I knew the moment your old man step on to my porch with your little hellion behind in toe. Saw you clutching your little brother's hand and looking around, daring the world to try and rip him away from you. I knew you were trouble.
Damn idjits, the lot of you. The Winchester boys are walkin' disasters, and when one shows up on your doorstep all you want to do is run or turn them away. I succeeded the first time. I told your daddy to get the hell off my property or I'd blow his head clean off.
But then you came, all earnest, and desperate. I could see it in you then and it was what drew me in. Hell what drew any of us in.
They Sammy is the soft hearted one. But those who say that have never seen your eyes when the ones you love are on the line.
There's enough love in you, boy, to drown the world. It's infectious, and painful; heart breaking in its intensity.
Damn your father for making you grow up so fast. Your heart's to big Dean. To big.
Big enough to look at this old fool and give a damn. I'm useless to you, worthless, at this time when you need me most. I'm stuck in this metal contraption. Bound to a chair!
But you still see worth in me, and every mornin' when I stare at my gun and my bullet, the ones I've laid aside to finally end it all, I remember that you still need me. That I promised I wouldn't leave you.
And I'm watchin' you Dean. I see the light in your eyes dyin'. That lost little boy that always hid behind your tough exterior come to the board.
He don't belong here, but he don't know that.
You finally realized how in over your head you are and your becomin' your own worst enemy.
I won't let you. You're stronger than this. Stronger than your daddy. Stronger than me.
You've forgotten that.
But I'll make you remember.
I won't leave you lost like your daddy did.
