Bleed it Out

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto in anyway, so don't sue me.

Warnings: Blood, Self Abuse, Yaoi, and Lemons, probably.

'Thoughts'
"Demons Talking"
'Flashbacks'
'Dreams'
"Talking"
A/N: Author's Note.


Chapter 5

I'm guessing about an hour had passed after Gaara had fallen asleep in my lap ad this position was really starting to get uncomfortable. I carefully lifted the redhead off of my lap and stood up. I was doing my best not to wake him up.

'He looks so peaceful right now and I don't want to ruin that, if Gaara is in a peaceful slumber than he should be able to enjoy it. Speaking of which shouldn't the Shukaku be coming out?' "No the Shukaku knows that Gaara needs his rest right now."

I set the redhead down on the bed and then laid down next to him, wrapping my arms around him.

"What the heck, I told you to fix his problem not steal his virginity!" Temari whisper yelled, as she walked into the room. (A/N: It's when you whisper in a yelling voice.)

'What would make her think that?' "Well I don't know maybe it's the fact that you have the covers pulled over you, or maybe the fact that you have your arms wrapped around him in a possessive embrace, or maybe it's the fact that you're a teenage boy." I could totally just picture her rolling her eyes at me. 'Right …that.'

I smiled at the angry older sister, but I think that just mad her angrier.

"I'll kill you Uzumaki." Temari threatened.

"I didn't take his virginity …but he did take mine." I said grinning.

"What!?" Temari yelled, her surprise getting the better of her. She quickly turned on her heel and fled the room, probably to get Kankuro to tell her that it wasn't true.

I couldn't help but to laugh. I looked down at the redhead, my mind instantly going back to when he had cried earlier. I still couldn't help, but wonder if I had made him cry. I bit my lip …if I had made him cry …what could I do to make it up to him? His eyes slowly opened, he blinked in surprise at where he was, probably, because I had my arms around him.

A tiny blush crept across his face and I'm guessing acting on instinct he buried his face into my chest. He quickly pulled away with an even bigger blush on his face. He turned away quickly, trying to hide his blush, but he was too late I already noticed.

"So, Gaara umm I was thinking that you could stay here, so I can help you." I whispered kind of embarrassed.

"Where would I stay?" He asked, still avoiding eye contact.

"Well …you'd stay at my apartment." I said quietly.

"O…k…" He whispered.


'Where am I? …It's so warm.' My eyes opened more and I realized where I was. I was in Naruto's arms, the person I had a crush on was holding me in his arms. I blinked in surprise and a tiny blush crept across my face. On instinct I buried my face into his chest. Blushing more, as I realized my mistake I quickly moved away from his chest. I couldn't get out of his grip; he was stronger than me, so I just settled with turning away embarrassed. I wanted to hide my blush from Naruto, but I have a feeling it was too late, he probably already saw it.

"So, Gaara umm I was thinking that you could stay here, so I can help you." The blond whispered in a embarrassed tone.

"Where would I stay?" I asked him, still avoiding eye contact, since I still had a deep blush on my cheeks. 'He wasn't expecting me to live on the streets was he?'

"Well …you'd stay at my apartment." He replied quietly.

"O…k…" I whispered, not really knowing how I would answer that question in a different way.

I rested my head back on his chest and told him something. Something I thought I'd never tell another human being. 'I'll give you a chance Naruto …if you break my heart then that will be it …there won't be anymore petty cuts …I really will kill myself …I just can't take anymore heart ache.'

"I love you, Uzumaki Naruto." I whispered quietly.


He rested his head back on my chest. He looked like he wanted to say something, he kept opening and closing his mouth, he was obviously really thinking about what he was going to say.

Then he said a word I thought he had long since forgotten the meaning of, and four other words.

"I love you, Uzumaki Naruto."


A/N: And that's the end of that chapter hope you liked it and remember I won't start the new chapter until I get at least one review, but if I get a lot of reviews then I might put aside one of my other stories to give you another chapter sooner rather than later.