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Tainted Love…

Chapter 2

TYLERS POV

'Damn alarm clock' I thought as it rung that irritating beep it rings almost every morning. I forced myself to get my lazy ass out of bed and into the shower. After a refreshing, warm shower, I walked into my room and decided on wearing jeans and a black collared shirt. This was a typical Sunday morning, wake up at 8:00am get dressed and go to church.

It was now 8:45 am and my stomach was roaring a like crazy, so I made my way to the kitchen to see what was for breakfast. There I saw my little sister eating pancakes, my dad reading the paper and eating a plate of eggs and bacon and my mom cooking more food.

Even though my sister liked to play tricks on me, I still loved her deeply; she and my mom were the most important girls in my life. My dad is pretty cool as well, although he didn't really approve of the way I was living my life, he wanted me to follow in his footsteps and become a lawyer. But I didn't want to become a lawyer, I thought of life as an unstudied test your taking; just make it up on the way.

"Good morning Tyler, I made you some eggs and bacon. I put your plate beside Ambers" My mom told me with her eyes on the food she was cooking.

"Morning Mom, Dad, Chippy" I greeted, I called my Amber Chippy because when she was a baby, she looked somewhat like a chipmunk.

"Bubbles!" Amber chirped. Amber called me Bubbles because, bubbles was her first word. When she was about to speak for the first time, I was holding her in my arms then she spoke. Hence the nickname Bubbles.

I stepped over to sit beside Amber, then devoured my delicious food.

JADES POV

I had to make up an excuse for killing my best friend, so I just said that someone had stolen my car and ran over Maggie. I woke up at 1:47pm; my eyes were still puffy from crying. I decided to go and give myself spa treatment hoping that would make me feel a little better.

So I drew the tub and added floral scented bubble bath. I hopped into the warm water then grabbed a magazine. But I couldn't get Maggie's crushed body out of my head. Dead. Maggie was dead, and it was all my fault. If only I hadn't hit my stupid head. If only I was smart enough not to drive. If only.

I tried my best to hold back the tears that were going to fall down my face, but I couldn't. My eyes were in extreme pain from crying. I would never be able to live this down. I titled my head, so I was facing the roof to stop the tears from streaming down my face. I shut my eyes a imagined if Maggie was standing beside me. I pictured her wearing what she wore when she passed away. She was wearing a mini skirt, with a neon green zebra top.

"How could you?" I imagined her saying "How could you let me die? I thought you loved me. I guess I was wrong"

I shook my head because I knew that Maggie was too nice to say something like that, just to bring my mood down when I needed help most. I felt so empty. The pain was indescribable. I needed something. When I was sad, I would smoke a cigarette. So I stood up, dried my self, then wrapped my self in a robe; I didn't even bother to unclog the drain of the tub.

I made my way over to my dresser. On the top of the dresser, I kept a pack of cigarettes and a lighter. I stuck the cigarette in my mouth then lit it. I took a deep breath of the chemicals that were entering my lungs. The cigarette felt as if I took a deep breath in a swimming pool full of acid. Then I thought. 'This stuff just numbs the pain. It will never make it go away.' I needed a friend. I needed Maggie's warm, comforting hug.

MAGGIES POV

I'm in heaven, Looking down on Jade in pain. I miss her. Even Heaven is hell with out her here. Tears start to stream own my face, uncontrollably.

TYLERS POV

After church, I was just lying in my bed throwing an old football into the air, and then catching it as it met my hands, until my cell phone rang. I glanced upon my phone to check the caller id it read Blaze.
"Hey" I answered

"Yo! Tyler, the guys and me are meeting at the skate park, you want to meet us there?" Blaze; my best friend asked, through the other line.

"Sure, When?"

"Now, bring your weed"

"'Kay, bye" I answered, hanging up.

I had to change though because if the guys saw me in a collared shirt, they never would let me live it down. So I dug though my drawers and grabbed a pair of dark skinny jeans, and a dark purple baggy shirt, and a black toque.

I walked into my bathroom and stared at my reflection though my mirror. My dark brown hair was just below the bottom of my earlobes. My hair was straight, but on each side of my hair, it curved so the bottom was pointing to the left.

After I got dressed, I grabbed my skateboard, and skated off to the park.

JADES POV

"I hate you! You make me sick!" I screamed at my mirror in my bathroom, despising the beast that stared back at me. Without thinking, I clenched my fists then smacked one of them to the mirror, shards of glass flew everywhere, one of them even pricing my cheek bone and knuckles. I hated my life. I wanted to die, just so I could be with Maggie again. The pain was unbearable, nothing was in the world was as painful as the agony I felt.

I sat on the floor with my legs pulled up to my chest and my forehead resting upon my knees. I wrapped my arms around my legs so I looked like an egg. Once more I started to cry.

If I wasn't so damn drunk and I never ditched Maggie, she would still be alive. It was all my fault, do you know how it feels like to kill you best, truest, life long friend? I pulled my head up, my salty tears stinging the cut below my eyes. I needed to change. I needed to change everything, my room, my attitude, my style, my drug addictions, my sloppiness and most of all my alcohol addictions. After all that's what got Maggie to die.

I stood up, and wiped away my tears. I walked out of my room, and for once in the past 2 days, I actually smiled, and my walking evolved into skipping, I was actually happy. I hopped over to my mom's room, to find her reading one of her romance novels.

"Mom! I need help" I told her

"What do you mean?" She asked, looking up from her book. Her black tinted red hair was tied up in a bun.

"I'm going to change" I confessed

"That's nice sweetie, plus, you've been wearing that outfit ever since last night, and you might wanna take a shower— what happened to your cheek?!"

"Something hit my mirror and a shred of glass cut me" I lied," And no! Not changing clothes! Changing my life, my style, my attitude and everything else! I need your help!" I pleaded watching her grab a disinfectant spray and a box of Band-Aids.

"What made you decide to change honey?" She asked spraying the disinfectant spray over my cut, then carefully placing a Band-Aid over it.

"Well, after Maggie, you know…passed I decided to become a better person, and I also want to spend more time with you."

"Okay! Lets go shopping for a new wardrobe first thing tomorrow, and buy a new mirror" She said with a smile. I loved my mom she is so loving, caring and everything in the world. My dad was crazy for leaving her.

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