Bleed it Out
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto in anyway, so don't sue me.
Warnings: Blood, Self Abuse, Yaoi, and Lemons, probably.
'Thoughts'
"Demons Talking"
'Flashbacks'
'Dreams'
"Talking"
A/N: Author's Note.
Chapter 6
I swallowed nervously 'He loves me? ...What should I say back? Maybe this is a trick and he's going to catch it all on video and show it to my friends. No, that doesn't sound like something Gaara would do, does it? I don't want to hurt him, so I guess I'll say it back.' "Oh, don't think that, as if you're unsure of your feeling you're in love with him and you know it." 'But this may just be a faze that I am going through and when the faze is through I may just end up hurting him more by breaking up with him.' "Love is not a faze." 'But it could be a faze that makes me feel like I'm in love.' "There are no fazes that make you feel like you're in love, it's either you're in love or your not." 'Well then maybe this is a faze that makes me like him a lot and I think it is love, because I have never experienced love before.' "Don't forget I can feel your feelings and I've been in love with another demon before, so I know what this kind of love feels like, so you're in love."
"I love you too," I whispered, as I began absent mindedly running my hand through his hair.
After what felt like hours he finally responded.
Expecting the worst I closed my eyes. "I love you too," I heard him whisper. Then he began running his hand through my hair.
I hadn't expected him to react that way let alone touch me. I cautiously wrapped my arms around him. 'What if he's just messing with me like everyone else has done. Yashamaru said he loved me and the tried to kill me and said he hated me. Kankuro said he loved me then he started listening to our father and began hating me. Temari says she loves me, but she's terrified of me. So how do I know Naruto won't be the same? I have serious trusting issues, I just told Naruto that I loved him and now I'm expecting him to break my heart …know wonder no one likes me. "You have a self loathing issue too, oh well I don't care, as long as you don't kill yourself." I cringed, as I heard Shukaku's voice, but I just ignored him. "Hey brat don't ignore me." I felt a jolt of pain shoot through my body and I knew instantly that it was, because I had ignored the Shukaku. I quickly sat up and leaned over the bed. Just in time, the moment I leaned over the bed I threw blood up all over the floor.
I sat there shaking; pain was still racking my body. I heard the Shukaku laugh, "This is what happens when you ignore me… did you learn from your mistake?" "Yes…" I whispered out loud, as left over blood dripped from my chin. I heard the Shukaku laugh one more time, as the world faded from my sight.
I looked at Gaara's face; he seemed to be in a deep thought. He kept that thoughtful look for a while before he cringed. Pain and realization flashed through his eyes, as he immediately sat up and leaned over the bed. Almost as soon as he leaned over the bed he threw up blood all over the floor. He sat there shaking, I wanted to ask him if he was alright, but it was as if my mouth was glued shut. I swallowed.
"Yes…" He whispered, blood continuing to drip from his chin. He passed out and I quickly grabbed him, so he wouldn't fall into the puddle of blood near the bed.
I made a Kage Bunshin and sent it off to go get Tsunade. Just in case there was something wrong, now I'm not a doctor, but I'm pretty sure people don't throw up blood on a regular basis.
Tsunade came in and her eyes immediately went to the blood on the floor.
"What happened?" She asked narrowing her eyes.
"He threw up blood…" I answered.
She rolled her eyes, as if she was expecting a detailed answer/ 'I don't read minds, I don't know what happened. Geez stupid Baachan.'
"He's fine, I have no idea what made him do this, but this life isn't in danger." She told me.
I nodded and waited for the redhead to wake up.
A/N: So that's the end of the chapter, tell me what you thought of it in your reviews and the more reviews I get the quicker I update. ANd I just realized that the title of my story is the title of a Linkin Park Song.
