ok i hope you like this chapter thanks for all the reviews! ok here you go!
disclaimer: hey emmett i got you an super boucy ball
emmett: ball ball ball!!!
me: see the ball go get it!!!(thoughs ball)
emmett:(go gets ball and drops papers)
me:hahahahahaha(gets pappers)
rose: nots so fast (takes papers and hands them to stephenie) now lets go shopping
alice: lets go lets go lets gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
emmett:she doesn't own us
me: YET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This could not be my doctor this must be the tumor right? After all the hallucinations I've been having of Edward were just the tumor.
Maybe the whole family can join him my head maybe my dead parents and my dead grandparents can get in my head to. Why not make it a party.
It could be like a good bye party seeing how I'm going to die. "what are you doing hear?" Carlisle asked me. I'm still not sure if he was here or not but why not play along. I gestured to my hospital bed and replied smoothly "dyeing".
that seemed to snap him into attention and he looked at my chart and nodded in understanding "hmm" was all he could get out before Jake barged in my room and laid down in the bed with me and he growled.
Phew! that was a relief because that obviously means that Jake can see him too. "Jacob" was all I said and he instantly relaxed.
"okay Bella I'm going to need to get a CT of you brain." Carlisle said. I nodded and went to the bathroom and changed into a hospital gown.
Carlisle I mean Dr. Cullen got a wheal chair for me and started pushing me when Jacob said "I got it" in a menacing voice. "Jacob" I said again with authority .
He relaxed again and pushed my chair down the hall while the Dr followed silently behind him. Before I went in the room I went over to Jake and took his face in mine.
"be nice" was all I said he nodded and I kissed him on the forehead.
I bet we looked like a couple but I wasn't ready yet and Jacob said he would wait for me and we were very close but since when do I care what people think.
The CT was very short and was done in about half an hour. When I got out Jake came straight to my side.
"you don't have to do this we can go some where else we can leave right now" he whispered in my ear. I debated on it but I do want to live so I guess I could stay.
"no Jake he's the best in the country and I need to live" I whispered back. There really was no point in whispering seeing how my doctor has vampire hearing.
But still. Carlisle was still reading my scan then we went back to my room and Jake climbed in my bed again.
"your tumor is massive in size so we have to put you on chemo therapy for 6 months and you have to stay here because the tumor is so large we need to watch you closely"
I nodded " if the therapy works it will shrink the tumor and then me can surgically remove it." Jacob stiffened " what do you mean If the therapy works" he said still menacing.
" I don't know if the therapy will work because of this tumors size I've never seen a tumor grow to this size so I can't be sure"
Dr. Cullen replied calmly. Jacob growled " Jacob Calm" I said and ran my hand through his hair. He calmed down.
"ok Bella do you have any questions" Carlisle asked pretending not to notice the little moment me and Jake had. "uh yeah um what about the headaches I'm having?" I sighed.
"we can't do anything about them I'm terribly sorry Bella" I sighed again and Jacob huffed annoyed.
Then Carlisle started walking out "I'll see you tomorrow Bella". speak of the devil and he shall come. I was getting another big headache and the cried into Jake until I fell asleep with him.
I had terrible night mares of when Charlie died and we found his body. "noooooooooo" I cried out "Charlie" I whispered before being shaken awake by Jake.
" Bella Bella It's ok" he said pulling me in a tight hug. "I miss him Jake it should have been me who died I should die right now I shouldn't be here Jake I might as well just let this kill me now" Jake looked at me shocked and he started shaking me and he said
"Bella don't ever think like that you're here because you deserve to live you're an amazing person we've worked too hard to keep you alive this thing will not kill you. Your going to fight and beat this thing ok it's ok shhh"
we stayed silent like that until Jake had to go to the cafeteria and eat. I wasn't hungry.
I herd a faint knocking on my door. "come in" I said then the door opened and Carlisle was there he sat at the edge of my bed.
"what do you want doctor Cullen" I said in a fake polite voice. " I came here to see how you've been" he asked politely.
Well lets see my life pretty much was ruined by your family because I've been chased by sico vampires tying to get there revenge on my oh and they killed my parents.
"fine" I mumbled "good so how are Renee and Charlie" oh god he had to ask me this question. My tone was icy when I answered "DEAD"
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