Chapter: things I'll never say.
This story is from Kimmy's point of view, enjoy
Dear journal,
(Writes letters that look like…) Ladatadata ladatadatadadadatadada dadadadada (…on the Paper)
I'm tugging at my hair. I'm pulling at my clothes. I'm trying to keep my cool. I know it shows. I'm staring at my feet. My cheeks are turning red. And I'm searching for the words inside my head. 'Cause I'm feeling nervous, trying to be so perfect. 'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it,
If I could say what I want to say:
I'd say I want to blow you away!
Be with you every night.
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I want to see:
I want to see you go down on one knee!
Marry me today!
Guess I'm wishing my life away…
With these things I'll never say.
It don't do me any good, it's just a waste of time. What use is it to you what's on my mind? If it ain't coming out, we're not going anywhere. So why can't I just tell you that I care?
(Starts repeating herself in frustration)
'Cause I'm feeling nervous, trying to be so perfect. 'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it,
If I could say what I want to say:
I'd say I want to blow you away!
Be with you every night.
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I want to see:
I want to see you go down on one knee!
Marry me today!
Guess I'm wishing my life away…
With these things I'll never say.
What's wrong with my tongue? These words keep slipping away! I stutter, I stumble, like I've got nothing to say!
'Cause I'm feeling nervous! Trying to be so perfect! 'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it,
(Starts scribbling letters again)
Ladatadata ladatadatadadadatadada dadadadada
Ladatadata ladatadatadadadatadada dadadadada
I guess I'm wishing my life away! With these things I'll never say!
If I could say what I want to say:
I'd say I want to blow you away!
Be with you every night.
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I want to see:
I want to see you go down on one knee!
Marry me today!
Guess I'm wishing my life away!
With these things I'll never say!
(pencil breaks, she sighs and closes the book, and mouths since she can't speak, she's a mute)
"These things I'll never Say..."
chapter done. in a way the rest of the chapters you might see in this story won't be the actual story but just little shorts. hope you liked, and please review.
PS: if you thought this was a song, you're right this was things i'll never say By: Avril Lavigne
