake

Hey Bells

I got some bikes I was wondering if you could fix the up, and of coarse you would get one yourself

Really

Yeah as long as you teach me how to ride- I said smugly

Deal he said flashing my favorite smile

End

I could see the edge of the cliff

Flash back

Jake what's wrong why can't you tell me?- I asked annoyed with the fact that he wasn't telling me

Just think Bella I know you know it think about the stories I told you

Jake I don't understand

You have to, just think back to that night on the beach

You're a werewolf – I said shocked

I knew you'd get it

End

Two more miles

Flash back

You won't have to worry about me anymore Bella im leaving

Jake wait don't go please don't leave

I was running through the forest searching for the russket colored wolf, my best friend calling his name but he never came JAKE!, Jake please I yelled falling to the ground but no one came I was all alone.

End

I was standing at the end of the cliff gasping for air as I searched around looking for the one that I loved but he was no where to be found, just as I thought he had left.

But I had to try I had to find him and if I couldn't I could always reenact the jump off the cliff only this time Jake wouldn't save me.

"JAKE, JAKE" I screamed at the top of my lungs

"JAKE, IM HERE JAKE, IM HERE FOR YOU, JAKE I NEED MY SUN BACK" I screamed but it was no use he wasn't there. I fell to the ground sobbing he had left me and now I was all alone.

I got up and stepped toward the end of the cliff.

"Im so sorry Jake, im sorry I didn't listen because you were wright and I was wrong, you always loved me and I left you like he left me and it was stupid because now ill never have you, you'll always carry my heart and ill always love you" I said as I took off the bracelet he had made me "Ill leave this here for you so you'll always have a little piece of me." I said as I stepped loser to the edge.

And as I was about to jump I heard something move in the brush and I turned around to see a giant russket wolf looking me straight in the eye.

"Jake" I said in barley a whisper as I reached out to touch his fur, I rapped my arms around his neck and breathed in his scent. Earth, wood, and honey my three favorite scents in the world, the scent of my sun.

"Jake can you possibly phase back so I can talk to you in person" I asked as silent tears ran down my face.

I sat there and waited as the wolf went behind the trees, I saw it's form start to shake and then it completely disappeared and I knew he had phase back, and part of me could feel it.

When he walked out from behind the trees he was like always shirtless but this time It was more of a distraction but I turn myself away from his chest and focused on the problem at hand.

We just stood there staring at each other as silent words passed between us, words that long ago needed to be spoken.

"Jake, I—I"I stumbled at a lose for words

"You're wearing the bracelet I made you" He said pointing to the wolf hanging from my wrist

"Why wouldn't I"

"I don't know, I thought that you leach wouldn't what you wearing it"

"Well im not here for the leach, I here because"

"Because what, did you come her just to tell me that you not with

Edward and then leave because if you did we'll then I just go back to the way I was" he said and more tears began to fall silently down my face.

"No Jake I came here because, I want my SUN back" I said as the flow of tears became faster and faster.

"IM hear Jake because you were right all along, and I love you that's why im here because every time that I was kissing Edward it was you I wanted, I wanted it to be your warm hand holding mine instead of his cold one, And when I was asleep I dreamt of you, but I screwed up Jake and im pretty sure that I've lost you forever but I couldn't expect you to wait for me, im not worth it." I said as I turned to face the edge of the cliff as tears stained my face.

"Say it again"

"Say what Jake" I said spinning around to face him

"That you love me"

"Jake, I love you, I love you, I love you" I said and his face lit up like the forth of July.

He closed the distance between us and cupped my face bringing his lips to mine I put my hands in his hair deepening the kiss further. He bit my bottom lip asking for accesses and I granted it. I started to get light headed and he did to as we both pulled back gasping for air.

"Jake that was…Wow" was all I could say Edward never kiss me that way he was to afraid of hurting me and I soon fond myself thinking of the possibilities I could have with Jake.

"What are you thinking about" Jake asked taking me out of my haze

"Huh, um…ah—nothing" I said and as always my blush comes in on the worst moments.

"Bells, you know you're a horrible liar wright." He said with my favorite smile on his face.

"Me, know im a great liar"

"Bells, just tell me what you were thinking about" he said poking at my sides.

"Iwasthinkingaboutalltheposibilitysofourrelaionship" I said so fast that I couldn't breathe

"Hm, what was that I don't think I heard you?"

"I said I was thinking about all the possibilities for our relationship" I said blushing a even deeper shade.

"What do you mean by, Possibilities" he asked smugly

"I mean all the things we can do that I could have never done with Edward" I said as I rapped my arms around his neck and dug my fingers into his hair.

"I like the sound of that" he said kissing my forehead.

"I thought you would" I said smiling into our kiss

In the end this was just the beginning.