A/N; Hey People... So I know alot of you wrote that i have to watch my grammar but something happend to my com so it wont use spellcheck which means that there probably will be alot of spelling mistakes in this chapter, but its gonna take a week before my computer is fixed and i didnt want to make you wait that long, so i hope its not to bad. Bear with me please. And Im sorry i didnt update sooner but it was my B-day this weekend so i hope you understand...

Chucks POV:

She slammed the door and i fell down on the bed, I didnt feel good about doing this but i had to atleast try. If she would just listen to me, understand what it was i had done. I still hate myself for the desicion I made 4 years ago...

*FlashBack*
The summer of 2009.

It was supposed to be our first year at Yale. Blair and I, had agreed that even though We couldnt say the 3 words to each other, we could still be happy together. After graduation, Blair had told her mother about us and then the whole world, or at least the Upper East Side. Well that was our world at the time. She was the queen and I felt as the king. Even though i didnt say to her, I did inded love her. Very much in fact.

We spent the entire summervication together. On the last day of the vication, I had invited Blair on a date.

I clearly remeber standing at the bottom of the stairs in the Waldorf residence, looking up waiting for my queen and when she finally stood there at the top of the staircase, I felt like the luckiest man alive. Staniding there looking absolutely amazing in a white Diane von Furstenberg tunica dress and Jimmy choo sandals. As i had asked her, she wore a Bikini under the white dress, and from her left hand a blue Anya Hindmarch tote. She started walking down the stairs. When she reached me she smiled and pecked my lips.

"I missed you Babe" she said and smiled as i pulled her into my embrace. "I Missed you too punks" I whispered in her ear. Punks was my nickname for Blair, I was the only whom was allowed to use it and only her and I knew why. No one else knew about the Punk-period she had, had a few years ago...

She pulled back and smiled at me..

"So were are we going?" she asked as we joined our hands and interwined our fingers, I still clearly remeber the feeling running thorugh my body everytime a part of her body would touch my skin.

"I told you Punks...Its a secret" I said and smirked at her.

"Get that smirk of your face Bass" She said and stopped.

"I wont move until you tell me" She said and pouted.

I laughed and took her tiny delicate body in my arms and swung her over my left shoulder. She screamed and then started laughing uncontrollby.

"Im sorry Honey...I wont tell you because that will ruin the surprise" I said and smiled.

She just laughed, and kissed me fully on the lips as the elevator doors closed.

½hour later infront of a huge white building.

"Baby...What are we doing here?" she asked and looked up at me confused.

"you'll see Punks" I anwered her and took her hand in mine and stated walking to the huge oaktree doors of the classically old white building.

We entered the Elevator and I pressed on the penthouse.

"Uhh... Penthouse, are you spoiling me again?" she asked and smiled.

"I always spoil you" I said and kissed her.

*DING* and the elevator doors opned.

"Oh Wow..." she said. I looked at the experision in her eyes and smiled. I had done well.

"Do you like it?" i asked looking around the apartment..

"No chuck...I love it. Is it for..." i interupted her. "for Us...yea" i said and smiled.

"But why?" she asked and turned around.

"I want us to live together. To be together all the time" I said, a bit nervous of what she would think about it.

"I would love to Chuck" She said and kissed me fully on the lips.

The sensation of pure happiness ran through me. I felt on top of the world.

"Let me show you around" I said and took her hand in mine and showed her around the apartment.

"Chuck Honey this must have cost a fortune" she said when we reached the living room again after having seen the whole apartment. 2 bedrooms, a spare room, 2 bathrooms, a kitchen and a huge living room.

"I did, but it wont do us anything" I said and hugged her.

"Okay" she said and smiled.

"You wonna see the last part`?" I asked her.

"Theres more?" she asked lokking shocked.

"Yea, Punks theres a reason that i asked you to wear a bikini!" i said and laughed at the expression that turned up on her face.

"Theres a pool?" she asked.

"No better, our own pool!" I said and laughed when the same face exericion small kids had on Christmas, turned up on her face.

"Are you kidding me?" She asked.

"No come on" I said and took her hand and ran to a big white door,

I opned it and stepped inside and pulled her after me.

"No way Chuck...Its huge" She said and laughed.

"I know." I said. "Now strip" I laughed and took off my white dress shirt. She took off the white dress and in a matter of seconds my trousers were off too and we were in the pool.

We swam back and forth, played cather and made out. We had probably been swimming for hours when my phone rang.

I kissed Blair a single time and then i swam over to where our clothes were and took my phone out of my trousers pocket.

"Chuck speaking" I said into the phone, hopping up on the edge on the pool.

"Charles, I have important news" My dads voice ran through the phone.

"Bart, is it possible to take this tomorrow, im kinda busy at the moment" i said trying to sound as normal, as possible.

"No im afraid not, Ill need you on a plane to Los Angelas tonight" he said.

"But I cant" i said.

"You have to" he said-

"And may i ask why" I said annoyed by my dads terrible timing.

"Yea, I have made some bussiness arangements and i need you here. From this day on your my partner and I will need you in L.A. The entire time." He said-

"You cant be serious" I said shocked. "Im starting Yale tomorrow, i just asked my girlfriend to move into the penthouse i just bought, you have to be kidding me dad" i said.

"No son, im afraid im not. And if you want a furture in the bussiness you'll get in that plane" my dad said.

"What about Blair?" i asked.

"She can come of course but that will mean cutting off Yale." he said.

"Okay Dad...Ill be there." i said and hung up before he had a chance to answer.

"Who was that Babe?" Blair asked. I looked up seeing her wrapped in a towel and her hair in a turban. She still looked amazing.

"My dad, Im really sorry Spunks, but i have to leave for Los Angelas tonight." i said, on the edge of tears.

"Excuse me WHAT?" she asked looking absolutely horrified.

"I have to go..." she cut me off.

"I heard you...But what about Yale, what abour this apartment, what about Us Chuck? What about us?" she asked, tears flowing down her flushed cheeks.

"Blair you can just come with me, We'll find a place in LA" I said and put out a hand to wipe away the tears.

She pushed my hand away and said "How can you be so selffish? Yale is my dream, i cant just move to LA the day before schoolstart."

"Blair please." I said trying to get her to understand,

"No chuck, You freaking Idiot. I was so happy today, i was so sure that this was right, i was gonna tell you i love you tonight, but now the only thing i feel is hate" she said, crying harder.

"Blair please let me explain" I said.

"NO thank get your freaking ass on that plane and dont ever talk to me again" she said.

"Blair dont do this" I said pleading.

"You know what, Im gonna keep this place. Now get out" she said.

"I was gonna tell you the 3 words tonight as well" he said as he took up his clothes and went out of the apartment. Slamming the door.

*end of Flashback*

Just as she had slammed it in my face.

Oh how stupid i had been.

A/N: Get back to me and if its that bad ill redo it once mu computer is fixed... However i hope you enjoyed it cause i enjoyed reading it. However now im stuck i dont know were i want the story to go? HELP guys. I would really appreciate that. I cant say how happy i am 36 reviews, when i wrote the first chapter i would have thought it was gonna be a failure. Im also working on a new story i just need to decide wheater it should be a High School Musicsal or another Gossip Girl? I dunno, you tell me...

Anyways. i hope its not to bad.

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