Saddly i own nothing- but i would love to on Jasper, Edward, jacob, emmett, or all four lol

A million things were running through my mind mostly what had happened in the last hour and the year before when Edward left me again. But this time was different the pain was worse and I couldn't take it I wasted to die, and maybe they was the answer I was looking for to be dead.

No! Bella do NOT do what your thinking it is ridiculous I was hearing his voice again but it didn't bring me comfort as it did before. Because now my heart was no longer there, not even my best friend Jacob black could fix this for I was all ready gone.

Sitting on my bead I grabbed the I-pod I had gotten from Alice, how I would miss them all so much. But I had to be sure that she could not see my decision and call the family, but what would she care she's with Edward. But still it was good to be safe.

As I dialed Jacobs's number and went into the Kitchen to grab what I needed for me to no longer coincide with the others in this world. As I grabbed on of the knives out of the holder Jake had answered his phone. I could hear the song playing in my room( Play When she cries By: Britt Nicole for more of an effect)

"Hello" he ask questionably

Little girl terrified

"Hey Jake, im going to call one more person now, I know you don't like them, but could you just stay on you need to hear this" I said with the least enthusiasm possible

Shed leave her room if only bruises would heal.

"Yeah, I guess" he said "everything all right" he asked in I husky voice that I would miss dearly

"Yeah im fine, there's a letter I want you to have it's in my room you can get it later" I replied "now stay on the line I have to call someone"

As I called Esme I told her that Jake was on the other line and that they, as a whole family needed to listen so she put me on speaker.

"Okay so you're probably wondering why I call all of you" I said as the music continued

A home is no place to hide

Her heart is breaking form the pain that she feels.

"Well as you all know" I said taking a much needed breath wile holding out my wrist

Every day the same She fights to find her way

She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray

She wonders why

Does anyone ever hear her when she cries?

"And I know you all love me but the pain the pain is unbearable I…..I just can't take it anymore and I don't want to get hurt again" I said with tears streaming down my face.

Today she's turning sixteen

Everyone's singin but she can't seem to smile

They never get past arms length

How can they act like everything is alright.

"I just wanted to let you guys know that, I love all of you and this isn't your fault, OR Edward I mad the decision and I love you all" I said as I placed the blade right above my wrist.

Pullin down he long sleeves

To cover all the memories that scars leave

She says, Maybe making me bleed, will be

The answer that could wash the slat clean

"I love you" I said as I quickly slid the blade across my wrist, I could hear people shouting and cars starting. I knew they would try and save me but I knew that saving me might make them lose me.

And as the blood covered the ground I fell into totally blackness, I fell into my death.

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Music By Britt Nicole Name: When She Crys

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