My life isn't normal, nor will it ever be.
"I want to be like you guys" Ethan said. Ethan and I were sitting on the loveseat and everyone else on the couch, or standing behind the couch.
"You don't want more time to think about it?" Jasper asked
"No, I want to live forever." he said
"It's not just living forever." Dad said. "Being a monster. Drinking blood."
"I know. I've decided that I want to be a vampire." Ethan said
"We aren't going to do it now. You'll have to wait a couple years." Carlisle said
"Is that a yes?" Ethan asked. Then the family went into the kitchen.
"Renesmee, come here." Dad said. I walked into the kitchen and found them all standing around.
"Do you want him like this?" Emmett asked
"Yes. Whatever makes him happy, will make me happy."
"He won't be able to see you for about 2 weeks." Alice said.
"I understand that." I said
"From what I looked at, you're not going to grow anymore." Carlisle said. Then everyone rushed out of the kitchen, into the living room.
"We'll change you in a year. We are not going to push it. It will give you some time, to make sure you really want this." Mom said.
"Thank you so much!!!" He yelled, and hugged everyone.
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"Tomorrow," Ethan said
"Tomorrow," I said back at him. We were cuddled on the couch, and Noah was watching Blue's Clues. It was 5 in the afternoon.
"Food, momma." Noah said, tugging on my pants.
"Ok, what do you want to eat?" I asked him, getting up, and heading toward the kitchen. Ethan grabbed Noah's 'Sippy cup'.
"Auter melon." Noah said
I looked in the fridge and grabbed the watermelon.
"Ethan, will you cut up the watermelon while I make some Mac and cheese?" I asked.
"Yes." Ethan said. I turned the stove on and put the water on.
"Noah, stand by your chair." I said and he obeyed. I buckled him in the chair.
"Put your hands up where I can see them!" I said in a guy voice. He giggled and held his hands up high. I popped the table thing on the high chair and returned to cooking the macaroni.
"This is the last supper for you, Ethan." I said, pouring the macaroni into the boiling water.
"Daddy's cuttin' da auter melon." Noah said. Ethan and I giggled.
"What do you want me to do now?" Ethan said.
"Get something for Noah to drink, please." I said.
"What do you want to drink?" Ethan asked him.
"Umm…Duce." He said
"Juice it is." Ethan said, taking his cup to the counter. I got done with the macaroni and got 2 paper plates and a tiny bowl. I put some macaroni on the plate.
"Ethan, do you want more?" I asked.
"No, that's fine." He said, taking the plate from my hands. I got myself some water, put some macaroni in the small green bowl, put macaroni on my plate, and sat down.
"Nana said dat I wasn't gonna see daddy." Noah said.
"Daddy's going on a trip with Papa, Em, Great grandpa and Jazz." I said
"When you leavin' daddy?" Noah asked.
"Tomorrow," he said.
"Will I get to say bye to you?" Noah asked
"Yes, you will." Ethan said.
"When I went to Nana and Papa's house, I saw dis one toy and,"
"Noah, please stop talking and eat your supper. You can tell us about the toy later." I said.
"Ok." He said, and continued eating. Supper went by silently, maybe a comment here and there. Everyone was done eating and walked into the living room.
"Momma, hold me." Noah said. I picked him up and sat on the couch.
"Go sit by Em." I said
"So you haven't changed your mind?" Alice asked.
"Nope," Ethan said. "But I do have something to say." He made his way the middle of the room. "Renesmee, when I first saw you at the grocery store, I wanted you. When I saw you and Noah, I wanted you both. Now what I'm going to ask you, is" he knelt on the ground "Renesmee Carlie Cullen, will you do the honor of marrying me?"
"Yes!" I ran over to him and kissed him. My family clapped. In the night, I led him into the bedroom, for a "long" night.
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In the morning I woke up to Noah saying "Momma" over and over again.
"I'm awake, honey." I said, sitting up. "Who got you out of your crib?" I asked.
"Papa." He said. I nudged Ethan
"Wake up." I said. "Noah, go over to Daddy and tell him to get up." I told him.
"Daddy" Noah said, "Momma said that you haf ta wake up."
"I'm getting up." Ethan said. This would be the last time he would sleep.
"Did you have good dreams?" I asked Ethan as I walked to my dresser.
"Yes." He said.
"Noah, go ask Nana if she'll make you some pancakes. Be polite, please." I said. He ran out of the room.
"Have you packed enough?" I asked Ethan.
"Yes. I will miss you." He said. We got dressed and walked in the kitchen. I saw Emmett playing with Noah and his food. Noah was all messy.
"Guess who gets a bath today?" I asked
"Em!" Noah yelled.
"Nice try." I said as I picked up a pancake and ate it. "These are great, thank you mom." I said
"You're welcome." She said. I finished eating and grabbed a wet paper towel. I washed Noah's face.
"I have to go soon." Ethan said
"I don't want you to go, daddy." Noah said.
"I'll be back. I'll look different, but it's still daddy inside." Ethan said.
"Are you ready?" Dad asked Ethan.
"Almost." Ethan said, scooping me up and kissing me. When I pulled away, a tear fell from my eye. He gently wiped it away and turned to Noah, who was crying in Rosalie's arms. He held Noah and whispered in his ear, "When I'm gone I want you to be on your best behavior for mommy. I love you. You can ask mom to call me, and talk to me." He walked onto the porch, "You and Mom can wait on the porch for me." Ethan motioned me to join in the hug. I did as he wanted. "I love you both and I'll see you very soon." He kissed Noah's head. "Call whenever." He said, right before he kissed me. He handed Noah to me and walked down the driveway. He turned around and waved. Noah and I waved back. I looked at my crying son. I hugged him even tighter. I walked back into the house and sat Noah on the couch.
"Do you want to take your bath now?" I asked him
"Yes." He said.
"Will you guys clean up around here? It will do me a huge favor." I asked Rosalie, Alice, Mom and Esme.
"Of course, dear." Esme said. I got into the bathroom and turned the water on.
After Noah's bath, I walked into his room. I opened the closet door and stared.
"Alice?" I yelled
"Yes?" She said, as she entered the room.
"Do you want to go on a shopping trip?" I asked her
"You didn't even need to ask." She said.
