Bleed it Out

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto in anyway, so don't sue me.

Warnings: Blood, Self Abuse, Yaoi, and Lemons, probably.


'Thoughts'
"Demons Talking"
'Flashbacks'
'Dreams'
"Talking"
A/N: Author's Note.


Chapter 7

After Gaara had woken up we had to go to Tsunade's office so she could talk about what we could do with Gaara. Everyone acted like Gaara wasn't even in the room; Temari said she just wanted to bring Gaara home, because she thought I would just make the problem worse. Kankuro was insisting that we just keep Gaara, because, he didn't really want Gaara in Sunagakure anyway and Temari was yelling at him and telling him she didn't want that to happen. It was like I was caught in between a family feud; just I was the one who would be taking their brother away from them. Throughout this entire thing Gaara kept his head down and his eyes glued to the floor, never once did he look up.

"I will talk to whoever is in charge of your village and see what they want." She said. 'Great now this gets to stretch on for even longer.'

"Until then Gaara will stay with Temari and Kankuro in the hotel room, I got for them." She said. Gaara didn't look up from the ground until Kankuro walked over to him and yanked him by the arm, almost making him fall face first on the ground. Kankuro let go of him, once he decided he had got his attention. Gaara managed to catch his balance and gave Kankuro the kicked puppy look, before rubbing his arm where there were already bruises forming.

"Naruto, you can go home now," Tsunade said, gesturing towards the door.

I nodded and headed towards the door, but stopped.

"Tsunade, if you are going to act like Gaara isn't even in the room when you talk and he is in the room, then don't bring him in the room, because you have no idea how much it hurts when you are there, but people act like you aren't." After saying that I turned around and left.


I listened to every single word they were saying about me, it was like I wasn't even in the room. I kept my head down and my eyes glued to the floor. I cringed, as my arm got yanked and I almost fell on the floor face first. He let go of my arm and I caught my balance. I gave him a look that probably resembled a kicked puppy. I rubbed my arm where there were already bruises starting to form.

I sat on the couch with Temari, she refused to let me be alone, but it didn't change anything I still had that feeling. I knew that Temari cared about me; she just didn't really pay attention to me. The only time I didn't feel completely alone was when I was with Naruto, because when I was with him, I didn't feel alone. Temari and Kankuro wouldn't allow Naruto to visit me, Temari said that it was bad luck and it might help him get me for a while and Kankuro didn't want him in, because he knew it would make me happy and his goal was to make my life miserable.

"Well I have to go buy some stuff, Kankuro spend time with Gaara." Temari said as she walked out the door.

I stared at Kankuro; he had a creepy smile on his face.

He grabbed a knife from on the table and walked towards me.

"Ready to spend some time together little brother?" He asked me keeping that creepy grin on his face.

I took a step away from him, Kankuro had hit me before, but he had never involved weapons. I stared at him and suddenly the grin didn't look so creepy anymore. I saw my father smiling at me as he walked towards me with a weapon. The cold eyes and the smile, Kankuro was acting like my father used to when I was younger…

He set the knife down and pulled out some chains.

"Come on Gaara lets play." He said.

He grabbed me and chained me to the wall. I stared at him. He had already stripped me of all of my clothes except my boxers. I stared at him as he picked up the knife again. The knife dug deep into my stomach, I couldn't stop the whimper of pain that escaped my lips.

He was carving a word into my stomach and when he finished I looked down and I felt my heart break a little more. He had carved the Japanese Kanji for demon on my stomach. He flipped me on my back, twisting my arms in a painful way. He began carving something on my back too, but I could tell what he was writing without even having to look at it, he was writing the Japanese Kanji for monster on my back. Tears spilled out of my eyes, as I struggled to keep the sobs from coming out.

He undid the chains and tossed me my clothes.

"Clean yourself up and don't tell Temari about this or you will be in for a lot more pain." He snapped at me, as he picked up all of the plastic wrap that he had spread on the floor. I took a shower cleaning all of the cuts. I looked at my wrists where there were still small cuts. I didn't get scars the only scar I had that stayed was the love symbol. I wrapped bandages around the cuts that Kankuro had made.

It was hard to walk normal, but I managed to so it, Temari couldn't find out about this.

It had been two days since I had seen Gaara, because his sibling refused to let me in to see him, but Tsunade had finally gotten a reply from Suna. We were all standing in here again, but this time Gaara was standing neat Temari and Kankuro.

"They said that they want Gaara to stay here until his problem is fixed and then we can send him back unless he decides he wants to live in Konoha." Tsunade said. Gaara actually raised his head to look at Tsunade, Sunagakure may not know it, but this was actually what Gaara wanted to happen.

I smiled and resisted the urge to stick my tongue out at Temari.

"Come on Gaara I will show you where you will be living," I said, I almost skipped over to the redhead, but I managed to stop myself, Naruto Uzumaki did not skip, unless Gaara wanted me to.

He followed me out the door; he had a small smile on his face.

I looked over at him, "Isn't this great Gaara?" I asked happily.

He nodded, as we made it into my apartment. I moved into the kitchen to get something for him to drink. Shortly after entering it though I heard a crash.

I walked into Naruto's apartment trying my best to walk normal. He quickly moved to one side and trying to follow him I turned. Big mistake on my part, pain shot through my body, as I crashed to the floor. Naruto ran into the living room and rushed over to me.

"Gaara what happened? Are you ok?" Naruto asked me giving me a concerned look. I was clutching my stomach and he must have put two and two together, because he lifted up my shirt and gasped.

"Gaara did you do this to yourself?" He asked hurt seeping into his voice.

I desperately shook my head I didn't want him to think I did.

"Well if you didn't, WHO DID!!!?" His eyes were a deep red, I began shaking, I didn't want Naruto to be mad at me, especially for something I didn't do.

His fist met my face and my head snapped to the side. 'Why did he do that to me?' I turned my head around and looked at him, my heart hurt so much. I pushed him off of me and crawled onto the couch burying my face in it. I began to cry and choked sobs broke the silence.


I ran into the living room after hearing the crash and seeing the redhead on the ground I ran over to him.

"Gaara what happened? Are you ok?" I asked concern seeping into my voice. He was clutching his stomach, so I put two and two together and lifter up his shirt. There were bandages wrapped all over his stomach and back, I saw blood splotches on the bandages.

"Gaara did you do this to yourself?" I asked ... even I could hear the hurt in my voice.

He shook his head and I immediately thought he was lying to me, so my anger got the best of me.

"Well if you didn't Who Did?!" I demanded, I could feel the Kyuubi's charka leaking into my system. He began shaking, but that didn't stop my rage, my fist found his face and his head snapped to the side. There was a giant bruise where I had hit him; his head turned back so he could face me and all I could see in his eyes was hurt. He pushed me off of him and crawled on to the couch, burying his face in it. I heard choked sobs.

The Kyuubi charka quickly left, as I felt my heart start to ache. I had done that to him.


A/N: Ok that is the end of this chapter, I wrote the next chapter of this one, because I had finally gotten a review for it, thanks to TheCupcakeMonster for that.