Edward POV:
I rolled over pulling her perfect little body towards mine and she ground her sexy ass into my groin. "Mmm…god, Bella. You feel so good baby." I moaned but something suddenly didn't feel so right anymore, she felt different against me. Something was wrong, I buried my face in her hair trying to get closer to her. She smelled…different?
"Mmm… Eddy baby, oh yes I haven't felt you this hard in weeks." Fucking Tanya. How the hell did I end up letting her stay last night? I had been waking up to visions of Bella for over two weeks now and this morning a perfectly good dream was ruined by Tanya opening her mouth.
I pulled my hands back and rolled off my bed telling Tanya to get up I was running late and we had to go.
"Come on baby, you've hardly touched me in two weeks I may have to look elsewhere if you don't soon put out." She teased.
"Don't let me hold ya back." I muttered.
"Edward! How could you say that, I wouldn't dream of going anywhere else."
"Tanya please, you do at every party we go to."
"So do you! So don't throw it in my face." She yelled.
"I'm not and the parties were always your idea. I don't think I want to go to anymore actually."
She jumped up wrapping her arms around me and I couldn't help but admire her tight little ass in my mirror as my shirt that she wore to bed rode up high on her hips. She started grinding her hips against my groin and her bare pussy slid up and down my shaft. She was already so wet for me I thought to myself while kneading her bottom, I was sure I could quickly blow one off in a few minutes as it had been weeks.
I reached into my nightstand quickly grabbing a condom and slipping it on then grasped her hips lifting her so I could slide into her, the second I was completely sheathed in her she started moaning my name telling me she was so happy I was choosing to be with only her.
"Oh yes Edward…just you and me. No more parties baby, god I love feeling your cock in me." I was losing my erection fast cause she wouldn't shut up so I slid her shirt up and lowered my head taking her nipple into my mouth and using one finger to massage her other hole knowing that she'd tighten all too quickly around my dick for better friction.
"Yes Edward, yes…fuck I love you! Oh yes baby…tell me you love me baby…" And it's gone…I was hard as a rock just dreaming of Bella but I have my dick in my girlfriend and she wants an I love you from me and I'm soft as fuck.
"What the hell Edward? I'm not done." She said as I slid her off of me.
"I think it's pretty obvious that I'm not in the mood Tanya. Look, I think you misunderstood anyway which might be what happened here because I don't want to mislead you."
"What the fuck are you going on about?"
"We've been on and off for so long because in reality we really just don't work together. When I said I don't want to go to the parties anymore I was also getting at the fact that we are not working, we tried the parties as a way to fix things and well I'm just not interested." She was staring at me like I had two heads or something.
"What I mean to say is that I'm not interested in being in a relationship where we need to involve other parties just to be satisfied with one another."
"Fuck you, Edward!" She spat hauling off and slapping me across the face. "This is because of her isn't it? You still say her fucking name in your sleep!"
"Tanya, this has nothing to do with anyone but us. We've had this argument already and I'm not having it again."
"You can deny it all you want but you've never stayed with a girl the whole time, christ you were even late coming down and don't you think for a moment that it has escaped my mind that you've barely touched me since her. Shit, other then a few very chaste kisses this is the first we've really touched and you couldn't even fucking keep it up!" She screeched gesturing to my extremely deflated manhood.
"Whatever, I'm not arguing with you, the fact remains the same. It just isn't working, we need to move on now. "I felt like an ass but we'd been off and on since College and she knew as well as me that we were more often off even when we were on if that makes any sense at all.
The rest of the conversation did not go very well either, there were tears, a few more slaps and a whole lot of name calling but in the end we finally came to a mutual understanding: we were over. That's it, that's all and I knew in my heart that this time it was permanent and for the best.
I was very nearly late for my shift at the hospital and was cornered by my sister Rose within my first hour, Tanya really worked fast. Rose most have been her first phone call when she left this morning, they had hit it off almost immediately when I first introduced them.
They had a lot in common the two largest similarities being that there were probably no two bigger stuck up bitches in the world and they were both very materialistic, it was always money and having the best of the best. I think part of me always knew that I was more about money and status with Tanya, she didn't really love me she loved the thought of being the wife of Dr. Edward Cullen.
"Edward Anthony Cullen, what the hell have you done? Tanya is a fucking mess."
"No she's not Rose, she likes to play the victim and you know that but she and I are both very well aware of the fact that our relationship has run it's course. Now I'm very busy Rose as should you be, don't you have patients to attend to?"
"You're an asshole, she has given you so many years of her life all she wants is for you to love her, to be you wife and have a family with you. Call her, you fucked up but you can fix this."
"You have no clue what your talking about Rose but just so you know, if it matters at all, I do not want any of those things. Not with her anyway and I promise you that the moment she has some other rich man on her arm, I won't matter one bit because she doesn't want those things with me specifically but with anyone with a trust fund that will have her." I know I sounded harsh but it was all true.
"That's who she is Rose, end of story."
"You really are a dick, Edward. Do what you want I don't really give a shit but don't come crying to me when she won't take you back." She said turning away from me she would probably call my mother immediately looking for mom to back her and Tanya.
