Chapter 9: The Velvet Rope
Tuesday June 12, 2007
I wish I had a friend. Just one! That's all I really need. Why can't I have that? Everyone else has at least one friend!
I hate my life! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it!
"Spencer! Stop it!"
Wednesday July 18, 2007
Everytime I think back to that day I get upset. I shouldn't have done what I did. I was so mad. I was mad that I was feeling so much pity for myself. I was mad that no one wanted to be my friend. I was so mad that I couldn't make friends. So, I hit pretty much anything that was in my room. Breaking a lot of my stuff. I'm sure if my mother had not come in I would have broken more stuff. She only stopped me because there was company down stairs and wanted to stop the noise. It probably didn't help when I told her to fuck off. I probably wouldn't have said that if I wasn't so mad. I pretty much cried the rest of the day and regreted breaking my stuff. Life goes on, as usual.
I don't have to worry about that anymore though. I think I finally have a friend. It's funny that my little outburst happend a few weeks before I met Ashley. It's like she has been sent to me.
Now I'm waiting by her car. Just like she told me to do.
"Hey Stranger." I turn around and there she is. As beautiful as ever.
"Hey. So, where is this place that you are taking me?" I'm so excited! No one has ever surprised me with anything before!
"No where that you need to be concerned about!"
"But I really REALLY want to know." I'm not above begging.
"You'll find out soon enough."
"Fine!"
"Now, I need you to get in my car and put the blindfold on."
"What if I don't want to put the blindfold on?"
"Please!"
"Fine. But it better be good."
"Oh, it is!"
When I open her car door there is a blindfold and a long piece of velvet rope sitting on my seat.
"What's the rope for?"
"To tie your hands together after you put the blinfold on. I don't want you sneaking a peek."
Well, this is going to be an interesting ride.
