Chapter 1! Finally! My chapters will be short but there will be many chapters too. Enjoy!

P.S: Utau is 25.

Kukai is 25.

Amu is 24.

Ikuto is 27.

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The Phrase

I opened my eyes, I was staring at the white ceiling. Where am I and why am I here?

Was this heaven? No people who commit suicide go to hell. I looked at my self. I was dressed in white and there was a bandage on my left arm. I tried and moved my left arm. It didn't hurt, I guess I can take it out now.

I slowly un-bandaged my arm and flexed my fingers. I get it, I was in a hospital. I looked around the white room. It was a suite, I can tell; a celebrity suite.

I tried to get out of my bed but my head hurt like crazy. I must still be recovering or something. Did I hit my head?

Some nurses came in and started asking me so many questions all at the same time. "Stop!" I shouted. The nurses one by one left the room until only one was left.

"I'm Mizuki and I'll be your nurse for your stay." She said with a smile. "Why am I here and who brought me here?" I said demandingly. She seemed frightened for a second then answered me politely. "You're here because you fell into the lake in Misaki Park and a man who claimed to be your friend brought you here."

"What friend?" I asked. "The brown-haired man." "Which brown-haired man?" "The one who's outside right now." "Send him in." I ordered.

The nurse walked out and talked to someone outside. In a few seconds, there was a knock on my door. "Come in." I called.

"Yo!" a familiar voce said. "Souma…" I said menacingly. "No need to get mad. I saved you right?" "Have you any idea that I didn't want to be saved?!" I screamed at him.

"No sorry. How's celebrity life?" he asked me. "How's Amu?" I asked back. "She's fine. I thought you see her everyday, since she and Ikuto are now married." He told me. "Nice to see you're updated." I told him.

I climbed out of my bed. I wobbled a bit and almost fell but Souma caught me. "Let go of me!" I cried. "Sorry, but you almost fell. Shouldn't you say thank you?"

He let go of me and I grimaced. My head stopped hurting a few minutes ago.

"What were you doing in the park?" he asked me. "I slipped when I was looking at the moon." I replied.

"There was no moon that night." Shot! He knew there was no moon that night. "Maybe I slipped on a rock." "All around the lake, it's grass no rocks at all." I grimaced. He sat on the bed. "Why did you want to commit suicide?"

"Because I hate being praised. I've been raised in a way where if you're praised that means you've been doing excessively good which is bad. But if you're not praised that means you're not doing good at all and that's even worse!" He gave me a confused look. "I know, it's confusing. I didn't understand it at first too.

"Besides, celebrity life is all pressure. Fans or no fans, hits or no hits. And having an almost always drunk manager is not good." He sweat-dropped and chuckled. "It's not funny!" I protested.

"I know. But it's funny to think the invincible Utau can get scared by pressure." He laughed wiping tears from his eyes.

I hmph-ed right when the doctor came in. "Hoshina-san, you're free to go today." He said. "Thanks." A nurse handed me my clothes and pointed to the restroom.

I walked and changed. When I came out Souma was sitting on the bed listening to his iPod.

When he saw me, I'm sure I saw a blush on his face. "Wow, Utau-chan, you look amazing." I looked at my outfit. Just a yellow t-shirt with some sparkles and a long skirt with some flowers embroidered in it.

I think I could feel a blush creeping onto my face. I quickly turned away. "Baka…" I mumbled.

"You want a ride home?" he asked. "Nah. My Ferrari's in the park. Just drop me of there." I said. "Ok."

I stepped outside the room. "I'll go pay for my stay." I said. "Don't need to. The secretary was one of my fans. She said she owns the place so she let you stay for free, since I asked her." He explained.

"Being an international soccer star does have its ups and downs." I murmured to myself. "Downs?" Souma asked. "Ya to be hated by super stars like me." "Why may I ask?" "I didn't want to be saved! I wanted to die right then and there." I said.

He put his hand on my shoulder. "Utau live your life. Please for me and Amu and all your other friends. You still want that ride to the park?"

"No, I need time to clear my head." I walked away. I heard him sigh and whisper something inaudible.

I walked to the park, it wasn't that far.

"It's Hoshina Utau!" I heard somebody shout. Cameras started flashing and screams and shouts were heard.

I reach the park and threw the stalkers a death glare. They yelped and ran away.

I sighed. I hate celebrity life. I walked to my Ferrari and started the engine.

I sped away and finally I reached my house. "Utau! Welcome home. Where were you yesterday?" Ikuto asked. I completely ignored him.

I went to my room and locked the door. I lay on my bed. I thought of what he said to me.

The three words kept on repeating inside my head until finally, I fell asleep.

Live Your Life

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I hope you all enjoyed. I'll update this story every Saturday maybe. Wish me luck in writing!

-Keitorin-chan