"just tell me where Blair Waldorf's room is" Chuck told the receptionist frustrated, he didn't remember how he had even gotten to the hospital, it had all been a blur ever since Dorota called and asked him to come to the hospital. But the woman in front of him wouldn't let him in, she kept saying there weren't anybody by the name Waldorf in the hospital.

"For god's sake, I'm her husband" Chuck said frustrated, he had to get in, he had to see her and he to make sure she was alright. The woman looked up at him,

"I'm sorry Mr. Waldorf, there is no one by your name in this hospital" the woman said, looking at her computer screen, Chuck suddenly felt extremely stupid. Of course Blair wasn't called Waldorf anymore.

"I'm sorry, I think we misunderstood each other" Chuck said, "...My name is Charles Bass" he said. The woman looked up at him.

"Mr. Bass?" she said, and continued when Chuck nodded his head.

"Finally, we have been waiting for you, your wife is just down the hall in room 234" the woman said, pointing down at hallway. Chuck quickly thanked her before running off.

It took him a minute or so to reach the door that said 234. He didn't even bother knocking, he just walked in. He almost felt like crying with what he saw. Blair lying on a bed, complete pale, attached to different machines by tubes.

He closed the door, making Dorota who was in a chair by her bed look up.

"Mr. Chuck" she said, Chuck could tell she had been crying.

"How is she?" he asked, walking over sitting on a chair on the side of the bed. Staring at Blair, before he gently moved his hand up to caress her cheek.

"she sick" Dorota tried to explain, but Chuck knew he wouldn't be able to understand.

"Dorota, can you please go get the doctor?" he told her, not looking away from Blair.

A few minutes later, Dorota came back with a doctor following her.

"Mr. Bass" the doctor said, standing beside Chuck, looking down at him.

Chuck didn't even bother say hello, "How is she?" he asked.

The doctor looked at him sadly.

"Well, there are a few complications..." he started, but Chuck interrupted him.

"money is not a problem, give her the best treatment. I will pay anything" he said quickly. he just wanted her to be alright.

The doctor nodded his head, "We are, and she will be fine, but the problem is the baby" the doctor said, when seeing Chuck's confused face he continued "... well it's okay, and it could be okay with no problems but there is the risk that Blair will die when giving birth, Blair's past is partly the reason for this, but also the fact she hasn't eaten probably for a long time, harms the baby" the doctor explained to Chuck.

Chuck looked at Blair, she looked so peaceful yet it hurted him so much to look at her. He didn't really know what the doctor was talking about when he said her past but he just told himself to remember Blair. When she woke up. If she woke up? Reality suddenly hit him, he couldn't loose her. He needed her.

"she can't die, there has be something, you can do" Chuck said, not moving his eyes from Blair.

The doctor took a deep breath, chuck knowing what he would say, simply said; "I don't care what I have to do or what I have to pay, she can't die. It's that simple" Chuck said sternly, his eyes still glued to Blair. The doctor knowing you didn't go against Chuck Bass, gave in:

"I will try to figure something out Mr. Bass" he said, Chuck almost told him he shouldn't just try he should do it, but stopped himself. That would be rude even for him.

"Will she wake up?" Chuck asked, he had been scared to ask the question, because he was extremely scared of the answer.

"She will, when she chooses to" the doctor explained before leaving the room.

Chuck looked up at dorota, "Dorota, can you please go home and get Blair some clothes, and probably her toilet stuff and some prober night wear" Chuck told her, his eyes still on Blair. he didn't dare move them .What if she woke up when he weren't looking?

"of course Mr. Chuck" Dorota said, before walking out leaving Chuck and Blair alone. Chuck gently took her hand in his, a tube was joined to her arm pumping something into her, and in the background a machine was making sounds to the rhythm of her heartbeat.

Chuck stroked her pale cheek with one hand, holding her hand with the other.

"Blair, you can't die, I need you. I'm so sorry for everything Blair. I really am and I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you" he said, a tear leaving his eye. "I can't live without you Blair" He said sadly, tears falling down his cheek.

He took her hand up kissing her, "You can't leave me with our child, I will end up like my father. I will blame it for your death, please Blair, look at me, I need you" he said, he had never really been one to express his feeling, but now he felt as if he had too. Because what is she died, then he would never be able to tell her this or hold her in his arms again.

"Blair, I will do anything, if me leaving your life will make you happy, then I will sign the divorce papers today, just please, don't make out baby motherless" he cried, he kicked himself for doing it, but if a divorce would make her happy, he would give it to her.

He looked away, he didn't want to cry in front of her, even if she wasn't awake.

