so, hi. i fail.
two months.
but i've just been having high school issues... you know. all those issues high school is nothing without.
hahaha, but hey, here it is. to let you know, this'll be really different.
i'm not exactly sure where it's going though; i just sit down and type and this is what comes out.
so enjoy.
special thanks to Yuki and Aki, shy-but-strong64, BluePanda22311, LittleKuroNeko-nyan, and AStory2Tell. and of course to the alerts and favorites.
chapter three.
use somebody.
S A K U R A
through accepting limits.
march twenty-ninth.
i have to say, my new acquaintance, you have such a way with words.
i mean it.
so you're definitely right.
no, i'm not the only one that feels pain.
i know that.
i'm not a self-centered bitch, you know.
and i do think of other people's problems, too.
but it's my own problems i don't want to deal with.
answer me this.
what is the point of living when i can't go forward?
- S A K U R A
nine seventeen pm.
What he said was true enough.
But no one, and I mean no one, knows that I feel this way.
They all see a happy, bubbly pink-haired freaking spaz, and they assume everything's just fine and dandy.
Well.
Guess what?
It's not.
But no one that I know personally has to know that.
However, he really thinks that I could be as self-absorbed so as to think that my problems are more important?
Especially when no one even freaking knows?
Bitch. Please.
G A A R A
don't let go.
march thirtieth.
whoa.
obviously you took it the wrong way even though i told you not to.
must i explain myself again?
i never said you only think of yourself.
but thinking of others is a helpful distraction.
next time, read it right.
i don't want any girl bitch fits.
especially from over the internet.
living is going forward.
time goes forward, you get older.
soon you'll realize that.
-gaara.
three forty-three pm.
Girls.
They are a confusing gender.
Especially this particular girl.
I don't enjoy being confused.
It's... Irritating.
I've always been rather smart.
So I don't like not knowing things, especially simple things such as this.
She's a lucky person.
I'm not ready to give up on her just yet.
S A K U R A
hello fascination.
march thirtieth.
well, how'd you expect me to take it?
you dork.
and, you know, i just reread your post.
"prioritizing" is not the same as "distracting."
so i had a perfectly good reason to bitch fit.
but you know, as nice as that sounds, i don't want you to tell me about it.
show me.
and maybe, we should start by getting to know each other?
- S A K U R A
four thirteen pm.
Hmph.
The dumbass.
As far as I'm concerned, his word choice is lacking.
But he's certainly interesting enough.
And I feel so stupid!
Having a discussion about these ideas and thoughts so personal to me and not asking about him?
Wooow.
Hopefully he'll be willing to.
please review.