Little did she know that mom had told me how she really felt about Tanya during one of our many break ups when she thought we were finally done for good. Mom would be more than pleased with my recent decision.
I spent the next two days working longer than usual shifts and barely sleeping but still seeing Bella's face in my dreams. I have no idea what was going on or how it happened but I couldn't get her out of mind.
I kept thinking that maybe I just needed to have her one more time or something, anything so that my life could finally return to normal. It was like she had reached in grabbing a hold of my very soul and refused to let go.
This woman, this stranger had somehow become a part of me and all I really knew about her was that her name was Bella and she's both clumsy and beautiful as hell. Oh and there is also the one small detail, she's married.
Today has been an exceptionally busy day, my shift has been filled with one emergency after another with no real time for a break. It had finally died down and I was famished, I was due to clock out in the next thirty minutes barring any unforeseen major accidents or something that would leave the ER understaffed and require I stay.
It was after four and I was making a hasty retreat from the hospital I quickly decided to hit the little bistro on the corner before heading home. I looked up reading the sign as I entered the restaurant, La Bella Italia. How had that really not occurred to me before now? There really was no escaping her.
The host greeted me and led me to small table in the back, there weren't too many other people seated near my table. An older couple, two young women, a small brunette woman seated by herself and a booth with two men and a woman.
I ordered one my favourite meals from here, Mushroom Ravioli and a water. I had been seated there waiting on my meal for five minutes or so when I again glanced around the restaurant my eyes stopping abruptly on the woman seated by herself.
She was looking directly at me as well, I closed my eyes shaking my head. This craziness had to stop, I was not only dreaming of her and thinking of her constantly but now I am imagining that I am actually looking at her.
'What has she done to me, what is this hold she has on me'
I opened my eyes and looked again and there she was, her head tilted slightly to the side with a small smile gracing her lips. I couldn't help the ridiculously huge and most likely goofy grin that appeared on my face.
She was here! I wanted to go to her, even just to say hi. I wanted to see if that same energy still flowed between us but I didn't want to intrude. We kept casting glances at each other and would each smile, while she on occasion blushed as she looked away.
My waiter brought my food and I suddenly remembered the flower vendor right outside of the restaurant so I quickly offered my waiter twenty dollars to run and grab a Hibiscus Rose, which I knew to mean - Delicate Beautyand place it on her table for me.
I watched a few moments later as he returned with the single rose and placed it on her table. She spoke to him briefly and he gestured towards me causing Bella to look my way again, she blushed as she caught my eye and I winked at her before digging into my dinner.
"It's so nice to see you again, Edward." I looked up to see Bella was standing next to my table with my rose in her hand.
"Yes, you too. I was rather…delighted when I noticed you sitting there. Please join me, at least for a few moments if you can."
"Sure." I didn't have a chance of pulling her chair out for her as she quickly did so on her on. "I wanted to thank you for flower, it's lovely thank you."
"Your welcome, it was my pleasure. So how have you been Bella?"
She seemed to hesitate tilting her head to one side before answering. "Good, I've been good. How about you?"
"Works been crazy the last few days, I've been tired really but you know I'm suddenly feeling great actually, now that I have such wonderful company." I said winking at her.
We talked for close to a half hour before I paid the bill and we exited the restaurant. I ended up telling her that I hadn't been able to get her out of my mind since we met, and she admitted to thinking about me as well.
We never discussed it but the energy between us was back in full force and I know we both felt it.
The whole thing felt so awkward, here I was practically obsessed with her and needing to know her better yet I couldn't bring myself to ask for a number or anything I could contact her at.
It was obvious neither of us wanted to walk away from the other, we just kept making ridiculously stupid conversation before I finally grew some balls.
"Bella, I know this may be out of line but I've really enjoyed seeing you again and I…well I don't want you to go yet. Would you be interested in coming to my place for a little while, I don't live far and I promise to be on my best behaviour." I said laughing lightly
She agreed seeming both excited and apprehensive at the same time. The walk to my condo was silent as Bella walked close to my side gently rolling the stem of the rose between two fingers.
Part of me was beginning to wonder if inviting her had been a mistake as no words were spoken. Maybe she had felt like she had to say yes…but that made no sense.
I decided to just not think about it for now, I wanted to see her, needed to really and here she was coming to my home.
Of course there would be a little awkwardness given the circumstances of how we met and this being our very next encounter.
"I guess it's pretty convenient for you living so close to the hospital, how long have you lived here?" Bella asked as we entered the lobby of my building.
"Yes, it is. I like that I can just walk a few blocks instead of having to drive across town. I bought the unit close to two years ago now, it has a spectacular view. I fell in love with it the moment I first looked out the window."
"Nice, I'm kind of in the Suburbs I guess but I'm looking at a few places in the city at the moment, that's what I was actually finishing up today before I stopped to eat."
"Well I'm glad you needed a little nourishment, or I may not have run into you." I was saying as I unlocked the door to my condo. Bella seemed impressed commenting on the décor.
