Thank you everybody who was nice enough to lend a suggestion!

I would like to thank tomigurl1993 and Ophelia1983 for sending me such nice notes that really helped me out.

I would also like to mention my thanks to mari alice, luvinJazz, XoxheartbreakerxoX and wifieb8909.

There suggestions really hit a cord with me and have helped my brain start moving again. With the combination of all of your suggestions I think I now have a relative idea of where I am going with this.

So again, thank you!

Caitlin

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EPOV:

Light was beginning to peak through the heavy curtains that shielded the window, I had been awake for much longer though.

I remain still as stone as I watched her. Her creamy white skin against the dark sheets was merciless to me. Her soft skin screamed to me, as if my name had been written all over it.

I dare not touch; I simply wanted to watch as her back moved slowly up and down, memorizing every part of her. The scattered freckles over her shoulder blades, the scar on her left side, it was all too much to handle.

I tore my eyes from her back even though my heart screamed to remain still. I lifted myself off of the bed gently making sure not to disturb my pet that lay so peaceful.

I was still undressed from the few hours before but this was my room.

The cool air in the room helped my raging member to calm down. I wanted her again but I knew it could wait. I had other things I needed to take care of.

I walked quietly across my room allowing the light through the window lead my way. I stepped into the bathroom and allowed the door to close.

The water was scorching my skin but I didn't mind the feeling. I just stood there with my head against the tile wall.

I found that my member had stiffened again in the warmth. I wasn't going to take it from her now, I didn't have the patience. My hand was going to have to due for now.

I allowed my hand to sink down to my groin and take myself. I worked it slowly up and down enjoying the feeling that ran through my body. I was in a hurry but I could waste a few minutes enjoying the sensation.

I could have stood there for at least another 10 minutes slowly working my self to the edge but instead I quickened my pace and forced release quicker. A low growl rippled through my chest as I released. I watched the water wash it down the drain and couldn't help but think of it going to waste, the image of her on her knees in front of me, her mouth gapping open unsure what to do with my release could have gotten me hard again.

I grabbed a towel and ran it over my hair before wrapping it around my waist.

My wardrobe was simple, I liked it like that. My attitude made up for any kind of statement my clothes lacked. Dark khaki slacks, a black sweater with the sleeves usually pushed up on my forearms, it was simple and I liked it that way.

Before I left I took the time to leave a note for my pet. It wasn't necessary, she didn't have to know where I was, if she woke up alone not sure what to do it didn't bother me but I went ahead and wrote it.

Her clothes were simple, I craved simplicity. A simple black cotton dress was all she needed. She wasn't trying to gain anyone's attention. The only attention she needed to crave was mine and I knew what hid underneath that simple cotton dress.

I left the room in a hurry unsure of whether or not she would wake soon, to be honest she could be awake right now but it didn't matter, she knew better then to move.

It was twilight when I returned back to the house. I winded up the long road that took us to the secluded place we called home.

I wanted to see her right away. I had been thinking about her all day while I was gone and craved her touch on me. I had full intention of running into the house marching her off from where she resided and forcing her into my room where I would take her.

All this was running through my mind as I parked the car and climbed the stairs to the large door. I stumbled getting the key into the lock, I had been gone almost all day and I just wanted to be in my bed with my pet stroking me.

I saw no one as I entered the house, I didn't want to see anyone but Bella, anyone else would be a waste of my time and stalling me from what I really wanted to do. I headed to my room, thinking that Bella would still be lying in the middle of it waiting for me, her creamy white skin still screaming my name from beneath the sheets.

I reached the door opening it slowly but when I peeked in I did not see my Bella.

I had written for her to continue her chores and if she was smart that's what she was probably doing now.

I adjusted myself in my pants, my groin throbbing with the thoughts of what I was going to do to her.

I retreated back down the hall winding the corners while keeping my eyes wide waiting to catch a glimpse of her. I swear I would take her up against one of these walls if I saw her standing there.

I walked swiftly through the rooms scanning every corner and door way. I went through the living room, kitchen, closets, I even checked the bathrooms.

I couldn't find her and my blood was beginning to boil under my skin making my whole body hot.

If she had been able to get away while I was gone, god help me there would be hell to pay. Anyone who managed to get into my path would feel my fury.

I entered a room and found one of the girls in there, unaware of my presence at first. My hand rose to grab her hair.

"Where the fuck is she"? "Where is Bella"?

I whipped her around on her toes and held her by the throat.

"If you value your life in anyway you will speak and instruct me where she is"!

My hand was around her neck so tightly with anger she probably couldn't have spoken if she wanted to.

I threw her to the floor with a fluid movement, she was wasting my time having me stand here waiting for her to give me an answer.

She coughed and tears began to spill over her eyes. I had no fucking time to listen to her cry; I could give two shits about her. I needed to find Bella.

I heard her squeak out as I began to exit the room "I swear I don't know where she is" she sobbed. "I swear to you I have not seen her".

I was enraged, I felt like a caged animal in this damn house with all these hallways.

I found my largest brother, Emmitt, with is own pet. The image only fueled me further.

I swiped any object down to the ground that was close enough to me.

"Where the fuck is she" I boomed. "One of you has to know where she is"!

They both stared wide eyed at my rage. My brother rose to his feet, "I haven't seen her since breakfast".

I was sure she had found a way out.

"Hurry the fuck up; we need to find her before she gets too far. She can't have found her way through the thick forest yet".

I hurried the two of them out of the room forcing them out of the house with me. It was getting dark and if I didn't find her soon my chances would slim down considerably.

I boomed her name out "BELLA!" My whole chest shook with my voice "Bella, answer me NOW".

I could hear the other two calling her name as they scattered.

I rounded to the back of the house where I saw my own bed sheets hanging from the line. She must have taken this as her chance and ran into the woods; Lord knows how long it's been.

I ran straight into the woods figuring that would be her first instinct, the woods were big and one could easily get lost in them.

I slowed my self down allowing my eyes to scan the floor of the forest; she could be anywhere, hiding behind anyone of these trees waiting for night fall.

That's when I saw her, her creamy white skin was lying on the forest floor, her brown hair completely askew with pieces of leaf and twig stuck in it.

A small rumble came from my throat; it didn't dawn on me why she was there. I just saw her body and knew it wasn't supposed to be there. She was supposed to be lying in my bed not on the cold ground.

I came to her side in what felt like less then a second, my hand pawing at her hair doing my best to remove it from her face.

I starred at her "Bella, what are you going? Bella? Bella, what happened"?

She didn't answer me she just laid there, her eyes slightly open but not looking at anything in particular. One could practically mistake her for dead but I could hear a faint rasp breath come from her and her skin still held some body heat. I sat on the ground beside her and grabbed her shoulders pulling her into my lap.

Her face was smudged with dirt and her eyes seemed glazed over but her face didn't look pained, she looked lost and in a daze. I examined her as my hand pawned at her hair.

Her dress had been ripped straight down the middle and I could tell from the fabric of her bra that it had been cut from her. My entire body shook with rage. I could have knocked a tree down with a swipe of my had if I had tried.

Something had gone wrong, someone had touched my property. Someone touched my Bella.

I scanned her entire body looking for wounds and I saw on her soft belly lie a dried white film on her. I saw red, I was beyond any human from of anger, I felt animalistic, I wanted to run and rip someone's throat out.

A deep roar erupted from me, this sound could have shattered glass but Bella didn't move, her eyes didn't even shift.

Emmett and his girl soon arrived, cautiously.

They stood behind me without saying a word; they stood with fear, as they should.

I didn't know if I would wait to find the one who had done this or if I would rip apart the first body I saw.