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Beginning of the end?

It had been three days since the last time I had talked to Beast Boy. I had tried to avoid him lately, but that wasn't the thing that hurt me the most. The thing was that normally he would have said something to me by now, and now, he just didn't seem to care.

The door of my room slid open to allow my exit. I was heading for the common room. I needed to find Beast Boy. I needed to talk to him. Things could not stay this way.

The walk through the dim hallways seemed to be eternal. I walked tightly embracing myself for comfort. My walking paused when I passed by the room of a certain green boy. I felt a great pain in my chest and the need to cry. I fought back the tears as I resumed walking to the common room.

When I reached the two doors of the common room they slid open, but not for my entry, but for the exit of Beast Boy.

"Beast boy" I said softly, more like stating his name. I could hear pain in my own voice.

"Oh, hi, been awhile since we've talked" said Beast boy indifferently.

"Uh…yeah" I took a deep breath to take the courage to tell him what I needed to say "Uh…Beast boy?" I said timidly.

"Yeah?"

"Can I ask you something?"

"Sure…"

"Do you still care about me?" I asked softly, my voice breaking slightly. I could feel the huge emptiness within me as I asked the question.

"Um…" he seemed like he was thinking, this hurt me more "Yeah, why do you ask?"

"Uh… I don't know, because…it doesn't seem like it" I said almost in a whisper as my voice shook.

"Why doesn't it seem like it?"

"I don't know…because…you're not the same anymore…"

"Hmmm" he looked like he was thinking again "in what way?"

"I don't know…like you're distant now, you seem almost indifferent"

He was silent.

Silence. How I hated silence now. I felt my body begin to shake, it wasn't a shiver. I was shaking in fear. My breathing became uneven as I desperately tried to control myself before falling apart in front of him.

The end, it felt to near, I could almost touch it, but I felt like running away. I felt like ripping out my heart and not feeling anything.

Silence. When was it going to end? My heart ached too much to keep standing his attitude.

"Really?" he said quite confused as he broke the silence.

"Yeah, since those two weeks that we didn't talk…you changed. You're different, and it hurts so much."

"Why does it hurt you?"

I was silent. What did he mean why did it hurt me? Did he not care? Does he not understand how I cared?

"Because…I-I love you and it hurts when you're so indifferent…" I said softly as I looked at the floor. My voice was shaking too much and I felt an urge to release the tears that were trying to fight their way out of my eyes.

"Well, I'm fine. I don't know what the hell bothers you."

My eyes widened as I processed his words. Why was he speaking like this to me?

I inhaled a couple of uneven breaths as I shut my eyes tightly restricting the pain from showing.

"What bothers me is, that you've changed, you don't seem to care about anything anymore…you're indifferent…"

I couldn't stand this pain anymore I wanted to go running into my room. Cry alone. Alone how I felt.

"Indifferent, how?"

"That you don't care about anything…you're indifferent"

"That I don't care about anything?" I felt anger coming from him "If I didn't care I wouldn't be here don't you think?"

"Yeah…" I said my voice slightly shaking "…but you're distant now."

"Damn, well sorry. I'll try to not be like that…" he paused for a brief second "Sorry for not being like before."

Those words somehow didn't make me feel better. They actually made me feel worse. I felt a lie under those words and no sincere meaning to the word sorry.

"I don't want you to say sorry, I only want you to understand and change…"

"I don't know maybe I just lost the habit of talking to you so…yeah…"

That was his great excuse? That didn't even make sense, if I knew him, he would be all over me, excited about him being back and seeing me again.

"I don't know…" I paused as I fought back the tears "just try to change…please…"

He was silent.

Silence, how I hated silence. It was really starting to get to me.

The black hole of emptiness that I felt within me expanded throughout my whole body. My body started shaking even stronger as I felt myself to soon lose control.

"I don't get what you want me to do…"

"Sweeter? Like you were before…" I said, though it sounded like a plea. I could no longer keep the pain inside. I heard a lamp explode nearby.

"I don't know. It doesn't come to me anymore to be like that."

That was the end of my control. The window of the hallway exploded and thousands of glass pieces shattered.

The light bulb that was above Beast Boy broke and almost fell on top of him if it weren't that he evaded it.

One single drop of tear slid down my cheek slowly making a path that soon other tears would follow.

"Have you changed so much in two weeks that you don't even care anymore?" my voice shook as I pleaded.

"Why the fuck, do you keep saying that I don't care about anything anymore!?" he yelled anger consuming him.

Another window exploded as glass shattered and scattered everywhere.

Another single tear drop escaped my eye following the same path the last tear had left.

"Because that's how it feels when you're acting so…distant!" I cried, literally crying because I burst into tears.

"Well I don't know, but I have to go, Robin assigned me night patrol. Bye." He said in a cold flat tone as he turned into a hawk and flew out the window that was now shattered.

I stared at the window processing what had just happened.

I fazed through the floor and transported myself into my room and fell to the ground as I was trying to reach my bed.

Too many tears raced down my cheeks and pain invaded every inch within me. My eyes were stained red as well as my nose and my cheeks. I lay on the floor as I sobbed. I embraced myself and curled up into a fetus position.

I could hear books falling from their shelves and glass shattering.

My breathing was heavy, uneven, broken. Broken, how I felt inside. I was unable to control myself, the pain was too much. I knew I loved Beast Boy, but I never knew how deep in me he really was. I felt like everything was lost.

A cold feeling spread throughout my body as my body shook uncontrollably in an unnatural way. I could feel that I was about to have a panic attack. My eyes searched throughout my dark and cold room rapidly.

How I hated to think that everything was lost. How I hated to think that everything he promised to me would now be a lie. How I hated this.

Now, more than ever I could feel the end so close. Like it was right next to me waiting for the right time to enter. To break me apart. To break my heart.

Could this really be the beginning of the end?

To be continued…


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