I say a VERY BIG thank you to renesmeeblack333!! Lifesaver!!
2 months went by pass. It was all a blur. Trying to find out that I am not evil, Jake did all of the damage, and I'm trying to pick up all of the pieces. So like I do everyday after a party, I'm in my bed, thinking about tomorrow. Pretty pathetic, huh? Whoa, I feel nauseous. Oh crap! I ran to the bathroom and threw up, repeatedly. Then I felt something sharp in my abdomen. It was WAY worse than cramps. Wait! When was my last period. I can't remember! To much pain! I started to yell. Good thing no one was home, hunting trip. Then the pain loosened, and stopped.
"What just happened?" I said to myself. My phone started to ring. It was Alex.
"Hello?" I said
"Hey, Ness, do you want to come over?" He asked
"No, I'm not feeling to well today." I said
"Ok, well, bye." he said, and I hung up on him. Was I…..? I went to the store and bought a pregnancy test. I went home, did as the instructions said, and waited. What if I am? What will the girls at school think? What about Alex? DING! Went my timer. My hands started to shake. I picked the test up. Pink plus sign. I dropped it and fell to the floor. I need to do something. I can't put it up for adoption, I would get too attached to….it. I did the only thing I could imagine of, call Alex.
"Hey, Ness. Did you decide that you wanted to come over with the guys today?" he said
"No," I stumbled over my words. "Could you come over to my house?" I asked him
"Sure, anything for my baby." Then he hung up.(A/N: When he meant 'my baby' he meant Ness)
When he said my baby, it made shiver. I waited on the porch steps, until he came with his white Porsche.
"Hey babe" he said as he gave me a peck on the lips.
"Lets go inside." I said, with no emotion. We walked into my room, and Alex started kissing me. He thought he was there for this.
"Alex, no." I said, as I pushed him off of me, and the unborn baby, inside of me.
"What's wrong with you today? You're not acting like yourself!" He yelled.
"I have something to ask you, and to tell you." I paused. "When we did it. Did you use protection?"
"No, I didn't need it. I don't have any STDs." When he said that, it made me cringe.
"I'm" I paused, for the second time today. "pregnant." He looked away, a blank stare.
"So, what I am supposed to do? I'm not old enough. I shouldn't have to take care of the baby. You can be a fricking 16 year-old single mom. I'm not going to help. Don't even ask for it." He ran out of the room. I stared down as his car. I cried.
"Damn It!" I yelled into the open house. I vomited in the toilet, filled with hatred. School starts in 15 days. (A/N: Ok, in this story the last of school was June 1st and school starts August 15.) My family came home, rushing into the bathroom, where the toilet was filled with puke, where I was in the bath, with about an inch of chilling water, just crying, shivering, and staring into space.
"Ness!" My mom and dad yelled. Dad pulled me out of the water and into the covers of Carlisle's office bed.
"Carlisle, she's pregnant, with Alex's baby. He's leaving her to take care of the baby alone." Dad told Carlisle all of what had happen today. I fell off to sleep when Carlisle was giving me an ultrasound. 15 days, every single day, with him. Alice offered to plan an outfit for today, but I objected, only to wearing a sweatshirt and loose jeans. When I walked into the school, I thought I was going to faint. I saw Alex with the girl that called me a slut. She walked past me, and bumped, intensely into my shoulder. So hard that my books fell all over the place. Everyone was staring and laughing. Except one, Ethan. He scooped up my books and handed them to me. I just nodded to him. I went to my locker, swiftly opening it and closing it, to find Ethan with a cherry-red rose.
"I'll help you with the baby." He said. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Alex staring at him.
"Thanks" I said, putting the rose in my locker. I walked to my first class, Chemistry. I looked at the seating chart. Vanessa Taylor, right beside Alex Johnson. My life is screwed. I sat down, before Alex did. I waited for 2 minutes and Alex sat down. I ignored him at my fullest intentions. He took out his phone and texted me. I knew that as a fact because my phone vibrated once. Pathetic I thought, it's in the middle of class and my ex is trying to talk to me through texting. I didn't even pay attention to him. Not soon enough, it was lunch time. I got some macaroni and cheese, and apple, salad and dressing, and a cookie. I sat down at a table where no one was sitting. I started eating my Mac and cheese, when Ethan sat beside me.
"Hey!" He flashed a smile
"Um, hi." I stumbled over my words. I read Alex's text, it said:
"I meant what I said."
Pathetic words for him, I thought. I talked to Ethan the rest of lunch, then it was time for P.E. I gave the teacher a note that says I am unable to participate in any of the activities, due to my pregnancy. Signed by my dad. So, I sat on the bench, to watch people shoot hoops. My life, my life, my life………………………………...................
