Well, here we go the final chapter of the LP trilogy. THIS IS NOT THE END OF LIVE YOUR LIFE, just the LP things. This is my favorite part! DOZO!

The LP Park (part 3)

Here am I am… in the planetarium. The line was long, I mean really long. I can't even imagine. I wonder if I could get into the VIP entrance. I'll try my luck.

I walked to the VIP entrance located at the west of the structure. I took of my disguise right before I came into view of the guards at the entrance. They looked startled as they saw me.

"Hoshina Utau?! Come right in!" They ushered my inside and led me to a VIP viewing box. Heh, it looks like the Coliseum. Except it has a black sky instead of a roof. Well, I guess you can call that a roof.

A voice came on from the speakers, "Welcome everyone to the Love Planetarium! Hope you're with your loved ones because the show starts now!" So that's what LP stands for.

Wait, so why did Kukai bring me here? He never told me. He could've wanted to say something but I ran away from him. Man, I wish he was here right now. Did I just say that?! Impossible, I'm pretty sure that was someone else. Yeah, an alien that crept into my mind. Who am I kidding, I just said that.

The show starts with the sky portraying an orange sky. Sunset, I'm sure. Suddenly and very slowly, a rainbow creeps its way into the sky. In a few seconds it stretches all across the sky. The sight is absolutely breath-taking. Slowly, the rainbow disappears and the gradually turns dark. A lot of starts start to appear. Each and every single star is a part of constellation. Some are real, some a made up but all of them are as beautiful as can be. Each has a name below it. My favorite one was 'The Stage.' It consisted of a stage, of course hence the name, and a crowd. It reminded me of my life. It's true, my life is a stage. Everyone's watching since I'm a pop idol.

The constellations disappear one by one, 'The Stage' being the last. A flock of white shadows shaped like birds fly pass bringing with them a new set of stars in all kinds of shapes and colors, the biggest one being the red heart in the middle. A heart that represents love, the thing I was very, very, very bad at. How I wish life could be a relaxing stroll in the park. It make my life a lot easier; no drama, no problems, more specifically, love problems.

The big heart seemed to draw the other stars to it. One by one, it absorbs the different stars gradually making it bigger until it covers the whole sky. Words start appearing inside the heart, 'I Love You, and I always will…' Such beautiful words really. I feel kinda sad that I'm watching this by myself.

The same flocks of birds attach themselves to the heart and start dragging it away. Another flock come and bring with them more stars. The stars start forming people. The people move and then I realize they're telling the life story of a boy who found love. It was nice and touching. There were hardships for him but in the end he was able to stay with his love until they died. The stars rearrange themselves so that they spell the words 'Where is the Love Today?' in a very nice font.

"It's true, where is the love? I mean there's war in the world and there are so many bad stuff that are happening." I turned to where the voice came from. I then found Kukai sitting beside me. I guess I was so caught up in watching the show, I didn't see him.

"I'm still not forgiving you." I told him sternly.

"What exactly did I do?" he asked.

"Like I'm telling you."

"Oh, c'mon! You have to tell me so I can fix it right?"

"I don't want you to fix it. It's completely fine the way it is now."

"But, I want to fix it and it is so not fine the way it is now."

"No, it's fine. You get your girls I get my peace, right?"

"What the heck do mean? I don't want any girl."

"Didn't seem like that?" I muttered. Luckily, there was no one else here in the VIP box. I could shout if I wanted to.

"You don't know how I feel. You have completely no idea how I feel." Kukai said.

"You don't know how I feel either."

"That's why I want you to tell me!"

"But I don't want to tell you!" We were shouting now. I just wanted to pour all my feelings out now.

"Then fine then. Just tell me why you're mad at me."

"You have figure out yourself."

"You aggravate me Utau, you have no idea how much you annoy me with your riddles and rhymes. Just tell me."

"You aggravate me too, you know? Giving me a silly phrase that I have no effing idea as to what it means."

"Never mind that then, just tell me what's wrong."

Silence…..

"It hurts me okay? It hurts me to see you flirting with other girls when I'm around. I don't know why, okay? I just feel it. I don't know what's happening to me. So please just leave and just leave me alo—"

I could feel his lips on mine and his arms around me. It lasted for only a few seconds but I could feel it.

"Utau, I love you, please just tell me." He said it with so much emotion, it hurt. I wiggled out of his grasp and ran out of the planetarium. Why must my life be so complicated?

Tears fell freely from my face. Why? Why? Why?! I ran and ran I didn't know where I was going until I found myself in my room, in my house. I don't even know how I got here.

Why, Kukai? Why, Souma Kukai? Why, Ramen Boy? Why do you have to make my life so complicated? Why?

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I Love You

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I know it's so short, but one day I'm gonna combine all the chapters for LP and you have one long chapter right? So, Kukai blurted out his feelings. I wonder how things will go now, huh? I know I'm also making Utau a little OOC but where's the fun in the story if they're not OOC? So, this chapter might be the most confusing of them all. Please bear with my confusing-ness? Until next time.

Keitorin-chii~*