He was starring out the window for what felt like forever, when he suddenly felt a tug on his hand. He quickly turned around. Looking at Blair, her eyes were squinting together, trying to adjust to the bright sunlight in the room.

"Chuck..." she said, weakly with a deep hoarse voice.

"shh baby, don't speak" he said, caressing her cheek.

"What happened?" she asked, moving around uncomfortably in the bed.

"it doesn't matter now, your awake, thank god. I was so worried" he said, looking at her, there was still tears in his eyes, but he didn't care. she was a wake, he hadn't lost her.

"Chuck?" she asked her voice trembling, Chuck nodded at her, "yea?"

"Is our baby okay?" she asked nervously.

Chuck looked at her and smiled, "yes its perfectly fine but...there is hmm... a ... problem" he said, taking a deep breath, looking at her.

She looked up at him worried, "What....?" she asked scared.

"Well, there are some complications, the doctor said something about your past affecting you so you could end up dying while giving birth" Chuck explained.

Blair suddenly felt hopeless, and hate towards herself, because of what she had done when she was young she could die and kill the baby.

"Chuck I'm sorry" she cried much to Chucks surprise, he hadn't expected her to apologize.

"it's okay, as long as your alright" he said, stroking her cheek, wiping away the tears that were falling from her eyes.

"No its not, it's my fault. I was young and stupid. Please don't hate me for it" Blair cried even harder.

Chuck looked at her confused, what was she talking about? "Blair darling, I could never hate you. Even if I tried" he said, stroking her hair.

"But it's my fault Chuck. I did this" she said, gesturing to her in a hospital bed.

"No, I did this. If I hadn't gone off, If I had stayed and loved you like I wanted too, you wouldn't have done this to yourself. It's all my fault" Chuck said, looking down.

Blair looked up at him through tears; "don't say that Chuck. this is not your fault" she said, trying to move his face so he would look at her.

"I'm sorry Blair, and I meant what I said before. If a divorce is what makes you happy, I will call my lawyer right now" he said sadly, finally looking up at her. This was it, the moment of truth. Did she want to be married to him?

Blair looked at him utterly confused, she was quiet for a long time, biting her lip occasionally. Then she looked up at him, shaking her head.

"No Chuck, I don't want a divorce. I want to be happy, and you saying you would give me a divorce means so much to me. But so do you and I'm not going to give up on us again" She said, smiling at him. Chuck couldn't believe what he was hearing. She didn't want a divorce.

He let out a long sighn of happiness.

"Blair, that's just what I needed to hear" Chuck said, leaning down, placing a soft kiss on her lips.

Blair smiled; "I think it's going to be a lot better this time Chuck" She laughed and kissed him back.

Chuck pulled back after a while; "maybe we should call the doctor..." he said, looking down at her, she did seem to be just fine.

"Yea, I want to go home!" Blair said, moving around a bit to find a comfortable position.

"I will just go get him" Chuck said, kissing her forehead before walking out.

A few minutes later he reentered with a doctor

"Well good morning Blair" the doctor smiled at her, walking over to examine her.

"Morning doctor" Blair smiled back.

"How are you feeling?" the doctor asked, looking through her journal.

"I'm a little tired, but beside that I'm just fine" Blair said.

"Okay, I will just take a quick look on you and then we can do an ultrasound on your baby and then your free to go" The doctor smiled before starting to check her.

He did this for about 2 minutes, "Okay Blair, so you seem to be doing fine. But you need to eat. You need someone to take care of you all hours of the day" the doctor said.

"Okay, I will make sure that happens" Chuck smirked at her.

"Good, now let's see that baby of yours" the doctor said, before walking out getting the ultrasound device.

A nurse entered with him. She went over to Blair, taking up her shirt, showing off her flat stomach, before placing some gel on it.

"Ohm its cold" Blair laughed, trying to get used to the cold substance on her stomach.

"Okay Blair, so I'm just going to move this back and forth on your stomach" The doctor explained, before placing the device on her stomach moving it back and forth. Within a few seconds, a beating sound was heard through the room. Chuck squeezed Blair's hand.

"Oh my god Chuck, that's out baby" Blair cried, holding his hand closer.

Chuck just nodded and bent down to her level, looking at the screen seeing the black white image of their baby.

"do you want to know the sex of your baby?" the doctor asked, looking at the screen.

Blair looked at Chuck. They hadn't discussed this at all.

"You choose Blair, I don't mind either" Chuck said, smiling at her.

"Okay, we would like to know" she told the doctor before turning to Chuck, "So we can decorate its room and find a name before it comes" Blair laughed.

"Okay, well Ms Bass Its looks like your having a...."

Tbc

A/N: so is this story ending soon? U tell me, review please. Otherwise I don't see a reason to continue :*)