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Edward came out looking as perfect as ever. He was wearing a pair of dark grey jeans, and a black button up long sleeve shirt. His bronze hair was in a perfect disarray around his head. It was messy, but perfect.
I smiled in envy at the simple fact that Edward was mine, and I was his. He possessed half of my heart, as I possessed half of his. Every time he left my side I felt incomplete, I felt as though I was missing a part of myself. And only when we were together again I was able to felt whole and complete, like the real, whole, me.
He stretched out his strong hand and wrapped it around my slender waist, all the while staring down at me with that crocked smile that sets my heart on fire.
"You ready to go?"
"In a minute," I answered, before throwing my arms around his neck and standing on my tiptoes to reach his lips.
His lips were flawlessly smooth as they moved in synchronization with mine, almost as though they were antagonistic muscles, each complimenting, and helping the others movements. The kiss started the same but as it progressed he somehow found a way to deepen the kiss even further.
After a couple of minutes we were both breathless, we parted our lips from each other's, and I rested my foreheadagainst his forehead. We were both breathing harder than usual.
"Now I'm ready," I breathed against his lips, my words coming out sweet and soft.
His lips found their way to mine again, and placed the sweetest of kisses against my glittery lips.
We were both smiling as we walked towards Edwards silver Volvo. I was still trapped against Edward's side by his strong supportive arm, holding me around my waist and against his side.
The ride to, the bitch, Rosalie Hale's house was extremely uncomfortable. I hadn't been to her house, let alone spoken to her, since that unfaithful evening. I do believe that it is exactly one year since that evening. But I will show no weakness. I will not miss out on this yearly tradition I have been and taken a part in it since I can remember. I promised myself that I would not let that night ruin everything.
"You sure you can go through with this?" Edward asked, his voice holding nothing but concern for me. He knew how hard this was going to be for me, he knows that I haven't spoken to, let alone seen, Jacob since he broke my heart.
"I think so," I replied in a shaky voice.
What was I going to do when I saw him? I definitely didn't want to talk to him, but then again at the same time I wanted to find out what he was thinking when he was sleeping with my best friend. Beyond all, I was just hoping that he wasn't going to be there, that way I had no chance of coming face to face with him. Don't get me wrong, I definitely do not have feelings for him anymore, I have found someone a hundred thousand times more worth than him.
"No matter what happens tonight you should know that I am there for you. I will always be there for you. Never doubt that." Edward promised me, his eyes blazing with sincerity flashed between my face and the road.
"I know. Thank you. I really don't deserve someone as good as you," I stated in a whisper.
Oh, how I knew those words were true. I knew I wasn't good enough for him, but as much as I knew this deep down my love for him is too strong for me to leave. He was my everything and I couldn't leave him. It would literally kill me to do so.
"Never say that Bella!" His once calm soothing voice flashed with anger. "You are better than I am! Better than I can ever be."
I really didn't feel like arguing with him so I said the three words that are able to make or break someone. I knew he would never break me, and I could never find the strength with in to break him.
"I love you," I told him honestly, the sincerity burning through my voice, wrapping the words in honesty and sincerity.
"Hmm… that's a coincidence, I know someone else who loves you as well," he teased me in a light tone, his eyes sparkling with mischief and trouble.
After a few minutes of comfortable silence we started up the driveway of the all to familiar place. One more bend and we will be in full view of the once beautiful house. The house was big and white. There are three levels, the ground level, the first story and the second story. It stood big and majestic against the night sky. The roses grown along the house spiral and crawl up the house in an attempt to get closer to the sun. The house as bright as its own light looked me straight in the eye, as if mocking me. This house contains a lot of my unpleasant memories that I try desperately to forget, although the thoughts seem as though they are forbidden to leave, permanently etched into my heart, mind, and soul.
Edward must have noticed my preoccupation because he gave my hand a gentle squeeze, bringing me out of my memories locked deep inside. He knows all my memories, but it doesn't mean I feel like sharing them all the time, its hard enough thinking about them, let alone voicing them.
"You sure you want to do this."
Protective, always protective. I thought to myself. He will protect me from anything, even if it means that he misses out on something, or if he has to put himself in harms way for me, I know he will, that scares me a little. I'm his first priority, I'm always put first which I'm grateful for. The true gentleman always stays at my side. My knight in shining amour.
"I'm sure," I spoke with as much confidence as I was able to muster up.
Edward opened my door for me and helped me out of the car. We were hit with the beats of the music, swirling themselves around the air until they reached your ears. They weren't too loud but with each step I took, closing the distance towards the house, they became louder and louder. The song playing was un familiar to me but seemed to have a good beat and the male singer had a good voice, not as good as Edward, but still good.
Together we walked hand in hand towards the wooden door of the white mansion. The door was a chestnut colour with a golden handle, and positioned in the middle of the door there was the golden lion with the ring you use for knocking, situated in his mouth.
"I love you," Edward whispered before leaning down and placing a gentle kiss on my lips.
Edward and I both knew there was no point in knocking; our knocks would be drowned out against the beat. Edward reached a strong, white hand out and wrapped his fingers around the handle, with a small twist of his hand he began to push the door back until it was open.
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