"What?" Blair asked in shock dropping the bowl of ice cream on the floor.
"You heard me, your pregnant" Chuck told her shaking his head. This was not exactly what he had planned. He was not ready to become a father, well if it was even his child. He of course had always wanted to father Blair's children but not now, they were not even an item.
"No I can't be, I just can't be" Blair said plopping down on the couch totally ignoring the spilled ice cream.
"But you are" Chuck said frustrated
"What's wrong with you Chuck? I would imagine you'd be totally insanely happy, you knocked me up so now I'm stuck with you," Blair said confused.
"How can I even be sure its mine?" Chuck asked.
Blair looked at him hurt, "You ash, how can you even think that. I haven't been able to even kiss a guy that's not you," Blair screamed at him.
"Please Blair; you seemed to be pretty over me. You can't even confess you love me," Chuck complained.
"no because you hurt me so much that I didn't think my heart would be able to take another turn with you" Blair shouted at him, now standing up.
"Oh my Blair, I changed, I CAN LOVE NOW; I love you, and only you" Chuck screamed.
"I KNOW AND I LOVE YOU TOO," Blair screamed running into his arms, crashing her lips upon his.
THE NEXT MORNING!!!
Chuck smiled to himself, for the second time in two days he could wake up beside the woman he loved; she was still peacefully asleep her naked body covered in the white silk sheets of her bed.
He moved his hand to her face and gently pulled a lock of hair behind her ear before moving his hand down placing it on her belly. He rubbed light circles on her flat stomach smiling when thinking of the little piece of love inside her.
He laughed lightly placing a light kiss next to her belly button. He moved back and placed his head on the pillow looking at her, she looked so peaceful when she was sleeping.
"Good morning" she said smiling but her eyes still closed.
"Good morning, I thought you were asleep," Chuck said while continuing tracing circles on her belly,
"yeah
I know. So I guess it wasn't a dream?" Blair half asked, half
stated. She knew it wasn't a dream, it was their reality now. They
were going to be parents
and Chuck for some reason felt good, she
had not freaked so maybe he was forgiven and everything was
forgotten.
"Well anyway, I thought about it and well
people think we are still in love and now that we are going to be
parents I suppose we need to keep the facade for
a little longer
than expected" Blair stated, clearly in deep thought, Chuck felt
his heart drop. She had not forgiven him.
"Blair?" Chuck asked nervously.
"Hmm" She said not paying attention.
"Why can't we just stay together? Without pretending. Just you and me" Chuck asked,
Blair looked at him confused. Now he certainly had her attention.
"You know why" Blair said sitting up in the bed.
"No Blair, we never really talked about this, you just hate me and will not even talk to me" Chuck tried his best to make her understand his dilemma.
"Oh please Chuck. I do not owe you anything. You left, you made your choice and it wasn't me, that's just too bad," Blair told him harshly.
"I KNOW; I made a mistake, a fucking mistake I have been regretting ever since" Chuck shouted frustrated.
"Well maybe you should have thought of that before" Blair pointed out.
"Blair
please, I was young and stupid and you know how my father affects me.
I'm sorry, what more can I say? I love you more than life
itself,
but I don't know how to make you understand that Blair
cause you are so freaking stubborn that you cant open your eyes to
see what's in front of you
I changed Blair. I want to be here
for you but not if it's like this" Chuck exclaimed frustrated-
Blair looked at him weirdly, her expression hard to read.
"Chuck you have to understand, I love you too but I can't figure out what to do. I have to trust you and its hard for me. Please don't make it harder" Blair pleaded
Chuck looked at her confused, "what do you mean?" he asked?
"That I need time, lets keeps pretending and see what will happen" Blair explained, Chuck looked at her, his eyes filled with hope-
"Thank you" he said and placed a kiss on her stomach. Blair looked down and him and gave a half smile, she was torn in two. She knew she loved chuck and wanted to be with him but she also knew that he would somehow end up hurting her.
"Your welcome Chuck but remember it, I need time" she said.
"Yea I know, and I will give you that" Chuck said and looked at her sincerely.
"Good" she said and sighned.
"What the matter?" Chuck asked concerned.
Blair looked at him, "I can't believe I'm pregnant," she explained.
Chuck looked at her, "I know its kind off strange" he said, looking at her exposed stomach.
"But its somehow nice to know that I will be a young mother and not like old mommy" she said smiling slightly.
Chuck looked at her and smiled, this could work out. "Yeah it is. Hey Blair, can I be honest?" he asked.
Blair looked at him, "Sure" she said.
"I wouldn't have it any other way than this," he explained.
Blair looked at him confused, what do you mean?" she asked.
"I mean that I wouldn't have it any other way than this. If I was ever to have children, you would have to be the mother of them," he explained.
Blair smiled, "I know," she simply said laying back down, taking a deep breath.
"We can actually do this Chuck" she pointed out.
"of course we can, we can do anything" he told her, laying down beside her.
"Now we just have to tell everybody" Blair sighned.
"Yeah I know, they are really going to love this aren't they" he joked.
"Sure they are" Blair said.
"What do you want? Boy or girl?" Chuck asked, really excited.
Blair looked at him oddly for a second before turning excited as well.
"hmm it would be really nice to have a girl that I could dress up and everything but to have a boy would be really awesome, like him being mommy's boy because if we have girl then for sure she is going to be a daddy's girl" Blair explained.
Chuck nodded his head, "That's true" he laughed.
"What about you, what do you want?" she asked him excited.
"It doesn't really matter but if I could pick I thing it like 51% to 49% for a girl. I want a daddy's girl" Chuck laughed.
"Yeah that would actually be kind if nice," Blair laughed.
Chuck looked at her.
"I love you Blair," he said.
"I know Chuck," Blair simply said, she could not allow herself to be fooled by the whole love thing.
Chuck smiled a bit disappointed and closed his eyes. Maybe a few hours of sleep would not be so bad.
He just told himself the truth; she loves him.
