Chapter 14:
(Still Jensen's POV)
The weeks flew by and we all got ready for prom. Matthew, Kyla, Rachel, Derek, Hayden and I have a lot of plans for that night together and separate. Together we are all pitching in money for a limo and going out to dinner. Then we are going to the prom. I have a suprize for Hayden and I am not telling him until after because I want it to be just us. Our parents got us a hotel room at a really nice resort and we get to stay there all day the next day for the pool and spa and whatever we want.
Right now all of us girls are getting ready in my room. After we got ready I snuck into my mom's room to tell her we are ready. I knocked and she told me to come in.
"Oh sweetie, you look beautiful!" she said and I smiled. I am wearing a floor length dress. It is multi colored and has sequence on it everywhere. Aunt Alice made me get it and Bethanie and Aunt Rose agreed it looked the best. My hair is in an updo to show off the back. It is curled with various pins in it. My make up is done to match my dress. I know all of this doesn't seem like it all goes together, but trust me, it does.
"Thank you. Umm..we are ready," I said and she nodded and grabbed Dad and got the camerea. I groaned and she just laughed and said that I have to do it. When we walked out Hayden's jaw dropped and I laughed and went over to give him a kiss.
"Hi," I said.
"Hello. You look so beautiful, Jensen."
"Thank you. I guess I could say you clean up nice yourself, but I already knew that. We have been to 2 homecomings together remember?"
"Of course I remember! It is just I will never get used to how beautiful you look in a dress."
"Whatever," I said and rolled my eyes. I pulled him by the hand so that we could get all of the pictures done and over with.
During the prom we were slow dancing and then we walked off because we were getting too tired and hott.
"So are you going to tell me what the suprize is?" he asked.
"No, not yet. But I promise it will be worth the wait," I said, hinting and he just smiled and nodded.
"Jensen, can I tell you something that might freak you out just a bit?" Hayden asked suddenly and I nodded with a confused look on my face.
"I love you. I know that I have told you once before, but it has been a while. And I knew you were not ready then, but I just wanted to tell you again," he said and I kinda froze for a second. I knew that I loved him too, but I wasn't sure if I was ready to tell him just yet. Maybe later tonight.
"Okay," I said and smiled.
The rest of the night flew by quickly and then the limo driver dropped us off at my house. I went in and grabbed all of our stuff and went back out into my car. I blindfolded him and put him in the back seat. When we got there I went in and checked in and then went back out to grab Hayden and our stuff.
"Ready?" I asked.
"I don't know..." he said and I grabbed him by the hand and pulled him toward our room.
Once we got there I took the blindfold off.
"Suprize!" I said and his eyes widened and I laughed. He laughed along with me and then gave me a hug and we calmed down a bit. Then I looked up into his eyes and said, "I love you too," and then our night began and I couldn't have been more happy.
I woke up the next morning cuddled into his side with both of our clothes still off. I quietly rolled off of him and stretched. I was a little bit sore in the lower stomach area and I felt stiff, but over all pretty content. I knew that I made the right decision to give myself to Hayden. I knew it was right because I didn't feel like I would ever have any regrets. I heard him stir beside me and I smiled and went back over to kiss him on the cheek and then on the lips. He smiled.
"Good morning," he said.
"Morning," I told him and then I wrapped myself in sheets and headed towards the bathroom to take a shower. When I got out I threw on some of the pjs that I packed and never used and went out to tell him it was all his.
"I want to go down to the pool. Is that okay?" I asked and he nodded saying that he would be out in a couple minutes.
I took off my pjs and found my bikini and threw it on along with sunscreen and then I found my sunglasses and towel and then sat on the bed waiting for Hayden to be ready. I thought about the events that occured last night. Hayden was so gentle and sweet. He would always check to make sure I am okay and to tell me that there was no pressure. Eventually I just had to tell him straight to just do it. I laughed at the thought and then noticed Hayden standing there putting on sunscreen.
"What's so funny?" he asked.
"Nothing," I said and he let it drop.
After spending about an hour in the pool we got bored and decided to head back up.
"I'm hungry," he said and I nodded in agreement.
Once we checked out of the hotel we went to ihop and ate there. I got some pancakes while he got waffles. When we were done I suggested that I take him home and he agreed. I walked him up to his door when we pulled up to his house.
"I had a really good time," I said and he smiled.
