Pairing: OT4
Summary: Raphael is a fire in bed, even when he's not all that dominating turtle. But do you know why? ^_^

Well, I don't even know. Just some random thoughts about turtles loving each other up. Hmm.


Submissiveness

With a deep trembling sigh Leonardo rolled over to his shell staring at the ceiling blankly and not even trying to hide that silly little smile that curled his lips. He still breathed fast, but if there was a word to describe what he felt right now then this world could be only…

"Incredible…" Leader muttered slowly.

He heard quiet giggling next to him and didn't need to look to know it was Mike's. Donatello kept silence, but right now Leo's attention was focused on his third brother. Having turned his head leaf green terrapin glanced at him.

"Incredible." He repeated as if it was the only word he could remember at the moment.

Surely Raphael heard him, but didn't say anything. He just lay next to Leonardo, eyes closed, breathing getting more even with every second, legs still spread slightly. He was as beautiful as giant mutated turtle can be.

Looking at him Leo once again thought about surprises life just loved to give them. One of the greatest was that sexual attraction they felt for each other one day which helped them relieve that crushing tension flooding the lair. And second greatest surprise… Well, among them all he had never expected Raphael to be passionate while being bottom, there was even a time when he hadn't expected hothead to bottom at all. And yet… Their strong and tough brother appeared to be wild fire, raging hurricane and all that during sex; he reached his peak much faster than when he was dominant and practically dragged other's hard release out of him, because there was no possible way to see and feel Raph climaxing under you and not to follow suit right that very moment. In the afterglow it even sometimes felt as if he managed to fuck you despite his so-called submissiveness.

Letting out another long satisfied sigh Leonardo suddenly wondered if dark green terrapin would let him do this again right now - few minutes to recover and Leo knew he'll be ready for another round. After all how could he not to be when it came to taking Raphael?

He almost gathered enough strength to say it when red masked ninja suddenly shifted next to him, yawned and rolled off from the bed. Leader's smile grew into smug one as he saw him wincing slightly before turning to them.

"I'm going to sleep." Raph grunted not looking at anyone in particular. "See ya tomorrow."

Well, it happened from time to time. Sometimes Raphael stayed with them, sometimes left, nothing special; after all it wasn't like four of them spent all nights together. Leonardo bit down his disappointment knowing perfectly that he will not be able to stop him if hothead had decided to leave and waved Raph goodbye still not trusting his ability to talk coherently. As it happened every time he saw or had dark green mutant bottoming Michelangelo muttered something indecent instead of simply saying 'goodnight', it seemed like Raphael had managed to melt Mike's brain again by the mere show without even touching him. At least Donnie behaved normal as he wished their brother good sleep for them all and received tiny smile in return before Raph moved again and left brother's bedroom.

Leonardo kept silence for some time listening to soft sounds of his other two brothers shifting and talking about something then sat up slowly and caught Mikey's gaze.

"I'm in." He said with short nod. "Let's do it. But I do the knots."

"Sure!" Mike's face lighted up immediately. "But I'll be the first one!"

"Why is that?" Leo tilted his head to the side. "I want to be first too."

"Guys, what are you talking about?" Donatello interfered before Michelangelo opened his mouth to respond.

"Oh, sorry Don." Leonardo muttered looking at him now. "It's just Mikey…"

"Don't worry, you're in too, Donnie." Mike was so excited that it started to become dangerous sign. "But you can't be first cause you was one last time we did it to me!"

Donatello blinked at his younger brother then his eyes widened slightly at the realization. Mikey had had enough imprudence once to say that he could easily handle all of them in one night and had gotten exactly what he had asked for. Even more with ropes and other interesting staff that had helped them spent that night with more intensity and fascination then they had expected. Not quite mobile, but totally happy Michelangelo next morning had simply called it 'Three-On-One-Night' and since then they all had it from time to time.

Except for Raphael.

"No." Don sat straight looking at his confused brothers. "No, no and no."

"You mean 'no, I still want to be first one'?" Mikes asked rubbing the back of his head. "Or 'no, I will not participate?"

"I mean no, we're not going to do it with Raph." Genius stressed out brother's name. "At least not until you have his permission."

Blue eyes grew bigger, but it didn't seem to have any effect on Donatello.

"Donnie…"

"I'm serous, Mike."

"Oh come on, Donnie, don't be such a brood hen!" Sea green terrapin whined meeting other's stern gaze. "What's the big deal suddenly? We're not going to hurt him or something after all. And asking him in advance will ruin the whole thing!"

"Yeah, we actually never asked before." Leonardo added. "What's wrong, Don?"

Donatello bit his lower lip as if intending to stop himself from answering. Having exchanged glances Leo and Mike crawled little closer.

"What is it, Donnie?" Leader wondered. "You know something that we don't?"

"Besides none of us complained." Orange-clad mutant pointed out with cheeky smile. "Three on one is always fun."

Leonardo rolled his eyes before lightly pushing the youngest into his chest.

"What?" Michelangelo grinned wider. "Besides Raph will have three times more orgasms than we will. What not to like here? And by the way you didn't take him for ages! Don't say you don't want it!"

"He will not… take it easy." Donatello averted his eyes, blushing slightly. "That's all."

