I was not looking forward to going back to school. For two plain simple reasons.
A.) Sierra was probably mad at me for not telling her I met Shane Grey ( because he had to sing to me on live t.v )
B.) Nina and Alexis were going to be going a-wall at me or make spitful comments at me. I know this because before I went to camp all I could hear was "Shane Grey smiled at me at this private party my Daddy threw, I knew we were meant to be" and "Shane Grey has a fit ass".
Shane kept telling me that it would be ok, as long as people didn't know were I live.
( text message )
Shane: Hey are you going to school or -dis it.
Me: Hmm.. exploring both options the second one is really appealing. :)
Shane: Mitch, Go to school...I have a surprise for you after school... ;)
Me: Shane...Don't even think about it, what ever it is.
Shane: I wont make any promises
Mitchie: I'm going to school, I'll cya on Saturday. x
Shane: Mm-hmm...Can't wait. Bye.
I sigh. Ever since he sang to me on live tv, he has felt really bad about people treating me bad or people hating me. He keeps trying to give me things its quiet irratating.
I got my bag and took the keys to my mini cooper. Not the worst car not the best. I love it though.
I arrived at school and a bunch of people were staring at me, scratch that its not even close the word I would use to describe it; more like jaw-dropping, close your mouth or you might catch a fly staring. I grabbed my bag and went to my locker.
"Please tell me that was another Mitchie Torres, Shane Grey was singing to." Sierra begged
I frowned.
"Obiviously not."
"It s'ok...I understand...anyways how was your summer, I see it must have rocked if you met-"
I cut her off
"enough about him, how was your summer"
"Great...I acctually went to stay at my Chinese auntie's which was summer fun" Sierra annouced really proud
The bell rang.
"i'll see you in spanish?" she asked. I nodded. Personally I didn't need to go to spanish class since I am fluent, but what ever floats your boat.
I was looking at my phone at homeroom, my last class. I had fifteen minutes left and I had avoided everyone in school.
New Text Message from; Shane.
Shane: Your surprise is waiting, it might stop the bullying.
Me: SHANE! I told you not to, the bell is about to ring now. Oh by the way tell Jason my Dad bought him a bird-house.
Shane: I wish you didn't text that Jason is hyperventaliting already. He has this idea of bursting into the school and hugging you right now!
Me: Ha! Unless he has a private jet and a car he can't do that. Or maybe he knows some 'MagicBirds'
Shane: Why do you keep giving him idea's?
Me: 'Cause I like driving you mad ;)
Shane: Hey! thats not fair.
Me: Shut it popstar, Anyways I have to grab my books the bell is going to ring. I'll ring you later
I shut my phone down and walked to my locker. I missed him terribly all the time. I heard screams. And then everything went quiet.
"You don't have to phone me, this way it better" I voice brushed across my ear. I turned to face an estatic Shane.
"What...Why..Who..." I questioned confused. How was he here.
"I dunno the answer to the first one but, Why is because I missed you and Who, Jason Nate and I." He answered not missing a beat.
"Thanks, But you big ole popstars didn't need to come down here for-"
I was cut off by screaming girls, even my princable, which freaked my out. Great.
Shane was grinning about this, I think he was more grinning about seeing me though. I think i'm falling for him. He told me he loved me back at camp, but maybe he just said that.
"Mitchie! Run!" Shane called. He was sprinting to the door. I ran after him and as soon as we were alone I began laughing so hard. He looked at me strangely. I began laughing again, this time clutching my side.
"Stop laughing at me!" He said, Pouting
"I'm so...Sor-ry..I..A..ha!" I said in between laughs making hardly any sense. He frowned
"Aww...I'm sorry, I didn't mean to upset the popstar" I apologized. He grinned
"You mean Rockstar"
"Nope, I mean POPSTAR." I said jumping in my car.
"Were are you going?" He asked
"Home?" I answered.
"No your not your coming with us"
"Uh...No i'm not you have to return to the life of the rich and famous and I have to be at the c.d opening at work or i'll get fired!" I said slightly fustrated. He sigh
"But I came all the way here to see you and I missed you" He said frowning.
