Chapter Two: What You Own
Chapter Three: Save Us
"Whoa, I fell just like we're losing control, but if you let go, I'll let go tonight."
-Metro Station "Control"
"Her tears slow and I hear a faint voice whisper, 'We need to talk.'"
Bella POV
This was the conversation I was dreading, sure talking with Carlisle was awkward but he didn't know the whole story. Now it was just Edward and me sitting in the back of his car with nothing to keep us from the conversation that needed to happen. We couldn't continue this silence forever.
"I'm sorry Bella, this is completely my fault and I understand if you never want to talk to me again," Edward said breaking the silence.
"Edward, it's not your fault this happened. You may be the reason I'm pregnant but I don't blame you. You saved me, if it wasn't for you that idiot Mike Newton would have raped me and I would be carrying his child not yours. If you need to blame someone blame Jessica for throwing the stupid party or whoever messed with our drinks. Blame Mike for god's sake but don't blame yourself, you saved me."
At that moment even a monkey could tell we were both thinking back to the same night months ago that irreversibly changed our lives.
Flashback: Jessica's Party
I don't really remember much from that night only a few moments that seemed important. I remember riding up to Jessica's cousin's house in the same car we sat in now.
Normally we don't drink, but at this party there wasn't much of an option. The next thing I remember was realizing that whatever I was drinking was much stronger than what I intended to drink and that drink certainly wasn't my last.
I stayed by Edward's side for most of the night but the one time we got separated nearly got me raped. Mike Newton came on to me the second he saw Edward was away. I may have been drunk but it was obvious Mike had so much more than me.
He latched onto my arm and tried to coax me away from the party and in the general directon of a bedroom. Edward, my savior, grabbed my other arm pulling me away from Mike claiming I was his.
And I thought I was free until Mike pulled back and demanded proof that I was really there with Edward.
The next thing I knew Edward's lips were on mine. Even if I was drunk I could still tell that kissing Edward was the best experience in my life.
Sometime in the middle of that wonderful kiss Mike got bored and left but Edward and I continued our kiss. We downed a few more drinks and I remember dancing with Edward in a way that would make any sober person cringe.
The rest of the night was a blur and lost to both mine and Edward's minds.
I do remember waking up in a nondescript hotel room with a pounding headache and Edward's arm wrapped around my waist. I have slept in the same bed as Edward many times so I wasn't freaked out until I saw our clothes strewn about the room and realized that I was naked.
I nudged Edward awake and watched as he slowly noticed our arrangement. The room was so silent you could hear a mouse blink. We stared at each other in silent recognition of the fact that our relationship would never be the same again.
I was never good with awkward and this was awkward twice the size of the moon.
Eventually we both got dressed and regained the ability to talk coherently. We settled how to handle this situation from opposite sides of the room. The event that took place the night before never happened and it would never be talked about.
Authors Note: I'm sorry. Don't kill me. This chapter should have been up more than two months ago and this is less than a third of what chapter three was supposed to be but I've been really busy at various camps and I took drivers training. The rest will be up whenever I get around to typing it up. If anyone was confused Edward and Bella got drunk at Jessica's party and had sex. I'm 15 and haven't ever gotten drunk been to a party like mentioned in the story. If you want go to the video for the song Control by Metro Station, it's how I pictured Jessica's party. I won't make any changes to my ideas for the story because of breaking dawn.
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