I'm sorry everyone. I haven't updated in 2-3 weeks. I've been busy.

Utau: More like lazy.

Kei: 2 words one and the same.

Anyways on with the story!!

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The Truth; About What?!

Mune ni yadoru atsuki suisei wa hajima-

"I'm sorry. I just can't do it." I said through the microphone. My manager groaned. As much as she'd like to, she couldn't be drunk today. Today, we're recording my new album and I still wanted to die.

"Utau, I know you're tired. We all are. Please bear with us. Do it for the fans." She sympathized. I sighed. I guess I have to do it. Fan no tame ni. (A/N: That means 'for the fans')

The music started playing and I think I can do it this time. I sang the whole song. I made some mistakes but that's understandable cuz this is my first time singing this fast song.

I guess I should thank Souma. He did save my life.

I finished the song and earned some claps. "That was great for a first time Utau!" said Muranishi-san my dance instructor said. "Thanks." I simply murmured. "Song number 2 INNOCENT STARTER 3…2…1… GO!"

I sang this song I personally like. It was in moderate speed and I could dance to it. Another round of applause.

Thank you Souma!

5 hours later…

"Finally, we're through!" Sanjo-san sighed. "I can finally get drunk!" I'm so glad we finished the whole album. I can't wait to sing it in front of my fans.

"Can we celebrate?" I tried to say. All eyes were on me. I tried again, no voice came out at all.

"I guess we'll have to postpone the release." Muranishi said "The dancing could've been perfect!" he wailed. Then he gave me a sketchpad. "Use this to communicate."

'Arigatou' I wrote. "No problem" Muranishi answered back.

I walked sadly out of the recording studio. I headed for the park sketchpad in hand. I guess Misaki Park is now where I consider my sadness spot.

Lots of people took pictures and stuff, but I didn't care in the least.

When I arrived at Misaki Park, I sat on a bench facing the lake.

Maybe I should try suicide again. But I can't after what he said to me. He… That's it! Maybe if I tell my problems, I'll feel better.

I felt a soft tap on my shoulder, I turned to see who I wanted to see. "Yo!" he greeted. I glared.

"Not thinking about suicide again right?" he said acting like he didn't see my glare. 'No more suicide for me.' I wrote. "What happened to your voice?" he asked me. 'Sang 5 hours straight. My throat hurts.' "So you'll have to postpone the release?" he said which sounded like a question, I think.

'How did you know?' "Sorry but I eavesdropped." He admitted while rubbing the back of his head. 'STALKER!' I wrote. "No they are." He said while pointing to some people behind a bush watching us as if we were the most interesting thing in the world.

'Can you get rid of them? I hate stalkers.' "Sure." He said and walked away. I saw him whisper something to them and they yelped and ran away like scared babies.

Souma came back with 4 cameras and 3 notepads then he dumped them in the lake. "Feel better now, Utau-koi?" he said in a lovey-dovey tone. Wait, what did he just call me?!

'I am not your girlfriend!!' I wrote. "I know.:

We just sat there, watching the lake. "Have you ever noticed how th-" "KUKAI!!!!!" a voice called out. "Oh no, Sayuri." Kukai murmured.

A brown-haired girl came running towards us. "Kukai, where have you been? What boyfriend doesn't have time to be with their girlfriend?" she whined. Boyfriend-Girlfriend. She said boyfriend.

"Utau, it's not what you think, she decided this on her own." Kukai told me. "No silly. When I say Boyfriend and Girlfriend, both are supposed to agree." Sayuri whined. "that's the point, I never agreed to this. I like someone else." Kukai said. Then, Sayuri fake-cried then Kukai stiffened. I guess he couldn't resist it. I have to admit it, it looked pretty convincing.

"Don't cry." Kukai soothed. 'Can you call Sanjo-san to bring my Ferrari here?' I wrote while holding my phone towards him. He sighed and grabbed my phone.

"Yo, Sanjo-san, Utau wants her Ferrari here in Misaki Park. Yeah Thanks." He conversed then gave the phone back to me.

In twenty seconds, my Ferrari was in front of me. "Utau what's wrong? I thought it was urgent." Sanjo said. 'I wanna go home! DX' I wrote. I can sound so baby-ish sometimes, even though I'm not saying anything at the moment.

As I sped away, I caught a glimpse of the two love-birds. Sayuri was holding onto Souma's hand as if it was the last thing on earth to grasp. And as for Souma, he grimaced.

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Minna, thanks for reading! I appreciate it. I feel sleepy… Thanks for being with me while I make this story. Reviews are appreciated.

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-Keitorin-chii~

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