"I'll see you Saturday" I annouced trying to cheer him up.
He hoped in the passenger seat and put the seat belt on.
"Shane? What are you doing I have to go home get changed and then to work!" I asked
"I'm going to keep you company at work!" He exclaimed
"As much as I like that idea, your a popstar and i'm working at a cd shop! Not the best idea." I said pecking him.
he sigh.
"This is not fair!" He huffed. I snorted. Tell me about it.
I kissed him again and he kissed back, we began french kissing and I pulled away
"As much as I like making out with you, were in a public parking lot and i'm late, so good-bye"
"Fine!" He groaned. I pecked him again.
I pulled out of the parking lot leaving an upset popstar. I love him. Hold on a second. I love him! I actually love him.
Should I tell him on saturday?
Later on the night, I was sat crossed-legged on my bed with a gutair and a notebook n pen.
But your so hypontizing,
you've got me laughing while I sing,
You've got me smiling in my sleep,
and I can see this un-ravling...
"Sounds good...about me" A voice called from the doorway. Shane.
" Shane!" I ran throwing my arms around him
"Watch the jacket" He said rubbing his jacket lightly
"Jerk!" I joked.
"So whats with the song?"
"Its a surprise, maybe it wont be a surprise maybe you would have expected it this whole time!" I exlaimed
"Hmm...I knew there was a reason I love you" He mummered. My head snapped up.
"what?" I asked kind of shocked.
"I love you?" He asked raising an eyebrow. I sat there speakless. He LOVES ME! Me Mitchie Torres.
"I know you probably don't feel that way either but I do and you don't have to say it until you want to-" I cut him off in his rant
"Thats just what the song was about." I explained.
"What? The song was about you not loving me?" He frowned.
"No, the song was my way of telling you I love you too" I annouced.
"Mitchie..." He said lightly.
"What?" I snapped. He sigh lightly.
"I didn't mean you have to tell me as soon as you love me" He said sort of peeved.
"Oh, so I cant tell you I love you at all now?" I said hystercally
"Thats not what I mean and you know it."
"No I don't" I snapped for the second time tonight. I wanted him to leave me alone so I could scream, Or cry.
"Mitchie..." He said softly
"Please leave, I want to be alone..." I whispered
"Please, Mitchie...atleast come to New York this weekend your Mom agreed to letting you go" He begged.
I turned my head and dropped on the bed.
"Maybe..."I muttered. He lied down beside me.
"What part of I want to be alone don't you understand?" I asked
"I'm not leaving" He answered wrapping his arms around me. I snuggled into his chest. Feeling drowsy. I fell asleep.
I woke up with arms still around me. I looked up and Shane had a blanket him and I had one on me. He was asleep. I thought my parents would go insane; obiviously not since they put the blankets there. I slid out of bed. 7.03am I wasn't that late up. I got dressed and woke Shane up.
"Shane!" I said
"Mmm..." he mumbled
"Wake-up!" I whispered shouted. He shot out of bed. I began laughing. Then I remebered I was mad at him. I stopped laughing and spoke seriously sounding annoyed.
"I'm going to school. Good-Bye" I muttered. Before he could saying anything I ran to my car.
The next few days Shane rang and texted every five minutes. But I didn't reply. Even Nate and Jason called begging me to talk to him. Maybe I was being over-dramatic. But all this week I have been bullied. Sierra made a new friend who loves Chinese and China and AP maderian. So i'm screwed. All because of Shane Grey, the person I love. My phone rang during Lunch
"What!" I snapped answering the call.
"Why wont you talk to me?" He asked.
"I dunno maybe because i'm sitting in the girls bathroom right now eating my lunch which is totally gross because I can't go out there because everyone wants either to know 'how fit shane greys ass is' or 'how much i'm paying you to go out with me'" I shouted into the phone.
"How is that my fault" He yelled
"I dunno because YOUR SHANE FREGGIN' GREY MAYBE THATS WHY!"