"My mom, she's an interior designer so she kind of took over but I would say that she did a good job bringing a little of my personality into the place. So, your moving?" I asked just glad to see that the tension seemed to finally break between us.
"Yeah, I…I felt it was time for a change." She didn't elaborate and I didn't question further.
I smiled causing Bella to blush knowing she'd been caught with her eyes roaming over my body.
"See anything you like?"
"I…ah, I was just wondering if there were anything that you don't look quite so…well perfect in.
I laughed looking down realizing that I was still in my scrubs as I normally wait until I am home and showered to change.
"I'm sure there are a few things that would not suit me, but I must point out that you are quite the picture of perfection yourself."
She blushed a deeper shade of red, watching me as I pulled two wine glasses out pouring us both some wine then offering her one. We sat in comfortable silence for a moment before she spoke.
"So, it was kind of weird running into each other. Has it happened to you before…I mean running into someone you have met at a…um party?"
"No, never. I've never come across someone after but as I said I had only been to a few and I won't be going to anymore."
"Yeah, me neither. Not that I didn't ah…well you know, not that it wasn't enjoyable I just can't…" She said trailing off.
"Me too." I told her giving her a small smile as I reached out to gently squeeze her hand "And I'm quite happy with having the opportunity to see you again."
The spark was there in spades between us as I touched her and we both looked from our hands to one another's eyes more than once, finally acknowledging the sensational yet odd feeling for the first time.
Her eyes were suddenly darker and I recognized that same lust filled look that I am sure she was also seeing harboring in my one eyes.
We were both slowly leaning towards each other, experiencing the same gravitational pull with our eyes locked on the others. Our lips gently came together and my entire body exploded with excitement, she was here, this was really happening and not just one of my dreams.
We wrapped our arms around each other and began to deepen our kiss, she moaned into my mouth and my length suddenly hardened. I wanted her, she wanted me.
Her hands travelled my body as we kissed with wild abandonment, sucking, nipping and licking at each other as our tongues intertwined. We were both already near naked in front of the other and I don't even recall when we had started to rip each others clothes off.
I picked her up and her legs immediately wrapped around my waist, I could hardly handle the feeling of her hot center as she ground against my length even through her panties and my boxers.
I walked us through my home to my bedroom and gently laid her on my bed my hands immediately reaching to remove the only piece of material still covering her body. I slid her panties down her legs tossing them across my room and then let pulled down my boxers letting them to fall to the floor climbing up my bed.
I licked, kissed nipped and caressed my way up her exquisite legs until I came to her wet folds, I was so far fucking gone that I need to be in her but I just had to taste her again even just briefly.
I licked her folds from bottom to top gliding up and over her sweet nub with a long, slow stroke a few times groaning loudly as she hissed at me.
"Oh god Edward please!"
"Please what baby? Is this what you want?" I panted as I ran my fingers up her slick folds and pushed two in, pumping slowly.
"Oh god yes…n no, I mean no I want to feel you in me, please!"
I climbed further up her body taking her nipple into my mouth while my fingers continued to pump in an out of her. I looked up at Bella and our eyes locked again as I grabbed the base of my cock and rubbed it slowly along her slit. I hissed at the pleasure as she bucked her hips up toward my cock.
She was already writhing below me and I gently pressed my hand to her stomach holding her down. "I want you so fucking bad!" I growled.
"I want you too, please. Please just fuck me now!"
At her command I thrust into her in one powerful stroke, I thrust in and out repeatedly as she called out my name begging me to give it to her harder and faster, I, of course had no problem complying with her request. I was loving the feel of being inside of her and the sounds of our bodies skin on skin smacking together with more force then I had ever used before.
She met me thrust for thrust wanting more. "Yes, fuck yes Edward!" She screamed.
"Fuck baby! Your so tight and wet…uunnnggghh." I groaned into her neck before claiming her lips in an intense kiss, sucking her bottom lip in between my teeth.
I reached down between us and started to rub small circles around her clit causing her walls to tighten and her juices to flow around my already throbbing cock. We fell over the edge together exploding inside and around one another.
"Fuck Bella, that was amazing." I moaned before pulling out of her, rolling over taking her with me, cradling her in my arms and surprisingly falling asleep almost instantly.
I woke hours later to a darkened room hugging my pillow hating that what felt so much like a reality had yet been another fucking dream. I was again alone in my bed while visions of Bella danced in my head.
I climbed out bed and only briefly wondered how I had come to be completely naked and not at least in my boxers. I was half way to the bathroom when I realized that I was spent, my body had that post sex ache and I was definitely a little sticky.
That's when something caught my eye, sexy little blue coloured panties! That brought me out of my sleep induced haze. She was here, it wasn't one of my fucking dreams.
I quickly walked from room to room with no sign of Bella. My heart sank…she was gone. Why? She didn't leave a note, a number, last name, nothing.
I'm right fucking back where I started…
A/N: SM owns everything, but the plot!
A/N: Next chapter we'll learn why Bella left and what changes exactly is she making in her life… Thanks to all that are reading and don't forget to check out my other Twilight fic 'Once Upon A One Night Stand' which will be updated today as well!
