Bleed it Out
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto in any way.
Warnings: Blood, Self Abuse, Yaoi, and Lemons, probably.
'Thoughts'
"Demons Talking"
'Flashbacks'
'Dreams'
"Talking"
A/N: Author's Note.
Chapter 3
"What do you want Tusnade-baachan?" I asked looking T HER.
"Well, it's not so much that I want something, it's just that they want something." She stated pointing over near the wall.
I looked over there and sure enough there were people there. 'Good I thought they were going to be monkeys. Although it would've been pretty cool if they were monkeys.'
"Hey why the heck are you glaring at me?!" I demanded.
The girl with blond hair stepped forward and yanked me up by the shirt. I'm guessing her goal was so we could eye to eye.
"Uzumaki, you made our brother start cutting himself." She growled out.
"Who are you again??" I looked at her questioningly.
"Gaara, you fucking asshole!!" She yelled.
"Gaara …wow you guys are his siblings you look nothing alike!" I began laughing. 'Why is she so angry again?' "You are such a moron." 'Kyuu that's not nice.' "It may not be nice, but it is true." 'Sometimes it's true.' "And now is one of those moments." 'Fine.'
"That's not what this is about!!!" She yelled.
"No need to take it out on me, it's not my fault you look nothing like your brother." I tried to shrug, but then remembered she was holding me up which I got to tell you was really getting on my nerves.
"Gaara has started cutting himself." She screamed. 'Oh shit …did I make him start doing that?'
I licked my lips as sweat began sliding down my forehead. I was trying to build up the courage to ask her when he started doing that; I couldn't bear if I was the one who made him start doing that.
"When did he start?" I never realized how much I had truly fallen for the redhead until now, My voice was shaky and my heart was beating fast in my chest.
"Well we think he started doing it after the exams, but he won't talk to us, he keeps saying we wouldn't understand." She said letting me go.
"Do you think he'd talk to me?" 'Damn it voice get back to normal right now, I'm sick of you being so shaky.'
"Probably," She sounded a little irritated.
"Well where is he." I asked.
"In this hospital." She muttered
"Ok then." Not even waiting for a reply I hopped out the window and ran off to the hospital.
"Hell Naruto-san, what can we do for you today?" The nurse asked with a polite smile.
"I'd like to see Gaara." I gave her the polite smile back.
She gave me a questioning look. "Third floor, the door at the end of the hall."
"Thank you." I said and began to climb up the stairs,
I swallowed hard from the other side of the door, Gaara was in this room and I needed to talk to him. The question was would I be able to or would my voice be retarded again.
I licked my lips and swallowed one more time before swinging the door open.
I sighed as I stared out the window. My siblings had found out about me cutting myself and now Temari was worried sick. 'Damn it, I hadn't meant to make her worry.' I was just trying to make myself feel alive again.
Naruto had saved me from the darkness and I was forever grateful to him for that, but now that I wasn't killing anyone that might hurt me emotionally I didn't feel anything at all. Cutting myself made me feel physical pain which in turn made me feel alive. Yeah I know, not exactly the best way to pay him back for what he did.
'They took my knives away … does that mean they don't want me to feel alive? I suppose I could always break the window and use a shard from that to do the work…'
I stood up from the bed despite the direct orders to not move and walked over to the window. 'All I have to do is hope they don't come back.'
I tested the glass, it was pretty strong, but if I just focus a little bit of chakra into my fist I can punch through it with no problem, but that wouldn't work as well so I'll do it the other way.
All I have to do for the other way to work is place my hand on the glass and make my chakra crack the glass, then I poke out a piece and I have a new weapon. The door swung open and I immediately turned around.
'Oh shit caught in the act, but not by who I was expecting.'
"Gaara what are you doing?" He asked his eyes narrowing.
"Just getting a good look out the window, w-what else would I do?" I gave him a smile.
"You were trying to break the window weren't you? Damn it Gaara there are other ways to feel alive." He yelled trying to hide the hurt in his eyes.
'I just did it again; I hurt another one of my precious people. Do I really deserve to be alive?'
"I'm sorry Naruto, but …I …just don't know… what to …do." I looked at the ground; ashamed of myself.
"Fine then, stay in Konoha and I promise, I'll make you feel alive." He said with a big grin on his face.
I gave him a skeptical look. 'What can he possibly have in mind? I'm such a loser there's probably nothing that can fix me.'
His grin grew bigger when I gave him the skeptical look. It was as if he knew what I was thinking. Then he proved why most people said he was the ninja who just keeps throwing you surprises. He kissed me, he kissed the monster.
A/N: And that is all, I hope you enjoyed it. If there is anything you'd like to happen or if you have any suggestions just leave them in a review. I won't start writing the new chapter until I get at least one review on this one.
A/N: And to any of you who are reading this and Kidnapped I'm still working on it just Naruto/Gaara is easier for me to write than an Itachi/Sasuke fanfiction where someone get kidnapped. I'm not saying I don't like Itachi/Sasuke, I'm just saying this is easier to write.
A/N: Thanks and see you next time I update which depending on you might be a while or it might be really soon, it's all on you guys. Ja.