"AND? SO BASICALLY YOUR SAYING THAT YOU DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW THAT WERE GOING OUT?"
"Maybe, I don't want to go out with you!" I shrieked
"Liar everyone wants to go out with me!"
"What in the world, stuck up jerk popstar much!"
"Still, what do you want Mitchie!" He roared
"I dont know Shane, i'm sorry" I said and hung up. I began crying and crying and then the bell went. I didn't want to go to class so I just went home sick.
When I got on my bed I just cried and cried. I took out my Lyrics book and my gutair.
I don't know why i don't know why i'm so afraid
I don't know how i don't know how to fix the pain
We're living a lie living a lie this needs to change
We're out of time we're out of time and it's still the same
We can't stop the world but there's so much more that we could do
You can't stop this girl from falling more in love with you
You said nobody has to know give us time to grow and take it slow
But i'd stop the world if it'd finally let us be alone let us be alone
I'm hearing the noise hearing the noise from all around
I'm on the edge i'm on the edge of breaking down
Like bonnie and clyde let's find a ride and ditch this town
To keep it alive keep it alive don't make a sound
We can't stop the world but there's so much more that we could do
You can't stop this girl from falling more in love with you
You said nobody has to know give us time to grow and take it slow
But i'd stop the world if it'd finally let us be alone let us be
I finished the song and decided I wouldn't go to his on Saturday. I would be the strong one. Were over.
I took out my phone and rang him.
"Shane?" I asked muffling my tears
"Mitchie...Whats wrong?" He asked panicking. My does he have to make this so hard.
"I need to talk...to you" I answered
"Umm...Ok...Why do I have a bad feeling about this?"
"Don't worry...Where will I meet you?" I asked
"Before I do the concert tonight...At Nates house around 6?"
"K." I said
"Bye" He stuttered.
I wrote down on a piece of paper what I should say. Sad, I know but what could i do he really made my life hell. When you love someone you have to let them go.
Dear Shane,
I'm sorry, I am, I love you so much.
But this is crazy it really is. To fictional and weird. Popstar + Small town nobody isn't a good mix. I know your l
Label don't like me much. Just don't ever forget me.
Love always, Mitchie...x
I was crying the whole time I wrote it. Finally 5.50pm came around and I had to drive really fast. I had the note scrunched in my palm. I arrived and Shane was sitting on the porch. He looked so down.
"Hey" I managed to choke out.
"Hey", he muttered "So are you gonna do it now or wait?" he asked.
"Shane..." I said looking at the floor.
"Really...So its true then?" He stuttered. I nodded.
"I'm so sorry Shane..." I whispered between sobs.
"S'ok" He answered. I handed him the note
"Read this after..r i'm g-gone.." I stuttered.
"Why do you have to leave me...?" He asked
"I will always love you, theres always going to be a place in my heart for a popstar like you" I said kissing his cheek and walking away.
"I love you Mitchie!" he shouted. I ran to my car and broke down in tears. I had to ring my mom to come collect me I couldn't think straight or even talk properly.
The next few days I didn't go to school, I was so out of touch.
It was one day I woke up I heard my Mom talking to Two boys. I just sat in my bed and listened
"Nate, Shes a state shes crying in her sleep...I can't watch her fall to pieces like this" My mom said
So nate and Jason were there.
"I'm sorry Mrs. Torres if you see how Shane is to, he refused to do talk shows and 'forgot' to come to all our concerts this week" Nate answered
"Why did they break-up?" Jason asked
"Mitchie, couldn't take it" My mom said
That was true. I should be a stronger person. I left them to have there chat. I took a hot shower and got dressed, I did my hair extra good. I did look good. I began singing under my breath on purpose to make it look better.
"Nate, Jason...mom?" I asked confused
"Hi Mitchie!" Jason said happily
"What are you doing here?" I asked. Mom looked guilty and Nate just stood still
"Were here to get you and- OUCH NATE WHAT WAS THAT FOR" Jason shrieked.
"Leave it alone guys, I'm fine look at me!" I said smoothly.