"Don, I'm starting to think that you simply jealous." Mikey suddenly snickered. "Is that what it is all about? Then why didn't you say anything few minutes ago when Leo had his fun with Raphie boy here?"

The youngest expected his brother to smile at least, but genius only sighed lightly clearly showing that he wasn't amused at all.

"Don, let's make it clear." Leo said after short pause. "You know that Raph doesn't mind being bottom, after all we all saw it many times."

"You can put it this way." Came evasive reply.

"But you also say that he will not take it easy."

"U-huh."

"Which is true then?"

"Both." Don muttered.

"I don't get it." Mikey's eyes became wider with his growing confusion. "Why Raph will have some difficulties with it? Donnie, being bottom he even climaxes faster than when he's on top! I'd say that's pretty clear sign that he likes it."

"No." Olive green terrapin shook his head. "He comes faster because he doesn't like it."

In next thirty seconds there was only silence in the room filled with sounds of Mike's puffing that probably muffled the noise of his humming brain that worked hard in attempt to understand what had been just said by his smart brother who was actually supposed to be keen on logic.

"Usually it's not me saying it, but it doesn't make any sense." Leonardo rubbed his chin.

"Okay, I'll try to be brief." Don sighed. "Raph doesn't like to bottom, but he loves us and he sticks to the fair-play-thing. He believes that if you take something – you should give something in return, otherwise it's just unfair. So when we all let him have his way with us and then wanted the same in return – he couldn't say no."

Leo's hand froze right where it was, fingers touching his face, but not moving. Mikey just sat still, surprisingly calm.

"In fact if we hadn't insisted on it – Raph would have never bottomed by his own will." Donatello looked aside. "So when it happens, he does everything he can to end it as fast as it is possible. He said sensations are quite good and his body responds, but that's physical reaction. His mind travels who knows where and it always takes quite a time for him to recover afterwards. He didn't describe his feelings, but you know he never submits twice during one night and always needs at least two days break to do it again. So I'd say those feelings are pretty intense."

"So…" Leonardo finally lowered his hand staring at the opposite wall. "So it means he does that because he thinks we would exclude him if he doesn't?"

"There are some aspects, but yes." Don nodded. "I mean I think so."

"But we would have never…" Mikey moved as if intending to get up, but remained where he was. "I mean the point is to have fun and… not do something you don't really like."

"Maybe we should have made it more clear when we started our relationship." Genius leaned back against the headboard of bed. "If you don't quite remember – we all did it because we wanted to try something new and Raph submitted because we insisted on that."

Leonardo suddenly realized that he had really forgotten that. Judging by Mike's face the same was true about him as well.

"But we didn't mean that he owed us or something." Sea green turtle said unexpectedly quiet. "We just thought that he wanted to try it as we did, but just had to resist being that big bad tough guy. That's all."

"Yes." Leo blinked slowly. "Besides it felt as if we were excluding him by not showing that kind of interest. Well, I mean as for me I always wanted to have him, but didn't talk about it as I thought that he would have never agree. But then we all had each other and I suddenly realized that none of us tried to… well, you know, with Raph. And then it struck me that he could think he was unwanted because of that, so I made a move. He didn't act as if he was angry or something, so I thought everything was fine and his grumbling and resistance is just a part of a game or even some sort of challenge and..." He paused for a moment. ""And I became rather insistent."

Nobody commented leader's words, but after few moments of silence two terrapins looked at the third one simultaneously.

"What?" Don muttered. "Don't look at me like this, I'm not denying anything – I wanted him too."

"Yeah, bro, we noticed." Mikey chuckled weakly. "That's not it. Why Raph told that to you? After all I'm his best bud and all that!"

"Well, Mikey, maybe because you're good at being friend, but not at being delicate." Donatello shrugged. "And at keeping secrets. Or at taking thing seriously. Or…"

Or maybe because Donatello had been the only one to notice something wrong and ask about it. But this piece of information was not going to be left untold.

"Alright, alright, I got it." Michelangelo huffed.

Leonardo stared at the blanket for some time thinking then raised his eyes on olive green terrapin again.

"So…" He shifted uncomfortably. "What do we do? I mean he…"

"Just don't tell him I told you all that!" Donatello rapidly said. "I promised him to keep it secret."

"But Don…" Leo looked at him. "I don't think I will be able to… well, with Raph now. I don't want to do something that is not enjoyable for him. Sex is supposed to be mutual pleasure. I believe that's why you didn't have your way with him for so long, right?"

"Well, yes." Genius averted his eyes. "I didn't really know what else I could do."

"It means… I can't have Raph too?" Mikey whined loudly, but to brothers' surprise suddenly changed back to normal. "What's the point in not telling him that we know his secret if we all stop taking him? I mean he will surely notice that none of us wants to have his ass. You think he will just get happy and will not ask why?"

His two brothers kept silence for some time then Donatello shook his head.

"I don't know." He muttered. "I say we just give him some time. I think that if he really was disgusted or something like that about being bottom he would have never let it happen. Even under this stupid fear of being excluded."

"Yeah." Leonardo nodded thoughtfully. "I agree. Mikey?"

The youngest snuffled then shrugged.

"Fine." He fell back onto his shell hiding his light grin. "But after poor sensitive Raphie gets over it we're so having three-on-one night and I'm the first one in the row!"