"Bye, I love you," he said and gave me a kiss.
"Love you too," I said and drove home.
Once I got home it was around 2 and I decided I wanted to take a nap. I still was having stomach soreness and I didn't feel like walking around too much. After getting about an hour of sleep Conner burst through my door.
"Get up!" he said and I threw my pillow at him.
"Go away buger!"
"No. Mom and Dad said that we are going to go to dinner and a movie as a family."
"I'm too tired and sore," I said and I forgot it was my little brother and not my mom. Oops!
"How on Earth can you be sore?!" he shouted and I heard my dad come in and my face got bright red.
"My feet from my shoes," I lied quickly and then he ticked and my dad told him to get ready.
"Come on, Jen. I want to know how your night was," he said and I felt my face go red again.
"Okay," I said and got out of bed. I just put on some jeans and a shirt and threw my hair up in a pony. About 20 minutes later we were on our way.
"Where are we going?" I asked.
"To get some Mexican food and then to see a movie," my mom answered and I nodded and looked out the window again. When we got to the restraunt and ordered our drinks everyone started to ask questions.
"So did you have a nice time?" Dad asked and I nodded.
"How was dinner?" Mom asked and I responded with, "Great!"
"Where were you last night? I didn't hear you at all! Did you really sleep in that late?" he asked and I laughed a little about how out of the loop I was. But I was not going to respond, 'Oh you know, I went to have sex with my boyfriend at this really nice hotel.' that would be awkward.
"I stayed at a hotel with some friends," I said and he nodded and thankfully let it drop.
"Oh that's right I almost forgot," Mom said and my mouth almost flew open. That is something I could never forget, how could she? "How was the hotel? Was it nice?"
"Uhh.." I said, getting a little flustered. "Yeah, it was really nice. I like the pool," I said just trying to escape the subject.
We talked about my night the whole time. Even at the movies a little bit. It was one of the longest nights with my family ever because the only thing that I could really remember was the hotel and things that I did there. And that was where their questions were aimed at.
After the movie we got home and I got ready for bed and was in the middle of reading when Hayden called me.
"Hello?" I answered a little distracted. I was into a good book and I love to read!
"Put down the book," he said in an authoric voice. I giggled and did as he said.
"It is down, I promise," I said and he laughed.
"How are you?" he asked.
"Good. My dad decided that it was appropriate to have my little brother wake me up in the middle of my nap to go to dinner with them. All they wanted to talk about was what I did last night. It was uncomfortable."
"I'm sorry. Did you tell them?" he asked.
"No, my dad would have spit his food all over me if I randomly said, 'Well last night the best part of it was having sex with my boyfriend for the first time. And yours?' Yeah, I don't think that would have gone over so well..." I said and he laughed.
"Probably not. So...it was the best part, eh?"
"Don't get all cocky on me now," I said and rolled my eyes.
"I'm not. It was my favorite part too."
"I am still a little bit sore, but it is passing over quickly so I should be good."
"Good. Alright well I am going to bed. Good night Jesen, I love you."
"Night. Love ya, too," I said and shut my phone closed. I looked up to see Conner standing there.
"Can I help you?" I asked and he shook his head and left. I am confused as to why he would stand there like that and leave. Well whatever.
The next day at school all everyone talked about was prom. I told Hayden that I really didn't want everybody knowing about stuff that we did. It is personal and I didn't want to be called wierd names or anything.
The rest of the week past by quickly. Hayden and I have grown stronger with our relationship. I am at home right now and it is Saturday and Hayden was supposed to be here 20 minutes ago. My guess is that he forgot to do some homework or something and then he finally called.
"Hey, where are you?" I answered.
"Jensen?" I heard Carrie, his mom, ask. She sounded frantic.
"Yeah?" I answered confused.
"Hayden was just in a bad car crash," she said and started saying something else but I couldn't quite hear. I was having a panic attack!
"Where is he?" I asked while grabbing a jacket and my keys.
"We are at the hospital. Sweetie, he is in really bad condition I don't think he wants you to see him and-" but I cut her off.
"I don't care. I will be there in 10 minutes," I said and hung up. I didn't realize that I had tears threatening in my eyes until my mom saw me and looked at me with conern.
"I have to go to the hospital, Mom. Hayden just got in an accident," I said and she nodded as if she understood and I left without another word.