"Mitchie, thats lies...your eyes are blood-shot" Nate said shaking his head
"I slept in..." is how I answered.
"The lies" Jason answered. I began asking my mom to tell them to leave in spanish. She shook her head
The guys looked utterly confused.
"Guys look I appreciate the thought, Shane is fine and so am I, you guys need to stop over looking things"I said.
After the guys left, my phone rang; Tess Tyler.
"Hey Tess, whats up?" I asked
"Nothing my mom asked me to invite my friend from camp to this Celebrity Ball this weekend and you would be doing a huge favour by going...she even wants us to preform our song!" Tess shrieked
"Sure it will be extra fun" I said
"Thanks Mitchie i'll collect you on Saturday at like 1." She answered
"Bye" I said and hung up. I just hope Shane isn't going to be there.
Saturday came around and I bought a silver thigh high strapless dress is was gorgeous.
Tess collected me at 1 like she said and she avoided any subject about Shane. Did the whole world know?
When we arrived at the Ball, I was starstruck but Tess warned me to stay cool. As soon as I seen Caithlyn I nearly jumped into her arms.
"Caity, I have missed you way to much" I cried
"Yea me to...Uh-oh...Shanes here" She muttered. I nearly fell to the floor.
"Its ok act natural...So Mitchie, hows life?" She asked trying to sound cool. I shrugged.
"I'm sorry Caitlyn i'm not a good actor..." I said. Just the Nate walked over.
"Hey Mitchie and Caitlyn what are you to doing here?" He asked no surprised.
"Hold up, this isn't what I think it is, is it?" I asked slightly angry. Caithlyn looked guilty.
"Mitchie, you needed this!" Nate snapped.
"Forgive me, for being so needy next time I want something I will ask!" I shrieked. Shane was standing with Jason paying attention to me. I walked out of the ball and grabbed a gutair on my way out.
I began playing a song I wrote;
You've got a face for a smile y'know...
to bad you waste it when your breaking me slowly
But i've got a world of chance for you
I've got a world of chances...
"Mitchie?" A voice asked. It was Shane. My heart melted.
"Y-Yes"I stuttered
"Are you okay?"He asked
"'Course" I answered. He sat beside me on the wall and he stared at the sky
"I miss you Mitchie..."He whispered.
"I miss you to insanely" I answered. "I really do..."
He smiled "I got something so I could keep you promise" He rolled up his Sleeve and there on his wrist was my name
'Mitchie'
"it's beautiful Shane, thank-you" I responded. I hugged him.
"I can think of a better way to say thank-you" he grinned.
"And what way would that be?" I smirked
"This way" He said before kissing me, I kissed him back wrapping my arms around his neck. My heart belonged to him. When we both pulled away, I began laughing
"Whats so funny?" He asked. I laughed even harder.
"Its just, never mind, I do love you Shane." I statted. He grinned, And kissed me again.
"I love you to, do you wanna get out of here?" he asked. I grinned and nodded
We drove in silence. When we arrived at a lake he took off his promise ring and put it in my hand.
"I want you to have this, as a reminder that one day I will marry you" he said not missing a beat.
"I love you Shane, so much!" I screamed jumping on him. He chuckled.
Life was almost perfect.
The almost being i'm still a small town girl, not properly recovered from the hatred at my school. Still a recovering wrist sliting, bulemic small town girl.
Next Chapter;
"Shane?" I asked I was frightened, the same way I felt last year before Camp Rock, empty. Bulemic once again.
"Mitchie? Whats wrong?" He asked scrambling to his feet.
"I need to tell you something but i'm not sure how your going to take. I want you to know the reason why I didn't tell you was because I was afraid that you'd think I was a monster..."
"Mitchie...?" He asked me begging me to tell him.
I ran away before I could say a thing. Frightened I grabbed a blade.
will this happen at all?
A/N; I personally thought I wanted drama and romance...I wonder how shane is going to find out...will it be with all there friends...and is Shanes ex willing to do a bit of a backround check on Mitchie? ...?
